So we pretty much succumbed to temptations and welcomed him at the airport on Friday night, or technically Saturday morning. And he was out pretty fast, unlike the usual wait-till-other-passengers-left routine. So the moment he turned and saw the crowd outside the arrival hall, he smiled and waved. Walked further towards the belt, turned and waved again. So as he waited for the baggages, he kept peeping at the crowd, then he waved another round. Pretty much our maknae kekeke. As he walked towards us, he waved another time before they realised they were walking out the wrong exit. He came out and told us "Long time no see" in his really deep voice (probably just woke up from a nap). Then many took the opportunity to shake hands with him, and him being the bestttttt, did the favour. Someone said "Annyeong", so he replied "Annyeong" as well. Saw this girl grabbing his arm in excitement and he got a shock lololol so he turned towards her, realising that she was just trying to touch him and he smiled. Since all of us were following, walking with him with many filming, there was this moment where he noticed a trolley(?) in front so he told the fan who was walking into it to be careful ("조심" he said). He walked into the lift, waved and waved and continued smiling to everyone outside, then he turned towards us at the side, and I think he saw our SS501 placards! Thereafter, many followed him to the car, but we didn't. I heard he was nice to wind down the car window before he left, to say his final goodbye. ; u ;
God knows where he went on Saturday, except that he tweeted about having crabs for lunch kekeke, and so I realised he was at ECP Long Beach. (Edited: So he stayed at Grand Copthorne Waterfront. Lucky boyfriend's fans... I hope he had fun, or did he rest the whole day?)
17/3
Then it was Sunday! Went earlier to queue but ended up in the middle because of staff lies. Ugh. But we've got pretty good seats in comparison. Except that there were some barbaric fans of local artistes who kept blocking our views with their LED board when we repeatedly asked them to lower them politely. Nope, but she insisted on lifting her board whenever our boy appears, or whenever we screamed, supposedly on purpose.
But it's okay, because Hyung Jun gave us a lot of fan services kekekeke, from the minute he stepped on stage for the introduction. He held Ye Eun, the Korean pianist and was chatting with her. Then he tried to irritate her lolol by shaking her hand continuously like how he did to Kyu Jong at concert. The moment he spotted us screaming, I thought his smile turned wider in split seconds! Probably because he didn't expect to see his green peas. So he kept glancing upwards. Of course, as he performed, he stayed professional, singing and dancing to his best, without peeping up LOL. He sang live amazingly btw, not forgetting to wave during his rap part hehe. Then during the interview, he kept looking and waving weeeeh. He was really happy to see fans at the event itself... Awwww I'm happy because he's happy ^^
So obsessed with looking at us that he didn't realise the translator was translating to him at first... OR maybe he didn't want to care, looking at his girlfriends was more important kkkkk... And he's so nice, he interacts really well with the hosts so that the show's never awkward... With Ah Ken previously (with the "yo my brother"), and with Mickey. Look at how he laughs at Mickey's puns and jokes lol, when Mickey pretended to understand Korean and wanted to translate his words. And of course, he keeps getting caught by the camera for looking at us kekeke. When asking "what would you like to say to your fans", that smile and that chuckle is so precious when he looked up at us. Then later on, he placed his arm around Mickey, asking him to do the translation hahaha.
What wasn't show on screen was that after that, when there was a cut, of course, we started screaming for him again! Then he looked up and waved and waved and smiled and smiled! AND definitely, he bowed to the rest before heading backstage. Before he stepped behind the stage, we screamed his name, and he stopped in his tracks to wave to us again, before heading in. OMG. He just never fails to respond to our screams. Everyone just stood up from their seats and fainted backwards lolol. Green peas melted totally.
The second performance was almost 30 minutes later, so meanwhile he had an interview backstage hehe. Then he appeared with Sorry I'm Sorry at 9pm! He danced really hard, so could spot that he was a little breathless lol... Hardworking baby. It was really obvious he was trying to put up a good performance for the event. Similarly, we screamed as soon as the performance ended and he waved at us again before heading backstage.
Waited for his last appearance at the finale but he wasn't coming out! Was kind of worried that he left for his flight already, but at the last moment he stepped on stage weeeeee. Held Ye Eun by her hand and was clapping continuously as the cheques were announced and all, clapping with one of Ye Eun's hand. Then he bent a little on his knees to clap so that he didn't have to lift the hand which was holding on to Ye Eun. A totally awwww moment. LOL then as the confetti machines fired, he got scared and went like @@ to :O then the confetti papers landed on his hair so he looked like a totally adorable baby!!! Till minutes later, he probably saw the confetti on his hair through the screen so he bent realllllll low and shook his head to get them off in an instant! Then as Mickey was rounding up his script, Jjun noticed the confetti on his head and couldn't take it any longer, he stretched out to pick them off Mickey's head! All this while, his hand was still locked with Ye Eun, this sweet boy... And he had also patted a little girl performer who was behind him, on her head previously, when I think she touched him kekeke. So everything ended and there was an after event celebration.
We screamed for him, and he waved at us, as well as on the other side. An abrupt moment where we screamed "Kim Hyung Jun, saranghaeyo!"So he waved again and gave us a small heart shape form with his hands!! So we kyaaaaaaa-ed LOL. The other fanclubs were probably quite envious...
