Marks of life.

Saturday, May 05, 2012 9:36 PM

KHJ Asia Tour 2012 in SG

2nd May

He arrived at around 1.30pm in the afternoon. It was announced two nights before, I was contemplating if I should skip makeup class for his arrival... In the end, Heaven's on my side, class was postponed. So I got to rush down to the airport after my class ended at 12pm. Almost late, but there. Yep, there were fans running from the inside, that was when we know he was here. I tried to spot him but the first person I saw was Mr Jeong LOL. He completely blocked my view of Hyun Joong tsk... Plus KHJ was wearing brown-beigey trenchcoat that day... Low profiled colours. Yep. Then I managed to video him looking at Pinky's board after he turned and headed straight for the exit. Then I rushed back to school for dance thereafter lol. OTL, I suffered from a headache that night.

4th May

Left Korean class earlier this day, because I was afraid of being late. The FM starts at 8pm while class will end at 7.30. So I left around 7pm. Got there at exactly 8pm phew. Was running up and down escalators on my way to Stadium lmao. Yep, our seats were far, but still viewable, so I guessed it's okay ^____^

The FM started late as people were still strolling in. I guessed he didn't want anyone to be missing out the start. So it started with the Introductory song, Let me go.

Followed by Break Down. Then he disappeared back stage to change his outfit. Meanwhile, a video "The Greatest Star on Planet" was played.

I thought it was amazing, because the video was simply awesome. He was introduced in an outerspace manner, where he was viewed in the Universe, speaking in some alien accent, introducing himself as "Kim Hyun Joong, the God of Universe". And he explained how he found Earth and started living here, then he found Singapore, where he grew to like alot. He even introduced some tourism attractions like the Marina Bay Sands and Orchard Road. I was amazed. Really. Until the last part, he said he "felt empty", he asked "why?" and he ended the video saying, "This is... Loneliness" and everyone aww'ed. ;~~~~~; There must be hidden meanings on Triple S understands, right?

Then he returned in another black outfit, with a really low collar that you could see his cleavage lol. It was clear how much thinner he became, sigh. How heartbreaking. He then sung Please, and shockingly he ripped his top apart, showing us Jjitjoong! Yes, I mentioned how skinny he was, it's true. Not as muscular and meaty, bulky, whatever you describe... His moobs and chocolate abs were less obvious, I thought I could see his ribcage. :( It's really sad, you can see how much he's suffered from practising and perfecting this Asia Tour Fanmeet of his...

Then it was a little talk session. He explained that he could always feel the warmth we give him in Singapore. "Treating him with much warm, that's what he said, which was also his reason for choosing Singapore as his 1st stop for the Asia Tour 2012.

The next song was Thank You, where everyone swooned right away after hearing the intro... This song was dedicated to all the fans, as he sang with all his heart, sincerely thanking everyone of us ;~; After which, he proceeded to the next song which before, he told us that he "felt that this song truly expresses my feelings to all my fans. I really love this line, so I'd prepared it in English so that everyone can sing along." And this song is Happiness. He specially rewrote this line of the song in English, "Happiness without you baby, I can't even imagine it". He had a little difficulties teaching us how to sing this line at first lollllll. Firstly he told us that he will start singing, then as he passes us the mic, we'll have to continue the line. But some didn't understand, so as he sang, "Happiness..." and the crowd followed him by singing "Happiness without you baby..." and everyone sang at different pace by the second part which created laughter lol. Then he explained saying that he wanted everyone to continue his line after he passes the mic to us. Yep, so after struggling a little, we managed to sing it in the right tune and right way he wanted us to. Hehe.

KHJ: Happiness... -passes mic-
Us: Without you baby, I can't even...
KHJ: -shakes head-
KHJ: Happiness... -points at himself-
KHJ: Without you baby... -points to us-
KHJ: Happiness~
Us: Without you baby~
KHJ: I can't even...
Us: I can't even...
KHJ: -awkward smile & fed up look-
KHJ: I can't even... -points at himself-
KHJ: Imagine it... -points to us-

There he proceeded to sing the song, and when it comes to his favourite line, he went, "Happiness...". And the crowd sang, "Without you baby, I can't even imagine it~". But honestly, I couldn't hear the crowd cause the music was playing so loud, except for the last part "imagine it". I'm glad he heard it too, because after that line, he smiled and said, "Thank you~". Then he continued to finish the song.

Then he disappeared backstage once again, where another video starts playing. This time round, they showed a video of the 5 things he wants to do with his girlfriend. Well, it was sooooooo adorable. The girlfriend in the video was a huge fluffy white teddy bear! Just like the one Kyu Jong carried around in Thanks for Waking Me Up. Heee. LOL he watched the movie Titanic, and he wanted to imitate the famous part! So he backhugged the bear, with the fan blowing in his face. There was this part where it was adorable to the max, he bought a diamond ring, where everyone aww'ed, then he was thinking of how to give it to his girlfriend... Being 4D, he placed the ring through a string (hey, it rhymes) and then he tried it on the bear. The bear was holding on to the string and he levered the other end of the string so that the ring will slide to his supposedly girlfriend's finger. But to his disappointment, he wasn't able to slip on the ring onto the bear's finger LOL.

He reappeared singing Kiss Kiss, where he carried the same white teddy the staffs prepared for him on the stairs. To everyone's amazement, he walked down the stage, towards the crowd, and gave the teddy to this lady, and took a picture with her! The crowd went crazy, even I did. T_______T I want a picture with him and the teddy so badly!!! He said the song was dedicated for her, as well as giving the teddy. Then he asked the lady, "Is it your first time seeing me?" The lucky girl was really nervous but she managed a reply, "No, I met you when you came for The FaceShop Fanmeet". Confused leader appeared to be confused, then he realised, ah... The FaceShop... Keke.

Thereafter, he went back up the stage, and sang I'm Your Man. I really really love this song... He improved so much, his voice is getting more powerful everytime I hear him sing. As the song ended, he drank some water, and said "You guys are so lucky to be here at the stadium with me tonight. Are you curious why? Because, this song will be sung officially here on stage for the first time, and this song is Smile". He even introduced the song in English, he said "Smile". He also ended the song, shaking his butt in a really cute manner. Aww, leader you're such a tease!