But remember, he had a flight to catch. So a staff came up on stage and gestured for Hyung Jun to leave, and he was trying to get off stage but the stage manager(?) gestured him to stay on stage. Then he cutely tried to explain to the manager saying that he has to leave, but due to communication issues... LOL he gave up and made a u-turn back to Ye Eun. Until everything was clear, he was excused from the post celebration, and he never forgets to bow and greet the stage crew before he stepped off stage!
Rushed to the airport, but he never appeared. So much false alarms because Boyfriend was leaving too. Then we got a message, ran to the departure hall and I spotted him inside already. So he went via CIP. Ran to many areas, until we spotted him from the viewing hall. They were walking towards the Starbucks outlet. LOL, then he spotted fans on top behind him, so he waved, and pretended to continue walking in the opp. direction, but as soon as he turned his back towards us, HE TURNED AND WAVED again, turned back again and pretended to walk BUT he turned and waved AGAIN, repeatedly for 4-5 times, like he was teasing us! Yup, then he took photos with some Boyfriend's fans before walking into some lounge. Sighhhhhhh envious!!
So that was our fan service king - Maknae
He said he was happy having to do this event with so many others
(some interpreted his words such that there were many fans there with him, so he was happy ^^)
He arrived at around 1.30pm in the afternoon. It was announced two nights before, I was contemplating if I should skip makeup class for his arrival... In the end, Heaven's on my side, class was postponed. So I got to rush down to the airport after my class ended at 12pm. Almost late, but there. Yep, there were fans running from the inside, that was when we know he was here. I tried to spot him but the first person I saw was Mr Jeong LOL. He completely blocked my view of Hyun Joong tsk... Plus KHJ was wearing brown-beigey trenchcoat that day... Low profiled colours. Yep. Then I managed to video him looking at Pinky's board after he turned and headed straight for the exit. Then I rushed back to school for dance thereafter lol. OTL, I suffered from a headache that night.
4th May
Left Korean class earlier this day, because I was afraid of being late. The FM starts at 8pm while class will end at 7.30. So I left around 7pm. Got there at exactly 8pm phew. Was running up and down escalators on my way to Stadium lmao. Yep, our seats were far, but still viewable, so I guessed it's okay ^____^
The FM started late as people were still strolling in. I guessed he didn't want anyone to be missing out the start. So it started with the Introductory song, Let me go.
Followed by Break Down. Then he disappeared back stage to change his outfit. Meanwhile, a video "The Greatest Star on Planet" was played.
I thought it was amazing, because the video was simply awesome. He was introduced in an outerspace manner, where he was viewed in the Universe, speaking in some alien accent, introducing himself as "Kim Hyun Joong, the God of Universe". And he explained how he found Earth and started living here, then he found Singapore, where he grew to like alot. He even introduced some tourism attractions like the Marina Bay Sands and Orchard Road. I was amazed. Really. Until the last part, he said he "felt empty", he asked "why?" and he ended the video saying, "This is... Loneliness" and everyone aww'ed. ;~~~~~; There must be hidden meanings on Triple S understands, right?
Then he returned in another black outfit, with a really low collar that you could see his cleavage lol. It was clear how much thinner he became, sigh. How heartbreaking. He then sung Please, and shockingly he ripped his top apart, showing us Jjitjoong! Yes, I mentioned how skinny he was, it's true. Not as muscular and meaty, bulky, whatever you describe... His moobs and chocolate abs were less obvious, I thought I could see his ribcage. :( It's really sad, you can see how much he's suffered from practising and perfecting this Asia Tour Fanmeet of his...
Then it was a little talk session. He explained that he could always feel the warmth we give him in Singapore. "Treating him with much warm, that's what he said, which was also his reason for choosing Singapore as his 1st stop for the Asia Tour 2012.
The next song was Thank You, where everyone swooned right away after hearing the intro... This song was dedicated to all the fans, as he sang with all his heart, sincerely thanking everyone of us ;~; After which, he proceeded to the next song which before, he told us that he "felt that this song truly expresses my feelings to all my fans. I really love this line, so I'd prepared it in English so that everyone can sing along." And this song is Happiness. He specially rewrote this line of the song in English, "Happiness without you baby, I can't even imagine it". He had a little difficulties teaching us how to sing this line at first lollllll. Firstly he told us that he will start singing, then as he passes us the mic, we'll have to continue the line. But some didn't understand, so as he sang, "Happiness..." and the crowd followed him by singing "Happiness without you baby..." and everyone sang at different pace by the second part which created laughter lol. Then he explained saying that he wanted everyone to continue his line after he passes the mic to us. Yep, so after struggling a little, we managed to sing it in the right tune and right way he wanted us to. Hehe.
KHJ: Happiness... -passes mic- Us: Without you baby, I can't even... KHJ: -shakes head- KHJ: Happiness... -points at himself- KHJ: Without you baby... -points to us- KHJ: Happiness~ Us: Without you baby~ KHJ: I can't even... Us: I can't even... KHJ: -awkward smile & fed up look- KHJ: I can't even... -points at himself- KHJ: Imagine it... -points to us-
There he proceeded to sing the song, and when it comes to his favourite line, he went, "Happiness...". And the crowd sang, "Without you baby, I can't even imagine it~". But honestly, I couldn't hear the crowd cause the music was playing so loud, except for the last part "imagine it". I'm glad he heard it too, because after that line, he smiled and said, "Thank you~". Then he continued to finish the song.