Because I'm Stupid was next. It's a tedious song, I could see his neck straining as he sang. It was a live rendition. But really, he did well, he sang the whole song alone. This song was initially sang by SS501 sub-unit. I was happy, he chose a song that was sung by his group members. I loved this song as I watched BOF. As he sang, he walked up to the higher level on stage, and sat on a high chair while footages and sketches of BOF was played on the screen. It reignited my love for this song. ;~;

He was perspiring really badly on stage lol. So much that he took a towel at the front of the stage, dabbed his face a little and threw the towel to the crowd. Keke.

Mm, then he went backstage to change to a casual outfit. And then it was a mini talk session again, where he mentioned that the stadium was really heating up with all our enthusiasm. Well, lollllllllllllll how cute. Leadeeeeeer, you must really be feeling very hot hehe. He was asked for the number of songs he had sung so far, he replied saying he doesn't count the number of songs he will sing. He just want to sing as many songs as he can and enjoy the most out of the fanmeet. He was then thrown a sudden question on plans for solo concert, which made him startled for awhile before he replied saying there were no concrete plans since he has Asia Tour 2012 and then Japanese album, so perhaps next year. Then he was asked, what kind of Singapore delicacies have he tried so far, he replied saying that he ate Chili Crab the night before. He followed by saying it was really delicious and that he will eat it the next day too. Then the emcee surprised us by informing us there's a little game session for 5 lucky fans! Apparently KHJ had stuck 5 yellow post-its before the FM had begun, and everyone was to look under their seats to look for them. So these 5 fans had to play a game of scissors, paper, stone with him. He tried following the emcee and said "scissors, paper, stone" in English, he got confused for awhile, "sone...? Ah... stone!!" SO ADORABLE. And sadly the fan who lost, had no presents, and left the stage. Being sooooooooo cute, he said "I'm sowweeeeeee". I MELTED INSTANTLY. Then they proceeded to play a game called One mind with Kim Hyun Joong.

Firstly, he did 3 poses of Marilyn Monroe. The 1st pose was really sexy lmaoooooooo. He was so cheeky when he did that pose but instantly turned shy after that LOL. Then he stood at the back of the remaining 4 fans, and at the count of 3, they have to choose and do a pose. They'll only win if the pose was the same as Hyun Joong's. So Hyun Joong counted to 3, "One, Two, Three". He counted in fluent, yet cute English kekeke. With the correct pronunciations. Really. I'm proud of you, boy!

The 2nd pose was Baseball. This was the difficult part because both fans left kept posing the same pose as Hyun Joong! Until the emcee instructed them to close their eyes while doing the poses, and a girl lost, leaving one fan left. This lucky fan then had a picture with him, in any pose she likes! T_T Lol, but Hyun Joong without hearing what the emcee had to say, immediately placed his arm around her shoulders and looked into the camera. Then the fans went off the stage, and the emcee asked KHJ, "What about the first lady? She didn't get any presents." But Hyun Joong just shrugged it off, saying "Well, game is a game". I frowned and had the urge to scold him, how can he be so heartless!!!

Later, he sang Marry Me/You which had been growing on me as well. It was a really sweet song which allowed Hyun Joong to show off his vocals. Really, he improved alot. All of a sudden, the 1st fan who lost reappeared from backstage! She had staffs pushing her on a movable bed, towards Hyun Joong. The crowd went insane. The song was serenaded to her, where KHJ gave her a bouquet of roses and they even acted a mini MV on stage. Drinking cups of coffee, sitting on a bench together. All the fan services Hyun Joong gave to her! He was so meannnnnnnn. At one point in time, the staffs screened the fan on the bed, and KHJ went behind the screen to find her. Then we were able to see their shadows, where he sat on the bed and leaned in to kiss her hand. Screams and shrieks were heard everywhere. Until the screen was removed, and 2 of his dancers were revealed. What a relief LOL. Hyun Joong and the fan then came out from backstage, holding hands. At the last part of the song, she got to take a polaroid picture with him. Awwwwwwwww, turn out that she's the luckiest girl afterall!

He went backstage to change to another outfit again, a video was played, sort of another MV for Lucky Guy, where he appeared as a beggar, but found this lucky, shining coin and went to the Casino to bet on it. Turns out that he won on the Jackpot and became the lucky guy! So then he reappeared with the song Do You Like That, as well as Lucky Guy. During Do You Like That, the confetti cannon machines at the sides released his Uzoosin bank notes into the air! Everyone was grabbing for it, lol it was kinda a funny sight because Hyun Joong was in the midst of his performance, dancing, and there everyone had their eyes glued to the air to catch those notes. But he was really, really hyper. You could see him enjoying on stage hehe. Really, you could see him jumping everywhere, all over the place, on stage. Kekeke, he's so high like that. After Lucky Guy, he also performed a special dance, sort of like remix to the song.

Another video was played. This time, we were showed his rehearsals and behind the scenes of the Fanmeet videos being filmed. The rehearsal films were similar to the ones shown on his documentary interview. Yep, it was really tough for him. Dance practise, singing during the breaks, and gyming after dance! Even the dance teacher was drained. But nothing could stop him from practising. Perfection was his goal. It was really heartbreaking to see him so tired, but he strives so hard for us, his fans. Then we could see his little antics while he filmed the Fanmeet MV for Lucky Guy. Keke, him being the usual 4D.

Then he reappeared again, had a little speech saying how he feels really lucky to be here, Singapore being his 1st stop. He said he'll do better, perform more handsomely the next time he's here, what's holding him is his fans. He said he had faced a lot of pressure while preparing for his fanmeets, but when thinking of his fans, these stress and pressure becomes nothing. Then I noticed that face cringe habit he has, the one whenever he's about to cry.

Someone even shouted "ULJIMA". Then he walked forward to take a bottle of water, before gulping it down. Another habit when he's close to tears. All these little actions he tried so hard to cover up, but really, as a Triple S, after watching all the concert videos, the X-Newton videos, I would be ashamed if I hadn't spotted it. Then he bent down again in his pokerface, took a towel. Dabbed his face a little and abruptly turn his back to face us as I spy him pressing the towel against his eyes before he faced the crowd again. Really, leader. ;~; I guessed he must have really suffered alot during the preparation for this Asia Tour 2012. He must have been really touched to see so many fans, so many tiny green lights from where he was standing. He knew his effort hasn't gone to waste. He could feel the energy, the support we give him. So please don't cry anymore, you're not alone. No matter how hard things get, you have us, and SS501. ;~~~~~;

Then he said, "It's really sad, but this is the last song for the fanmeeting". And there, he started singing his last song, also known as OST song for a drama, named If You Are Like Me Now. This, this is the song where I was stumped when I first heard it, when I first thought "Wow, KHJ really improved. He is no longer the leader I know who always had to strain his vocals to sing". He was able to reach the high notes effortlessly now. It was a wonderful song. I've always like ballads. Really, and he sang all the ballads entirely, if I wasn't wrong, without the help of any backup song playing in the background, just music.

Then it was encore. To everyone's astonishment, he appeared from the entrance of the stadium, right behind those who were in the floor plan, and walked in between the floor plan and the arena, down the aisle in the floor plan. Everyone ran forward, trying their luck to have a handshake with him as he sang One More Time. Everyone was trying to get a closer glimpse of him. Well, for me, it was too far up in the terrace, so I just remained seated while staring at his gorgeous face. While walking back to the stage, he was waving and smiling, just like a prince in every girl's dream. Then he sang Lucky Guy again.

At the end, Artmatic appeared on stage with him as they did their last bow together.

He really planned every small details for the fanmeet carefully. No wonder he got the venue to be at Indoor Stadium. No wonder he got so emotional after seeing the crowd, and how his 1st stop was about to end. ;~; He had laser lightings, confetti, spot lights and all the indoor pyrotechnics all around the stadium, throughout his fanmeet. It was perfect, it was so him. Even after the performances ended, the huge screen which stated "KHJ Asia Tour 2012 in Singapore" before the fanmeet started, had changed to "KHJ Asia Tour 2012 Goodbye Singapore". This was how perfect he wanted his Asia Tour 2012 to be. And I dare say he succeeded, 501%. I wouldn't be able to tell this to you personally, but I really want to say thank you, for all the effort you've put into your performances, the settings for the fanmeet and your passion for us, fans.

Moving on, the Hi-5 session was about to begin. He went backstage to put on another outfit while the staffs shifted the tables on to the stage. Mr Jeong helped with the shifts yep. LOL what I heard was some fans at the front were swooning over Mr Jeong, calling him etc. So he actually heard after some while, looked up, waved at the fans which caused them to scream even more. Then he turned on his back, and proceeded back to the backstage, scratching his hair sheepishly. LOL, a bodyguard being so shy, because he had the fans screaming for him. LOL.

Anyway the whole Hi-5 session started, and the fans were dispatched by their seats. Floor plan first, followed by the arena and the terrace. So we were the last 3rd block to have to hi-5 him. Surprisingly, he changed the Hi-5 to a handshake when the first person went up. Everyone was like ??? But even the world's biggest idiot should know, handshakes are much more tiring than merely Hi-5s right? Isn't it common sense? You've to use your hand and arm's muscles for handshake while hi-5 only makes use of your arm muscles for lifting it up. I saw his utmost sincerity. He handshaked every fan who went up, giving them one of his tired smiles, saying "Thank You" to every single one of them. As the local newspaper stated, "He didn't even wipe his hand once". Occasionally he would place the other hand on his chest (near his pit), since it's a form of formal handshake for the Koreans. At other times, he would support his weight by placing his free hand on the table. You could really see how exhausted he was. Approximately, 1 and a half hour of vigorous singing and dancing, performing 15 songs, and he had to shake hands with about 1500 people. Still, he was expressing his thanks to every single person with sincerity. I wanted to cry out loud seeing him like that. That's why I fell in love with him in the first place, fell in love with SS501, didn't I?

In the meantime, I don't know what made the girls so high, but they decided to cheer on for him! The DJ was saying how he has been up on stage for almost an hour, shaking everyone's hand, so we've got to make the session a smooth one, and not drag it, blahblahblah. So we waited for a quiet moment, and we shouted, "오빠 화이팅!!!!!!!!!" We got really embarrassed after that, especially when laughter was heard from our sides lol. Apparently some fans found it amusing? We gave up cause we thought he was so focused on his handshakes that he didn't hear us. But after a few long seconds, he looked up and was searching for the voices he heard earlier!!! Omg, I guessed it gave him a little more strength to continue too, I hope! ^^

Halfway through clearing the arena, Mr Jeong suddenly left Hyun Joong, went off the stage, and walked towards the arena, which led to screams from fans' nearby. It was then we realised the staffs were trying to help these 2 grandma fans to make their way down, to the stage, for the Hi-5. They had difficulties walking down, it was then known that they were wheelchair-bounded. Kind Mr Jeong went up to the arena, lifted one of wheelchairs which had the grandma sitting on it, and he proceeded back to the stage carrying her. The other grandma who could walk in small, slow steps, lifted her Hyun Joong's banner with pride and every fan who was in that block screamed and cheered for them, as well as Mr Jeong xD It was such a touching sight to see. You thought this was it? No. Mr Jeong placed the grandma by the side of the stairs. Suddenly, more screams and louder cheers were heard, so I turned my head back to the stage. Hyun Joong was seen being escorted down the stairs (by the securities), and he made his way to the 2 grandmas. Then he hugged them and said his thanks to them. Only when the grandmas were leaving, did he went back up on stage to continue the Hi-5 session! ;~~~;

Linda and I were so excited that we were singing along to the songs being played, swaying to our hearts' content hehe. Soon it was my block's turn to start moving towards the stage. Before that, we had really crazy ideas. Not by me... T_T I actually thought of what I wanted to say to him a few days before, like on 1st May. LOL. I'll elaborate later. And then my friends sort of forced me to paste this U:ZOOSIN sticker on my face too OTL...

Mm, then we got so hyped up, we waited for another silence, and we screamed, "오빠 너 최고!!!!!" LOL, he heard us, he heard us!!! And chuckled to himself. How cute trololololz. I glad he was happy even though he was really tired. Yep, so we proceeded on to the floor plan while waiting for our turns. After watching his performances, and him getting emotional. I wanted to show him that we'll be there for him no matter what, I wanted to tell him that he have to carry on no matter what happens, I wanted to say "힘들어지만, 화이팅해요!" But I knew there was no time, the line was moving really fast. What I'd thought of really early has to be my priority, plus it was so much shorter! LOL, then pinky spotted this U:ZOOSIN bank note lying on the floor, hidden under lots of confetti. She dove down just when she was about to go on stage, right beside a guard, and gave the guard a shock that he stumbled backwards a little LOL. Yep, so she hurried up on stage after that, which caused me to run up the stairs a little too, in fear of lagging behind and having lesser time with him.