Then he disappeared backstage once again, where another video starts playing. This time round, they showed a video of the 5 things he wants to do with his girlfriend. Well, it was sooooooo adorable. The girlfriend in the video was a huge fluffy white teddy bear! Just like the one Kyu Jong carried around in Thanks for Waking Me Up. Heee. LOL he watched the movie Titanic, and he wanted to imitate the famous part! So he backhugged the bear, with the fan blowing in his face. There was this part where it was adorable to the max, he bought a diamond ring, where everyone aww'ed, then he was thinking of how to give it to his girlfriend... Being 4D, he placed the ring through a string (hey, it rhymes) and then he tried it on the bear. The bear was holding on to the string and he levered the other end of the string so that the ring will slide to his supposedly girlfriend's finger. But to his disappointment, he wasn't able to slip on the ring onto the bear's finger LOL.
He reappeared singing Kiss Kiss, where he carried the same white teddy the staffs prepared for him on the stairs. To everyone's amazement, he walked down the stage, towards the crowd, and gave the teddy to this lady, and took a picture with her! The crowd went crazy, even I did. T_______T I want a picture with him and the teddy so badly!!! He said the song was dedicated for her, as well as giving the teddy. Then he asked the lady, "Is it your first time seeing me?" The lucky girl was really nervous but she managed a reply, "No, I met you when you came for The FaceShop Fanmeet". Confused leader appeared to be confused, then he realised, ah... The FaceShop... Keke.
Thereafter, he went back up the stage, and sang I'm Your Man. I really really love this song... He improved so much, his voice is getting more powerful everytime I hear him sing. As the song ended, he drank some water, and said "You guys are so lucky to be here at the stadium with me tonight. Are you curious why? Because, this song will be sung officially here on stage for the first time, and this song is Smile". He even introduced the song in English, he said "Smile". He also ended the song, shaking his butt in a really cute manner. Aww, leader you're such a tease!
Because I'm Stupid was next. It's a tedious song, I could see his neck straining as he sang. It was a live rendition. But really, he did well, he sang the whole song alone. This song was initially sang by SS501 sub-unit. I was happy, he chose a song that was sung by his group members. I loved this song as I watched BOF. As he sang, he walked up to the higher level on stage, and sat on a high chair while footages and sketches of BOF was played on the screen. It reignited my love for this song. ;~;
He was perspiring really badly on stage lol. So much that he took a towel at the front of the stage, dabbed his face a little and threw the towel to the crowd. Keke.
Mm, then he went backstage to change to a casual outfit. And then it was a mini talk session again, where he mentioned that the stadium was really heating up with all our enthusiasm. Well, lollllllllllllll how cute. Leadeeeeeer, you must really be feeling very hot hehe. He was asked for the number of songs he had sung so far, he replied saying he doesn't count the number of songs he will sing. He just want to sing as many songs as he can and enjoy the most out of the fanmeet. He was then thrown a sudden question on plans for solo concert, which made him startled for awhile before he replied saying there were no concrete plans since he has Asia Tour 2012 and then Japanese album, so perhaps next year. Then he was asked, what kind of Singapore delicacies have he tried so far, he replied saying that he ate Chili Crab the night before. He followed by saying it was really delicious and that he will eat it the next day too. Then the emcee surprised us by informing us there's a little game session for 5 lucky fans! Apparently KHJ had stuck 5 yellow post-its before the FM had begun, and everyone was to look under their seats to look for them. So these 5 fans had to play a game of scissors, paper, stone with him. He tried following the emcee and said "scissors, paper, stone" in English, he got confused for awhile, "sone...? Ah... stone!!" SO ADORABLE. And sadly the fan who lost, had no presents, and left the stage. Being sooooooooo cute, he said "I'm sowweeeeeee". I MELTED INSTANTLY. Then they proceeded to play a game called One mind with Kim Hyun Joong.
Firstly, he did 3 poses of Marilyn Monroe. The 1st pose was really sexy lmaoooooooo. He was so cheeky when he did that pose but instantly turned shy after that LOL. Then he stood at the back of the remaining 4 fans, and at the count of 3, they have to choose and do a pose. They'll only win if the pose was the same as Hyun Joong's. So Hyun Joong counted to 3, "One, Two, Three". He counted in fluent, yet cute English kekeke. With the correct pronunciations. Really. I'm proud of you, boy!
The 2nd pose was Baseball. This was the difficult part because both fans left kept posing the same pose as Hyun Joong! Until the emcee instructed them to close their eyes while doing the poses, and a girl lost, leaving one fan left. This lucky fan then had a picture with him, in any pose she likes! T_T Lol, but Hyun Joong without hearing what the emcee had to say, immediately placed his arm around her shoulders and looked into the camera. Then the fans went off the stage, and the emcee asked KHJ, "What about the first lady? She didn't get any presents." But Hyun Joong just shrugged it off, saying "Well, game is a game". I frowned and had the urge to scold him, how can he be so heartless!!!