I clutched my SS501 lightstick which was lit up, as I strode up the stairs and towards Hyun Joong. Man, I was so nervous I thought I would pee in my shorts!!! So pinky did a little stunt to him, as we suggested earlier LOL. He was smiling, shaking her hand, until he felt something wrong. I saw the guards, as well as Mr Jeong, alerted after it happened, almost wanting to protect him, until they realised it was a small matter LOL. Then Hyun Joong stared at his hand as a surprised look planted on his face. Then it turned into a confused face, where he lifted the other hand, wanting to reach out for something... During this time, he turned from his hand to Linda, and Linda to his hand, contemplating on what he should do LOL. So he gave up settling the stuff... and shook Linda's hand in a rather confused manner... I was chuckling in my heart kekekekeke.

As it got to me, I stretched out my hand and shook his. Since I knew I had very little time, I had to say what I wanted to say reaaaaaally fast!! So I smiled and said, "오공일 만세!!!" And he nodded at me!!!!!! T^T!!!!!!!!! While I was saying it, I waved my lightstick beneath my chin too, so after he nodded, he took a peek at my lightstick and looked at me again, telling me "Thank You" while smiling faintly.

Kyaaaaaaaaaaa. So he acknowledged my statement on SS501!!! Looked at my lightstick!!! And told me thank you!!! I couldn't conclude if he felt happy with my statement or not, but I hope he was! Wendy also told me, when she told him the same sentence, he actually looked surprised, since she was the first in the line. Hehehehehe. So it was mission accomplished!!!!! YAY. My main objective was to let him know that there were still Triple S who were waiting for them to be back, no matter how long it may take. Seriously. Especially when he doesn't have a Twitter, and the other members other than Jung Min had tweeted "오공일 만세" on 1st May, which gave my inspiration for this. Yep so we screamed to our lungs' content when we left the Stadium. We were so contented with his reaction towards our statement hehehehe.

It was then we knew it was over. Everything happened so quickly, a few days went past in a blink of an eye. He was leaving soon. It will be another dream in reality all over again. Sighs. We actually went to the airport the next day, in hope of sending him off. We saw the crew, we saw the staffs, we saw Artmatic, but we never saw him or Mr Jeong. It turned out that he had requested for a day's extension, since he wanted to tour around Singapore a little. From what I've heard, he went to USS, paid $74 for the entrance fee, just to play Transformers. Lol, you cutie. 25-year-old, but five at heart♥

And so he won a USS cap, which says "USS, in Singapore", and he wore it to the airport when he left the day after, which was 6th May. He was still wearing the cap when he left Incheon airport. Do you really love Singapore that much? I'll be delighted if you do. Thanks for everything you did here, for the fans.

And now, I miss him so.

Labels: arrival, Asia Tour 2012, departure, fan account, fancam, fanmeet, In Singapore, kim hyun joong, SS501, TripleS

Thursday, May 03, 2012 12:09 AM

I hate school. I hate my life rn. I don't know, there's too many faults in it rn. Omg laifu you suck!!!

This is how disastrous I look rn. Aiya, I cheated la, photoshopped a little. But you still can see the pimples and the cui-ness. It's bad enough.

Anyway, my monotonous life is a vicious cycle which goes like this: School, work, cca, school, work, cca. Yep, just repeat that. With less than 7 hours of sleep per day, including weekends and public holidays. Fuck yeah, not. I don't get to reblog much on Tumblr like I used to, I don't get to tweet much to my brats as much as I used to. :(((

Uh huh, especially preparing for the SPA FOC 2012. It's tedious, preparing the games, editing them, updating everything everyone else's doing, try out the games, see where's the faults, get pressurised (which isn't seen as a bad thing). Yep. So hopefully this camp turns out well, and the campers better appreciate our efforts!!!!! Kidding, I love you guys, even though I haven't seen your faces lawl. I'm quite excited about the camp, whereas on the other hand, I can't wait for it to be over so hopefully I can get some rest. Hopefully.

Then yesterday, we went for our so-called class movie outing, which our lecturer kindly treated us to watch "Marvel's The Avengers"

It's awesome possum!! It's another great movie that I wasn't anticipating, nor planning to watch, but just turned out to amaze me. Just like "The Hunger Games". Shall not have any spoilers here. But Chris Hemsworth's so handsome. Like serious serious!

Jeremy Renner was kinda charming too, with the bow and arrows hehehe. He just look damn familiar but I can't make out who or what. And I thought Tom Hiddleston, who was acting as Loki, has his charming side too...

Why didn't anyone agree with me?!?!?! Aiya okay, enough of caucasians hahaha. Well, I was too busy and tired to realised I was going to watch this movie the second time with SPA, and I've paid for the tix already. Dumb much? But, the movie was so nice, I didn't mind watching again. But! I found someone to buy my tix hehehe. Lucky shit. So I get to rest a little more on Saturday!

I was worrying about KHJ's arrival issues because I had makeup lesson. Apparently, Heaven's was on my side and the class was postponed!!!! YAY. So I rushed down to Changi and saw him. It'll be elaborated in a seperate post as my fan account hehehe. Then I rushed back to school for dance. Dance's really fun, just that I'm really rigid, looks like skeleton with fats dancing. Idek.

Then I finally met up with SK and Denise for dinner!!! Abby was supposed to come as well, but she wasn't feeling well :((( Gws!!! We ate Chinese food, I had my Tomyam handmade noodles' cravings satisfied. Mmm. But I was suffering from a headache so I couldn't really enjoy T^T Nevertheless, I was glad to meet them again. Then we did a little walking around Clementi before we parted ways at the bus interchange. Then after Denise left for her bus, did we remember about phototaking. So here it is, without @retroglitter. Sorryz!

The rest of the days and next week goes like this:

Friday: School + Hangul + KHJ Asia Tour 2012 in SG Saturday: PLAY! DVD Collection + Assignments Sunday: Work Monday: School + Work Tuesday: School + Unconfirmed Wednesday: School + Dance + SPA Camp Meeting Thursday: School + Unconfirmed Friday: School + Hangul(?) + SPA FOC Saturday: SPA FOC Sunday: SPA FOC

Yayyyyyy, hurray for no sleep, NOT.

Labels: clique, In Singapore, kim hyun joong, school, SPA, work

Wednesday, November 30, 2011 4:09 PM

It was a fantabulous 29/11/11

Rushed to meet Pinky right after my last lesson, then we headed to the stadium to meet the other two ^^ So we camped at Koufu to watch the red carpet, instead of going to the real one lol since they restricted it to 400 people. Mm hmm, so we watched almost the whole red carpet just to see Hyun Joong walking it... But till the very last 30 minutes, he wasn't appearing. Even SNSD and 2NE1 walked across the carpet already... So we gave up and walked to the stadium for entrance ^^

Anyway I could only say MAMA 2011 was awesome.

Tbh, I was a little mad at Hyun Joong ever since those stupid news articles of his interview on SS501 came up… Yet, he reignited my love for him when I saw him real life again ystd. He did his best dancing to “Lucky Guy” on MAMA 2011. We all saw it, he danced so hard that we got worried that he’ll fall any time. But it was the nicest, best performance for Lucky Guy, that could not be compared to those I’ve seen on music shows. So it was my very first time screaming for him like a stupid bitch. So much so that the girl sitting in front of me, turned back and stared at me for awhile.

Well, so my point is that, I then realised, no matter what any of the SS501 member does, I cannot ignore them or stop loving them. If someone just ask me to stop supporting them, I can’t. If someone asks me to stop fangirling, I can’t, as long as they are still in the Korean industry, I can’t. Lol.

That’s one thing. There’s another thing that touched me and my friends when we’re at the stadium. I was trying to spot for green lightsticks everywhere, everytime. Yes, the number of green lightsticks were…. disappointing. But what was touching was that, not all of them (including me) were only Hyun Joong’s bias. We were there as Triple S, not just Henecians… T_______T

Heehee, so I love my boys, and my fandom♡

Now for my FT ISLAND story… I was really excited to scream for them when they come out on the nominees’ list. I was telling my Twitter list that I’m done with screaming (for HyunJoong), except when FTI is shown as one of the nominees for Best Band Performance. Then I realised CNBLUE won. It was after CNBLUE was shown on the screen had I realise, omfg so you mean FTI didn’t win the best band performance award?

What was more disappointing was, they didn’t list the nominees. They deprived me from the chance for screaming for them. And they even removed FTI and HyunJoong from the nominees list for Song/Artist of the Year. So, how could one not get mad?

Last but not least, I’ve something to say about Super Junior. Even though I’m not a fan of theirs. They were really really touched when they’ve won the Album of the Year. Really. I felt their sincerity, and my heart ached at that moment. Not to mention they are a famous male group, and I thought of my SS501 boys too.

So when MAMA ended, this was what only the audience at the stadium saw… Some of the SJ members ran to the extension of the stage, held hands and bowed to the audience for like 30 seconds (which I thought was fucking long) Then they gave lots of fan service, for example, Eun Hyuk blowing flying kisses to all 3 directions. The rest of the members waved and bowed more. Then, as they retreated backstage, Eunhyuk ran to the other side of the backstage to thank the staffs hiding behind as I saw him shaking their hands and bowing slightly, before he ran to the other side to join the rest of the members. Behind all the jokes and laughters these guys, especially this joker hyuk, are actually very sincere members.

If i've the time i'd come back to elaborate this in further details aite? It's an awesome experience that those who weren't there, wouldn't understand.

Labels: F.T Island, fan account, fandom, In Singapore, kim hyun joong, MAMA 2011, SS501, Super Junior

Wednesday, August 24, 2011 11:29 PM

Hi, I thought I should blog about something.

(Something)

LOL, just kidding. I'm in the troll mode, god knows why. Kekeke, I certainly have weird moments like this. Just awhile ago, I replied bb's mention and my friends laughed /_\ Ok I figured it was funny as well hahahahaha. I'll let you guys take a look hahaha.

Sorry bb, you know I love you♥ Not like you'll ever chance upon my mention anyway lol, so why not say what I want to say keukeukeu ^_______^)o

Okay anyway my one and only examinable paper ended yesterday!!! HOLA \@_____@/ Hepihepi saengson! I can't remember when was the last time I was THAT hardworking.

Yes, I actually kind of studied for the paper, I read and read and read all my notes. I typed them out from the powerpoint slides. And I read them on the bus journeys to school, I read them on my journey to the airport to welcome Hyun Joong... That was something really unforgettable. Because there was the motivation of seeing him, had I read it with concentration. I read it a little before his event the next day. After he left, had I lost some of the motivation to study. Lolllll. It's funny how these idols can motivate fans like us, ain't it?

Anyway, I did try my best to continue studying till the very end, because I wanted to do well. I wanted to do well in this course, and get a cool job. Hopefully allowing me to get closer to some of my biases in time to come teehee. And so I went for the paper. I guessed it was alright! I was able to answer the questions 'xcept for a few parts.

I'm glad it's over now. AND MY HOLIDAYS OFFICIALLY STARTED TODAY ^__________________^ HEEEEEEEE.

So I spent today slacking at home. I watched videos, tweeted, tumblr'ed... Yep, that's about it. I was supposed to go jogging. But I felt so lazy, so I just decided against the idea :( I'm still on my way of trying to slim down, sighs. I hope it really will work out.

And then I just listened to HJL IN SG segment on 1003 radio... Cute leader is cute. Why so cute. He even spoke in Chinese kekeke. Then I spaced out and missed Ken's talk about Hyun Joong mentioning how he couldn't sit the rides at USS because there will be fans around. Sigh, idols' burden. They can't go anyway freely etc...
Yep. Because I seldom hear 1003 radio station. It has been a long time, and I happened to hear the kpop greetings portion. There was SS501 shouting cheerfully "大家好, 我们是double S 501!" Then my heart jumped a little. I thought to myself, "how long haven't I heard that from them?", "how long have I not hear them greet as SS501 together...?" ;~;

I really really miss them alot... I want to see them greet as SS501 asap. :c
Then I tweeted "I miss the "We're SS501!" alot." and I received alot of retweets from Triple S. It's touching... How we miss them together. How all the Triple S are together... I love this Double S fandom of mine alot ♥

Don't you think it's pretty? I think it's pretty... ;v;

Labels: In Singapore, kim hyun joong, SS501, TripleS

Saturday, August 20, 2011 1:55 AM

So, as lucky as a Triple S I am... I ended up getting a ticket for his TFS Asia Tour, thanks to a friend.