Later, he sang Marry Me/You which had been growing on me as well. It was a really sweet song which allowed Hyun Joong to show off his vocals. Really, he improved alot. All of a sudden, the 1st fan who lost reappeared from backstage! She had staffs pushing her on a movable bed, towards Hyun Joong. The crowd went insane. The song was serenaded to her, where KHJ gave her a bouquet of roses and they even acted a mini MV on stage. Drinking cups of coffee, sitting on a bench together. All the fan services Hyun Joong gave to her! He was so meannnnnnnn. At one point in time, the staffs screened the fan on the bed, and KHJ went behind the screen to find her. Then we were able to see their shadows, where he sat on the bed and leaned in to kiss her hand. Screams and shrieks were heard everywhere. Until the screen was removed, and 2 of his dancers were revealed. What a relief LOL. Hyun Joong and the fan then came out from backstage, holding hands. At the last part of the song, she got to take a polaroid picture with him. Awwwwwwwww, turn out that she's the luckiest girl afterall!
He went backstage to change to another outfit again, a video was played, sort of another MV for Lucky Guy, where he appeared as a beggar, but found this lucky, shining coin and went to the Casino to bet on it. Turns out that he won on the Jackpot and became the lucky guy! So then he reappeared with the song Do You Like That, as well as Lucky Guy. During Do You Like That, the confetti cannon machines at the sides released his Uzoosin bank notes into the air! Everyone was grabbing for it, lol it was kinda a funny sight because Hyun Joong was in the midst of his performance, dancing, and there everyone had their eyes glued to the air to catch those notes. But he was really, really hyper. You could see him enjoying on stage hehe. Really, you could see him jumping everywhere, all over the place, on stage. Kekeke, he's so high like that. After Lucky Guy, he also performed a special dance, sort of like remix to the song.
Another video was played. This time, we were showed his rehearsals and behind the scenes of the Fanmeet videos being filmed. The rehearsal films were similar to the ones shown on his documentary interview. Yep, it was really tough for him. Dance practise, singing during the breaks, and gyming after dance! Even the dance teacher was drained. But nothing could stop him from practising. Perfection was his goal. It was really heartbreaking to see him so tired, but he strives so hard for us, his fans. Then we could see his little antics while he filmed the Fanmeet MV for Lucky Guy. Keke, him being the usual 4D.
Then he reappeared again, had a little speech saying how he feels really lucky to be here, Singapore being his 1st stop. He said he'll do better, perform more handsomely the next time he's here, what's holding him is his fans. He said he had faced a lot of pressure while preparing for his fanmeets, but when thinking of his fans, these stress and pressure becomes nothing. Then I noticed that face cringe habit he has, the one whenever he's about to cry.
Someone even shouted "ULJIMA". Then he walked forward to take a bottle of water, before gulping it down. Another habit when he's close to tears. All these little actions he tried so hard to cover up, but really, as a Triple S, after watching all the concert videos, the X-Newton videos, I would be ashamed if I hadn't spotted it. Then he bent down again in his pokerface, took a towel. Dabbed his face a little and abruptly turn his back to face us as I spy him pressing the towel against his eyes before he faced the crowd again. Really, leader. ;~; I guessed he must have really suffered alot during the preparation for this Asia Tour 2012. He must have been really touched to see so many fans, so many tiny green lights from where he was standing. He knew his effort hasn't gone to waste. He could feel the energy, the support we give him. So please don't cry anymore, you're not alone. No matter how hard things get, you have us, and SS501. ;~~~~~;
Then he said, "It's really sad, but this is the last song for the fanmeeting". And there, he started singing his last song, also known as OST song for a drama, named If You Are Like Me Now. This, this is the song where I was stumped when I first heard it, when I first thought "Wow, KHJ really improved. He is no longer the leader I know who always had to strain his vocals to sing". He was able to reach the high notes effortlessly now. It was a wonderful song. I've always like ballads. Really, and he sang all the ballads entirely, if I wasn't wrong, without the help of any backup song playing in the background, just music.
Then it was encore. To everyone's astonishment, he appeared from the entrance of the stadium, right behind those who were in the floor plan, and walked in between the floor plan and the arena, down the aisle in the floor plan. Everyone ran forward, trying their luck to have a handshake with him as he sang One More Time. Everyone was trying to get a closer glimpse of him. Well, for me, it was too far up in the terrace, so I just remained seated while staring at his gorgeous face. While walking back to the stage, he was waving and smiling, just like a prince in every girl's dream. Then he sang Lucky Guy again.
At the end, Artmatic appeared on stage with him as they did their last bow together.
He really planned every small details for the fanmeet carefully. No wonder he got the venue to be at Indoor Stadium. No wonder he got so emotional after seeing the crowd, and how his 1st stop was about to end. ;~; He had laser lightings, confetti, spot lights and all the indoor pyrotechnics all around the stadium, throughout his fanmeet. It was perfect, it was so him. Even after the performances ended, the huge screen which stated "KHJ Asia Tour 2012 in Singapore" before the fanmeet started, had changed to "KHJ Asia Tour 2012 Goodbye Singapore". This was how perfect he wanted his Asia Tour 2012 to be. And I dare say he succeeded, 501%. I wouldn't be able to tell this to you personally, but I really want to say thank you, for all the effort you've put into your performances, the settings for the fanmeet and your passion for us, fans.
Moving on, the Hi-5 session was about to begin. He went backstage to put on another outfit while the staffs shifted the tables on to the stage. Mr Jeong helped with the shifts yep. LOL what I heard was some fans at the front were swooning over Mr Jeong, calling him etc. So he actually heard after some while, looked up, waved at the fans which caused them to scream even more. Then he turned on his back, and proceeded back to the backstage, scratching his hair sheepishly. LOL, a bodyguard being so shy, because he had the fans screaming for him. LOL.
Anyway the whole Hi-5 session started, and the fans were dispatched by their seats. Floor plan first, followed by the arena and the terrace. So we were the last 3rd block to have to hi-5 him. Surprisingly, he changed the Hi-5 to a handshake when the first person went up. Everyone was like ??? But even the world's biggest idiot should know, handshakes are much more tiring than merely Hi-5s right? Isn't it common sense? You've to use your hand and arm's muscles for handshake while hi-5 only makes use of your arm muscles for lifting it up. I saw his utmost sincerity. He handshaked every fan who went up, giving them one of his tired smiles, saying "Thank You" to every single one of them. As the local newspaper stated, "He didn't even wipe his hand once". Occasionally he would place the other hand on his chest (near his pit), since it's a form of formal handshake for the Koreans. At other times, he would support his weight by placing his free hand on the table. You could really see how exhausted he was. Approximately, 1 and a half hour of vigorous singing and dancing, performing 15 songs, and he had to shake hands with about 1500 people. Still, he was expressing his thanks to every single person with sincerity. I wanted to cry out loud seeing him like that. That's why I fell in love with him in the first place, fell in love with SS501, didn't I?
In the meantime, I don't know what made the girls so high, but they decided to cheer on for him! The DJ was saying how he has been up on stage for almost an hour, shaking everyone's hand, so we've got to make the session a smooth one, and not drag it, blahblahblah. So we waited for a quiet moment, and we shouted, "오빠 화이팅!!!!!!!!!" We got really embarrassed after that, especially when laughter was heard from our sides lol. Apparently some fans found it amusing? We gave up cause we thought he was so focused on his handshakes that he didn't hear us. But after a few long seconds, he looked up and was searching for the voices he heard earlier!!! Omg, I guessed it gave him a little more strength to continue too, I hope! ^^
Halfway through clearing the arena, Mr Jeong suddenly left Hyun Joong, went off the stage, and walked towards the arena, which led to screams from fans' nearby. It was then we realised the staffs were trying to help these 2 grandma fans to make their way down, to the stage, for the Hi-5. They had difficulties walking down, it was then known that they were wheelchair-bounded. Kind Mr Jeong went up to the arena, lifted one of wheelchairs which had the grandma sitting on it, and he proceeded back to the stage carrying her. The other grandma who could walk in small, slow steps, lifted her Hyun Joong's banner with pride and every fan who was in that block screamed and cheered for them, as well as Mr Jeong xD It was such a touching sight to see. You thought this was it? No. Mr Jeong placed the grandma by the side of the stairs. Suddenly, more screams and louder cheers were heard, so I turned my head back to the stage. Hyun Joong was seen being escorted down the stairs (by the securities), and he made his way to the 2 grandmas. Then he hugged them and said his thanks to them. Only when the grandmas were leaving, did he went back up on stage to continue the Hi-5 session! ;~~~;
Linda and I were so excited that we were singing along to the songs being played, swaying to our hearts' content hehe. Soon it was my block's turn to start moving towards the stage. Before that, we had really crazy ideas. Not by me... T_T I actually thought of what I wanted to say to him a few days before, like on 1st May. LOL. I'll elaborate later. And then my friends sort of forced me to paste this U:ZOOSIN sticker on my face too OTL...
Mm, then we got so hyped up, we waited for another silence, and we screamed, "오빠 너 최고!!!!!" LOL, he heard us, he heard us!!! And chuckled to himself. How cute trololololz. I glad he was happy even though he was really tired. Yep, so we proceeded on to the floor plan while waiting for our turns. After watching his performances, and him getting emotional. I wanted to show him that we'll be there for him no matter what, I wanted to tell him that he have to carry on no matter what happens, I wanted to say "힘들어지만, 화이팅해요!" But I knew there was no time, the line was moving really fast. What I'd thought of really early has to be my priority, plus it was so much shorter! LOL, then pinky spotted this U:ZOOSIN bank note lying on the floor, hidden under lots of confetti. She dove down just when she was about to go on stage, right beside a guard, and gave the guard a shock that he stumbled backwards a little LOL. Yep, so she hurried up on stage after that, which caused me to run up the stairs a little too, in fear of lagging behind and having lesser time with him.
I clutched my SS501 lightstick which was lit up, as I strode up the stairs and towards Hyun Joong. Man, I was so nervous I thought I would pee in my shorts!!! So pinky did a little stunt to him, as we suggested earlier LOL. He was smiling, shaking her hand, until he felt something wrong. I saw the guards, as well as Mr Jeong, alerted after it happened, almost wanting to protect him, until they realised it was a small matter LOL. Then Hyun Joong stared at his hand as a surprised look planted on his face. Then it turned into a confused face, where he lifted the other hand, wanting to reach out for something... During this time, he turned from his hand to Linda, and Linda to his hand, contemplating on what he should do LOL. So he gave up settling the stuff... and shook Linda's hand in a rather confused manner... I was chuckling in my heart kekekekeke.