Well, my story goes like that... I didn't worry about getting a ticket since the details stated it would be on a Friday afternoon, where I thought I'll be in school, having lessons. Then it finally dawned upon me that, my study week starts this week, which means I didn't have school the entire week! Tickets were still selling. But I didn't really want to get THE products for the ticket... Plus I had to study for my exams. So I thought, maybe i'll skip this time's event then.

BUT, there was an extra ticket! And I was invited thanks to my beloved friends whom I don't want to name so openly. So we met about 9plus and headed to RWS. I was dead tired, since the night before I tried studying, but failed terribly. You know I hate waking up early, but had to do so this morning... So we found the queue near the Coliseum, settled down and stoned. We did chat, but we spaced out quite a lot. Either that, or I was trying to read my notes while she tried persuading someone else on Twitter lmao!!!!! Then we managed to persuade Diiiiiii to come along!!! LOL, turns out that the person queuing in front of us, was her colleague... And she came alone. Really amazing. So we sort of chatted, eat... Then we had our shirts changed. I didn't freaking study T_T Anyway the registration started on time. We've got chopped, bag checks then we proceeded in to the venue with goodie bags yay!

Found a good spot to stand then I started to sweat like mad, even when I tied a ponytail woooosh. Anyway we waited for about an hour more and it rained for quite awhile but stopped. It was when Ken announced that there will be lucky winners, and had us checking the inner side of the goodie bag for a red chop... We checked Pinky's first... and they were checking it really slowly, fearing of missing out the red chop, when I glanced at the other two bags and SPOTTED SOMETHING RED PEEPING OUT. My eyes grew REALLY big and I went like, "OMG, IS THAT IT...?!?!?!?!". The two of them followed my line of vision, then we all SCREAMED LIKE AHHHHHHHHHHH. Pinky was jumping. Everyone, in front, behind, beside were all looking at us three retards screaming at a paper bag lmfao... We passed the bag to Pinky and she proceeded to the Autograph area. Lucky her! 8)
There were a few Q&A for autograph and phototaking passes, I didn't really want them. It's a living doll I'll be seeing, and I was quite scared, and satisfied to see him from where I was. So I didn't try. Oh, there was this girl who was really good at dancing Break Down! Even though she was quite nervous that she breathed like she was gonna get asthma haha. Anyway we remained standing where we were, till he arrived!

First thing as he came on stage, he waved to the crowd with Autograph and Phototaking passes. Even though it wasn't to us, I was still so thrilled! It was the first time I see him giving THIS MUCH fan services. Leader, you've changed alot... We love you alot too... Then he introduced himself as Kim Hyun Joong. Next, the TFS management presented him a trophy named "Best Singer Award". Oh well, we heard that he mentioned at the Press Con that he wanted a "Best Actor's Award" trophy because he received one t-shirt with the same quote ytd, from his staffs(?) You should see his smile when he received the trophy hehehe, like a kid receiving candies... Yeap, then he proceeded to sign the background picture and Ken requested him to explain his signature. It says "Kim Hyun Joong, SS501 (something) and 19th August 2011" Pretty, big signature ^_____^

Later on was the phototaking session, he had his long arms around the ladies and smiled really cutely~ Some of them even requested hugs and handshakes and he gave it to them willingly without hesitation! Then he was guided to the table full of presents for him. We were praying that he'll choose Pinky's but oh well, he didn't~ He chose a handmade fanboard/letter, a frame saying "Best Lover's Award" and a comic book about "Space".
Then he explained saying "The fan letter may look common, but I can see a lot of effort is put in to make this card..." He really loves handmade stuff, really. SS501 just doesn't want fans to spend those unnecessary money... Well, as for the Best Lover's Award, he chose it because he thinks that he is one kekeke. And the last one, "Space" just attracts an alien, du~uh?

Here comes the auction, for his autographed standee, as well as an autographed limited edition album of his. Ken asked if he remembered what was the meaning of 6686 as the final bidding price for his last year's auction item. He replied "Yes, my birthday~" His standee started at a price of $150... and rose to a price of $2000++ with an amount of $501 in between keke. That number is just too important and unique to not mention. Moving on to his album, it rocketed quickly from $1000 to $2000 and even $3000. He even mentioned that he remembered the lady who bid a $2000++, bidded in last year's auction too. Boy, your memory's real good... Well that lady bidded his standee for $6000 the last time round and did not get it. She was also the last bidder this time, with the amount of $3500. Leader was starting to shake his head after hearing the amount bidded... Then he quickly added that, I hope this lady will win it. And she did! Since Triple S are really good fans, they abide to Hyun Joong's wish. ^______^
He embarrassingly let out a chuckle when Ken mentioned this must be the most expensive album he ever had. And he also stated, he wished that the album... the music is worth every single cent and penny she've spent on it. I love you leader ;~; How and where else can you find such a sincere guy???

Then it was the autograph session already. From our observation, he said Thank You in English to almost every fan. Of course you can't expect him to not miss out a few, it'll be tiring to have to keep repeating~ And he constantly puts on a smile, okay what I'm saying make it sounds fake, but I can see that he is genuinely smiling to Triple S. I can really see his love and concern for us. Halfway through, there was a loud shriek in the crowd, him engrossed in signing, IMMEDIATELY looked up and squinted. I am guessing that he was worried someone might had an accident or something. Lovely leader...

Lastly, he had a company photo with TFS, where he naturally held the kids when he saw them. He squatted down and hugged the little boy at his waist. This little rascal naturally sat on his lap!!! Leader was shocked for a moment, he kept glancing at his lap keke. And when the phototaking ended, he was about to return the boy to his daddy... But the boy didn't want to let him go, he was clutching on to leader's huge hands lmaoooooooooo. Leader smiled at this boy innocence and cuteness. But it was after a few seconds he realised that the little kid was not planning to let go and he panicked in his heart... He kept turning to look at Ken, and the daddy, for help. But nobody wanted to save him, until later keke. Hyun Joong, even kids like you ^w^;

Yes and he kept promising us he will be back really soon, for a concert to watch him perform live. I believe him, cause he never once fail to keep his promise. Leader, we love you ;v;

You'll make a good father♥

Sleep well, sweet dreams. Have a safe flight to Malaysia and have lotsa fun. We'll miss you ;~;

Labels: date to remember, fan account, fandom, fanmeet, In Singapore, kim hyun joong, SS501

Wednesday, August 17, 2011 11:59 PM

So, I bus'ed down to Changi this time round, because my ezlink is left with nothing~ Thanks to printing IMW submissions...
Yep, as usual we sat and waited. Hyun Joong was heard to be sitting inside the immigration corner. And I heard he danced to himself while waiting, troll kekeke!