As it got to me, I stretched out my hand and shook his. Since I knew I had very little time, I had to say what I wanted to say reaaaaaally fast!! So I smiled and said, "오공일 만세!!!" And he nodded at me!!!!!! T^T!!!!!!!!! While I was saying it, I waved my lightstick beneath my chin too, so after he nodded, he took a peek at my lightstick and looked at me again, telling me "Thank You" while smiling faintly.
Kyaaaaaaaaaaa. So he acknowledged my statement on SS501!!!Looked at my lightstick!!! And told me thank you!!! I couldn't conclude if he felt happy with my statement or not, but I hope he was! Wendy also told me, when she told him the same sentence, he actually looked surprised, since she was the first in the line. Hehehehehe. So it was mission accomplished!!!!! YAY. My main objective was to let him know that there were still Triple S who were waiting for them to be back, no matter how long it may take. Seriously. Especially when he doesn't have a Twitter, and the other members other than Jung Min had tweeted "오공일 만세" on 1st May, which gave my inspiration for this. Yep so we screamed to our lungs' content when we left the Stadium. We were so contented with his reaction towards our statement hehehehe.
It was then we knew it was over. Everything happened so quickly, a few days went past in a blink of an eye. He was leaving soon. It will be another dream in reality all over again. Sighs. We actually went to the airport the next day, in hope of sending him off. We saw the crew, we saw the staffs, we saw Artmatic, but we never saw him or Mr Jeong. It turned out that he had requested for a day's extension, since he wanted to tour around Singapore a little. From what I've heard, he went to USS, paid $74 for the entrance fee, just to play Transformers. Lol, you cutie. 25-year-old, but five at heart♥
And so he won a USS cap, which says "USS, in Singapore", and he wore it to the airport when he left the day after, which was 6th May. He was still wearing the cap when he left Incheon airport. Do you really love Singapore that much? I'll be delighted if you do. Thanks for everything you did here, for the fans.
Sighs, still experiencing the bad withdrawals. But I had an awesome two days with FT Island. ;v;
15th January - Concert Day They performed Hello Hello, I’m going to have you, Love Love Love, FT vs PRI, Life, I Want, Let It Go, Flower Rock, Sunshine Girl, I Confess, Even Your Tears, That Person In Shinsadong, I’ll Love Everything, 그대는 인형처럼 웃고 있지만, Don Quixote, Troublemaker and ended off with Primadonna, which was dedicated to us...
At the start he wants to compare our screams to the Malaysians'. He screamed "Let's compare. Screams. OKAY?" Then after we screamed, he was like "You are so fucking coooooool!" Everyone was stunned for a second and we screamed again!!!!! The atmosphere was totally heated up!
Before FT vs PRI, Hongki told everyone. "When I give you the mic. Say 예쁘 okay. Say 예쁘 ~ Okay, let's ... practise" Then he sang 너무 나 and passed the mic to the moshpit. So everyone shouted, "예쁘!!!!!!" Hongki was wagging his finger, and he said "No~ Tchwee... Three times. 예쁘 예쁘 예쁘~~" So we got it right the second time and the happy dude went like "Okaaaaay~ Let's goooooo~" And he ran like a cute kid hehe.
He choked on a high note during LIFE... Sighs.
Lucky they changed the tune of Lovex3 since it requires him to screeeeeeam. My poor baby... T_T There was a few times he walked to the extension stage and looked towards our direction, I don't know if he saw me, but I was smiling at him hehe. I hope he did.
At this point of time, Hongki suddenly said "Can I... I want to...uh...Korean. Right now." Then Jaejin was like, "??? You want to speak Korean? Why! Speak English okay?" Then Hongki was like " :< okay...." Lol you cutie! Then he randomly went up to Jaejin and say "I love you". Jaejin was shocked... speechless for a few seconds before he asked "Why?" Hongki replied, "I don't know... Just... Love you". There was also this frigging cute part. Hongki asked, "Do you know Korean???" We went like "YESSSSSSSSSS"
Hongki: "I love you" Us: -screeeeeeeeams- Hongki: "What is mean in Korean?~" Us: "Saranghae!" Hongki and Jaejin: "Woah!!" Hongki: "Uh... hungry!" Us: "Baegopa!!!!!" Hongki and Jaejin: "WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" Hongki: "Uh... uh... uh... Huh?" Minhwan whispers to him. Hongki: "I mish you!!!" Us: "Bogoshipo!!!!" Hongki: "Awww, we miss you tooo~!"
During Flower Rock, the song was at its climax so Hongki just told everyone to sit down LOL. Even the people in the moshpit. He was going like "Everybardy, sit daun. Sit daun." Like 5 times! And he said "Everybardy jump. At once. Okay? Jump, at once."
Before Sunshine Girl, Seunghyun was adjusting his guitar. So Jaejin asked "Why? Are you okay?" Then Hongki said, "Hey stupid~!" LOLOLOL.
I think it was Don Quixote. When it first started out, Hongki was like playing air guitar. He was frigging high lol. He just strummed the air and refused to sing! So everyone stopped playing their instruments and Jaejin asked, "Hyung, what are you doing?" Hongki replied, "Playing the guitar!" Jaejin was like "Why! You. Singing! Okay!" Then Hongki replied, "Uh... okay~" In a little sad voice kekekekeke.