And then he stepped out! In his 3/4 berms, his sandals and a huge cardigan draped over his body. Well of course, not forgetting his shades, since there were alot of flashing of cameras. He looked around the airport while he was still at the belt area. Is our airport that fascinating to you, dear? Then he glanced over to our side before heading out...
Walking with swag, hands in his pockets, he bowed to the local staffs and received the bouquet of flowers from the FaceShop. From observing fancams, I've realised that he seemed to be quite happy noticing a lot of fans at his arrivals. He even waved continuously as he walked down the barricades.

Aww, I love you leader!
Did I mention how frigging much I love his hair colour! It was so pretty I wanted to get that colour for myself.

Can't wait for tmr. ^_________^

Labels: arrival, date to remember, fan account, fandom, In Singapore, kim hyun joong, SS501

Friday, December 24, 2010 2:54 PM

Omgggggggggg is that my tummy?!?!

Helllllllllo, woke at like 7plus?
Then we had breakfast at some hk cafe again, y'know those 茶餐廳.
Took the MTR to the ferry terminal and we took the ferry to Macau!

Didn't know where to head to when we reached.
So we took this bus to 大三巴.
Overshot, and we walked there.
Ate Portuguese eggtarts, so awesome.

And this!!
They were publicising that jihoo and jandi went there to eat this too.
Hehehe.

There was gongcha too! Didn't get to drink it there.
I was thinking of getting a "I <3 Macau" shirt for Xander, but I didn't haha.

Rushed back on the 4pm ferry.
Headed off to relative's house.
Their apartments are realllllllllly small, yet expensive D:
Then we had dinner at restaurant hehe, i've got angbaos.
Took the tram, was a cool experience.

Labels: kim hyun joong, overseas, SS501, vacation

Thursday, December 23, 2010 4:44 PM

Slept from like 3~5am, cause we had to be at the airport around 6am.
So early sobsob, my beauty sleep.
I was helping to carry the luggage and slammed it onto my pinky toe.
Didn't realise i was bleeding till i checked when we arrived at the airport.
It was stinging... My socks and shoes were bloody.
4hours on plane, I was boreddddddd, was twitter-sick D:
Hehe landed, and I hoped so much that i'll be seeing awei.
Owell, turns out that they landed when i left the airport or something >:
But then again, as I came out from the arrival gate, I saw some hktriples with 賢 boards hehe.
If you're wondering, both lollipop-f and HJL went to HK on the same day to attend the yahoo-buzz award ^^

Got to our hotel, woah the rooms were spacious.
Still i didn't like the location, so far from the city TwT
Mum and Dad rested while i went down with sissy to use the lousy computers.
Then we went out for dinner and walk~
Didn't get to buy anything yoz.

Labels: awayne, kim hyun joong, lollipop, overseas, SS501, vacation

Wednesday, December 08, 2010 5:32 PM

12/08 [diary] HyunJoong, [4th story] “..........................”

Credits : hyun-joong.com + (English Translation) xiaochu @ Quainte501.com

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HyunJoong, “..........................”
2010.12.08

Hello~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
It’s snowing~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Let’s play snowball fight, tonight at 12am at Seoul city DoBong-gu YeokSam-dong 1205-102, gather at BoRaJiOh playground
hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee
I went overseas and came back so this is the first snow for me........
So my doggy tail which was hidden before came out and seems want to run keke
It’s cold so everyone take care of your boyfriend and bear with him until Christmas alright ????
If you don’t want to be lonely ..
I said before that I will give gift during Christmas ... that plan.... is smashed, looks like gotta give my neck (I think he mean that ppl can kill him for not keeping his promise or maybe it’s a typo, so he’ll mean to say “Looks like cannot give (the christmas gift)”) T T Sorry

Believe me?

I'm kinda hooked to Rain's Love song once again.
Removed it from playlist but i'm putting it back soon.
Yknow why, don't you /winks.

Labels: 4D, heo young saeng, kim hyun joong, message, SS501

Saturday, December 04, 2010 5:39 PM

Missing you already.

03/12/10
It had been a fun day, thou chasing wasn't really fruitful.
Went frenzy just by seeing him in the car, really it was enough<3
The whole van went mute after he drove into the CIP exit.
Sighs.
The whole journey ended.
So fast D:

It was fun, chasing with huiching.
And I made new friends, jokes and laughter till we tear LOL.
Best part was to actually ~accompany~ leader for the past three days, whether he noticed us or not.
And we saw him smile throughout the trip.
Not the plastic smile but the genuine one, with eyesmiles.
Glad he had been happy hehe.

~~Shall add in my videos later.~~
Lucky I had videos to bring back, or i'll be regretting.

Arrival.

Departure to Garden Plaza.

Labels: date to remember, fan account, fancam, In Singapore, kim hyun joong, SS501

Friday, December 03, 2010 1:40 AM

02/12/10

He was so dashing, in his white suit.
Smiling and waving.
Like a curious kid.
Gosh...
You really killed alot of us there.

Whole account on LJ, cause I don't want creepers ^^

Labels: date to remember, fan account, fandom, In Singapore, kim hyun joong, SS501

Thursday, December 02, 2010 2:37 AM

I'll explain why I place this photo.

01/12/10
Overslept, I meant I was napping ever since I got back from the chalet.
Same day duh.
So trained down to the airport!
Met the people there.
And we settled at the glass panel, continuing on the alien project kekeke.

Alot of false alarms.
Then he finally came out.
I was trying to spot the tallest one, which I presumed was him.
But then I found out that the guards beside him were even taller! O_O
I was snapping away when he was still far.
So when he was getting closer, my camera froze.
Wasn't able to capture any more pictures sobs.
Especially when he was nearer!
So I looked up and just saw him with my eyes ^^
He had eye contact with us.
Was it the first time he waved at an airport?! Cause he did!!
And he was scanning the fans outside.
I guessed cause seldom airports have large glass panel like this, where he could walk freely for a few minutes before stepping out yeah?