He said "I love you, Singaporeeee!!!! \m/"
Then they said byebye :(
But we shouted for encore!!! And they reappeared!
For their encore, they sang Lovesick, Bad woman and Like the Birds... A few of my favourites ;~~~; Unfortunately the security decided to cockblock me half way through the concert and I wasn't able to video everything. Sigh... My memory's really bad, that's why I always always always film the performances so that I can playback when I want to. I got shone by the securities so much, they gave me a last warning before Primadonna :< He was singing Lovesick and after the first line, everyone shouted "LEE HONG KI" since it was the fanchant and he burst out laughing kekekeke. You cutie. Didn't expect us to do the fanchant, did you? What was even more fantastic was that, FT Island used English throughout the whole concert. Except for the times where they were sing... DUH~ Sighhhhh, especially hongbb. He did an awesome job, hosting the whole concert with limited vocabulary. But you did great, and shouldn't be afraid to speak in English kekeke. Even though he had weird accent and pronunciation. I finally attended a full-fledged concert, and it was with FT Island ^_______^ I'm glad, because I had tons of fun! Tbh, it was too short, only 1.5 hours :< It was only when it came out in the papers, had I realised Hongki actually went to a local hospital for a flu jab before the concert :< My poor bb... - - - 16th January - Fansign Day
We were there at 10am, waited till 6.30pm for the fansign to start~~~ He was swaying to the music when I went up... Then as he saw me coming, he looked up, gave the cute derp look, waved and said "Hello~~~"
Then I quickly gave him my card, and he looked at it. Then he exclaimed like "Oh wow~ And maybe kamsahamnida?"
He placed the card at his left while looking, then i think he saw my name on the little post-it I wrote, and he pointed at me asking, "your name?" But stupid enough I didn't process his question. I was too eager to accomplish what I wanted to do, so I asked "하트 그려세요..." and I drew one with my hand, in case he didn't hear me. So he replied "Ah….~" And started signing like a little kid kekekekekeke, seems like he signed with lots of effort, and a heart beside the signature T___T He signed in slow and steadily. First time I'm observing someone signing so slowly keke.
Then he looked up again, I nodded really contentedly, smiled ^______^ and stuck out my hand and he held his to take mine and shake T_T~ His hand was kinda long and slender, not the huge kind I imagined it to be… A little rough, not really warm as well (he had flu~) Apparently I saw the security by the side of my eyes, he was trying to grab my poster away already, since I was spending a long time in front of Hongki. So I just grabbed my poster and ran off... Without saying thank you or bye bye to him T_______T But, apparently, he did a brief wave to say bye to me... I didn't get to ask him to take care of his health too...
Well, from the fancam, I got to know that my card was left on the table for quite some time... The staff didn't take it, Hongki didn't pass it to them as well. ;~~~~~~~~~~~~; It was by his side for a long while... I love you baby. Then stupid Choi Jonghun tested his marker on my card... That bitch. It's my fucking card you're dabbing on T_T Huhuhu, and Hongki didn't see what he did there.
Then we rushed to Manna, via mrt and like a 15 minutes walk because we kinda got lost and we depended on iPhone's GPRS lol. We were drenched in sweat when we reached there! And we waited for another 30-45 minutes before they came out. It was worthwhile though, since I got to see him the very last time and wave him farewell... Lol the tall Seunghyun bang his head on the top of the van while trying to get in. Then I kept waving my board and hand at the tinted window, hoping he will be looking from inside. I don't know... He might have been resting since he was really sick. Then Jonghun(?) I supposed, waved at us with his phone~
Then they set off to the airport... Sigh. I miss him alot.
Omyfuckinggod, my innocent eyes. LOL. Noooooooooo, don't ever try stripping, DONT YOU DARE!!!! ;AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA; But then, I like his cover for Rain's Love Song. JUST DONT STRIP OMG SOBS.....
03/12/10 It had been a fun day, thou chasing wasn't really fruitful. Went frenzy just by seeing him in the car, really it was enough<3 The whole van went mute after he drove into the CIP exit. Sighs. The whole journey ended. So fast D:
It was fun, chasing with huiching. And I made new friends, jokes and laughter till we tear LOL. Best part was to actually ~accompany~ leader for the past three days, whether he noticed us or not. And we saw him smile throughout the trip. Not the plastic smile but the genuine one, with eyesmiles. Glad he had been happy hehe.
Shall add in my videos later. Lucky I had videos to bring back, or i'll be regretting.
You sure you're on diet? Then I'm glad LOL. Trimmed his hair, i like it any way~
Today was kind of fun, idk... I offered to carry 6 large cups of koi back to school. WOW MY GUNS, KE KIDDING.
Andkneeway, bb's coming to Singapore, like ltr? I'm excited, though I'm not there. Had my crazy, frenzy state long before, like in school just now? See you love!
DON'T YOU DARE THROW FANS' PRESENTS BEFORE THEY REACH THE IDOLS. I'LL SKIN YOU ALIVE.
Went for arrival on 28Aug, he was rly dashing ttm! Blue formal wear which he claimed to be casual lolol~ And black shades! Soooooo tall, big strides that he was soon disappeared from my view ;____; Korean Air, KE641, 21:20PM btw.