Ran out, and our van was ... late.
But we managed to catch up.
Gosh I took out the battery and finally my camera kept its lens, it wouldn't off before that!!
So anyway, we were right beside him for a few minutes!
Stuck all our heads out LOL, trying to look for him.
Cause the window was so tinted and he was leaning back.
When the rest were screaming "YES IT'S HIM!!"
He suddenly sat up and peered into our van LOL!!!
And smiled!!
SCREAMMMMMMMMSSSSSSSSSSSSSss.

Okay anyway later on we were on the other side of his vehicle.
Then we saw the organiser inside telling him a little about Singapore.
Where he wound down his side of the window and pointed to SG Flyer!
He looked so interested watching the scenary roflolmao!!
I spotted him grinning away ^^
Lovely.

Tired, need some rest before later!
Need to update my livejournal when I have the time!

Labels: date to remember, fan account, fandom, In Singapore, kim hyun joong, SS501

Wednesday, September 15, 2010 2:31 PM

HOLY MOLY!
Went to Tony Moly's opening at Marina.
Forgot to take pictures, but god, it was like so pretty.

The heading "TONY MOLY" was like flashing in yellow, blue, red colours.
So prettttty.
Pity the outlet's small.
So we stoned outside for quite long...
Cause there was razorTV, which spells C-A-M-E-R-A!
LOL.
Then we scrambled in.
There's eggs packaging for gels and soap, ice creams for cream and mask!
I wna get the ice creams... comes in like four colours?
And the BB cream there looks nice.
Need to control, and settle the concert $$ first!!
Remind me, cause i'm soooo going back there.
Plus the nail polishes colours are so awesome, pastel colours ftw!

Go check the shop out okay!
Squeeze a little but the products are o.m.g. I think.
Haven't try them out, but i only bought two facial masks -0-
So pathetic hoho.

And we came out, and got targeted.
"Xcuse me, are you fans of kpop~"
Was like O-O "NONONO Sorry!"
Covered my face and rushed to once side.
Omg nooo, you don't point that videocam lens at me!

Anw ya, it's pretty amazing.
The shop ^^
Nope, they didn't decorate the place with KHJ though D:
But they played SS501's songs from solo collection ^*^

Labels: kim hyun joong, shopping, SS501

Tuesday, September 14, 2010 1:47 AM

Im doomed for the papers later hiuk.

Anw it was a fun day since the sub unit of 501 tweeted lots.
Got the tweepeas all nuts.
Maknae's indeed the best, for he informed kyujong about twitter.
And the nice center kyu immediately made an account!
Think they/he asked leader to get one too, but because it looks difficult.
That lazy leader doesn't wna do it ):

Omg happy ttm.
Though difficult to kyu but he's learning yay.
Now that I know Kyujong uses an iPhone~

And they chatted for awhile, while making fun of youngsaeng's build again.
(_)
I like him like that okay. If you slim, teach me how to too.
You can't leave me alone like that otter!!

And then baby wanted to pull Jung Min aka his Tom into their conversation.
But they soon disappeared~
Cause baby had music high.
Edit tmr, cause I'm using the phone rn.
Nights.

Labels: heo young saeng, kim hyun joong, kim hyung joon, kim kyu jong, Park Jungmin, SS501, twitter

Sunday, September 05, 2010 7:58 PM

ASDGHJKL;WERTYUIO FTISLAND FRIGGIN' WON.
You don't know how much i grinned when i saw it on my iPhone, 'cause i was out!!!
Congratulations boys!!!!!

1위했어요...어떻게이럴수가 항상 엔딩무대에서 뒤에있다가 ..정신없이 상받은거같아요....감사해요모두들사랑해요 ㅠㅠ

Cr:Jonghun's twitter
Heyyyyyyy, have some confidence!!
Don't always hide at the back kekeke.
It's been two years since their last mutizen award, for "Until You Return" T_T

Did you see their epic expressions?!
Jonghun and Seunghyun were like, "저요? 저요?"
Then Hongki appeared, scratching his new hairstyle. WAYLT!!
YESSSSSSSSS IT'S YOU GUYS.
Why you guys sure deserve the mutizen award okaaaaaay!
That bb almost cried! D:
Emotional boy.

And then! Young Saengie's got himself a twitter account!
Way to go boyyyyyyyyyyyyy, you did it!
2nd August, he took one whole month to figure the whole damned thing kekekeke.
HnB company opened ytd, and PiroPiro's gna open soon too!
Plus PJM has some updates on his plans!
MK also started this week.

It's been a nice weekend.
ILY BBS!!!!!

Labels: Choi Jong Hun, Choi Min Hwan, F.T Island, heo young saeng, inkigayo, kdrama, kim hyun joong, kim hyung joon, Lee Hong Ki, Lee Jae Jin, Park Jungmin, Song Seung Hyun, twitter

Saturday, August 28, 2010 12:44 PM

Youngsaengie sang the birthday song so loudly.
Saengkyu♥
Imma gna get this DVD soon :D

I'M SEEING BABY TONIGHT, OMGWTFBBQSAUCE.

Labels: heo young saeng, kim hyun joong, kim hyung joon, kim kyu jong, Park Jungmin, Persona Concert, SS501

Thursday, August 19, 2010 9:12 PM

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGgg.
Dazzling smile!!!!!!!!

Labels: kdrama, kim hyun joong

Monday, August 09, 2010 1:26 AM

Hi, imissyouandiloveyou.

Labels: heo young saeng, kim hyun joong, kim hyung joon, kim kyu jong, Park Jungmin, SS501

Friday, July 30, 2010 6:41 PM

One cute one sexy LOL.

Labels: heo young saeng, kim hyun joong, Persona Concert, SS501

Friday, July 16, 2010 7:58 PM

“It feels awkward since it has been awhile since I’ve drawn. My ideal woman is one with an oval-shaped face along with long and straight hair. If she’s innocent and sexy, that would be even more attractive”

“An innocent+sexy woman is my ideal type”

-By Kim Hyun Joong, SS501

First you wrote a scandalous fanfic about you and jungminnie.
Now you draw a picture of your ideal girlfriend that contrasts with your description.
How much dorkier can you get?
^3^

Labels: kim hyun joong, Park Jungmin, SS501