Met Jeslyn and her friend, Desiree(?) at woodlands. Then we bus'ed to RP. Frigging excited, we just chattered all the way. I think our mouths didn't get tired. Reached, met up with Huiching. Baby saw her present for him of Tom &Jerry! Didn't win the lucky draw for photography nor games. So we went in TRCC Theatre and realised we were so damn close to the stage. Omg~
Anw he finally came after much fiddling in our chairs and singing along with the songs played. He said he love chili crab, then pepper crab. Keke. And he wants to live in Singapore! Started off with the song Girls.
And then he played a true or false game with the fans. Peifen who was the host asked them a question and they were supposed to stand on the "X" or the "O" side, depending whether they think it's true or false. Facts about Hyung Joon. There's this question about his waistline. He perked out his butt hahahahah! Then someone from the audience shouted a forty. He was like "Forty?!~ NOOOOO."
Then he went backstage to prepare for the next performance. I was so expecting him to come out, so I got my camera all ready. Then they played Men from Mars, Women from Venus. Everyone screamed, I panicked, everyone stood up, I turned. He came from the exit!! He frigging walked down the aisle and cut across in the middle where everyone was seated, and came to the aisle on our side. No I didn't dash forward to grab him, I was videoing.
When he was on stage, he once came to our side &looked to our direction. So I smiled to him like a retard, with my camera shooting. He smiled back!!!! I was quite sure.
The screwed up part came, my camera was screaming memory full. Which I later found out, the whole part I video'ed wasn't save. Am so sad /tearstothemax/
Okay so second part of the game, he was supposed to draw portraits of the five lucky fans. This is the funny part, cause he laughed a lot by himself. He said a lot of OMG, I'm an artist, pretty. Great to see baby so happy ^^ Lucky fans got him to write their names too!
Next, another five got to play dibidibidip! game with him! It was so funny cause he did all kinds of weird, hilarious actions. Cute baby.
Okay then he said he wanted to give something to the fans, if I hadn't remembered wrongly. But then Peifen said SgTripleS had presents for him too! So he said, TripleS first~ They played a fanvideo then, done by SgTripleS. It's awesome, I cried. Halfway through the whole video, Joon came out from backstage to watch. When the whole thing ended, he stepped forward on stage once again. And I spotted him wiping his eyes. He cried D: Cry baby!
And then they brought out a cake, with his drawing on it. We sung Happy Birthday song in English, then Korean. He thanked the whole lot of us, and bowed like twice? Then was his message to us. He said it was his first visit to Singapore, and he had to come here solo, not with SS501. So he was rather worried, so he prepared a lot before coming. But happy and touched that we still support him ya? You're so amazing, baby.
We all started chanting GWENCHANA. He heard us, "Gwenchana? Everyday I'm okay hehehehe"
Okay so his last song, I Am! Was beautiful, and he stepped down the stage once again, and had contact with all the ones seated in the first row. Lovely maknae. Then it ended!
Before that, Peifen told him about the SG Zoo, which was a must visit since he is an animal lover. He was like "Oh, really?" Then he told everyone he didn't like hippo, cause big mouth, so fat..., so slow. LOL. After that he said goodbye.
Had chartered bus to IMM. The few hours zoomed past so quickly, at Garden Plaza. Ah Ken soon came on stage, had a mini rehearsal with us. 3 steps to Baby's heart. At first he came up with some weird, mushy nickname for Baby. 3 steps to Joon Joon's heart. Everyone kinda shrieked. Okay so we stuck to "Baby". The moment he came on to the stage, screamssssssss. He was wearing another vest, black this time.
1) Greet him with "안녕하세요" and "사랑해요" So he replied with, "나도, 사랑해요" I swear he was grinning so widely. Omg, how many did he kill? 2) We sang Love Like This. The original plan was to sing I Am, but when Ah Ken asked if we knew how to sing the song. Only a few mumblings. So kind SgTripleS once again, proposed to sing LLT instead. You should hear how loud the YES was when he asked if we knew the song.
Okay so he danced to our song, smiling yay.
Then the autograph session began. I stayed till the end, cause I remained in front, snapping shots of him. Smiling to myself lol. Anw here's the part when I went up.
Me: /points at the word "fishy" on my card. HJB: /squints very hard, pressing his fringe once again Me: It's a F! HJB: /signs "To: Pishy" Me: O_O;;; LOL. Me: /shoved the card to him
HJB: /takes, passed to the helper, paused, stared at me. HJB: HAHAHAHA, /points to the card while looking back to the helper with the look-it's-me!!! Me: /dazed I gave him this paper duck I cut out. Me: It's a smaller one /points to my board. HJB: Thank you! OH! /brightens up HJB: Thank you!! Me: /smileslikeretard
Then I kinda got pulled off stage, forgot my handshake, didn't even remember to say goodbye! I only realised something amiss after I walked to the back... So I just stared at him and felt sad about my loss. Gahhhhhh. Okay, there's a step 3 remember? At the end of the autograph session, Ah Ken prompted us. 3)Do some aegyo and say "Oppa, don't leave~" Not many did it, so he wasn't able to hear the first time. But second time, he leaned back and was like "Ahhhh~" Sudden realisation lol~~~~ Then Ah Ken asked "Are you gna bring them back to Korea!" HJB said "Yes, of course, all of them!" Ah ken jokingly asked, "Me too?" Joon said " NOO WAY~" in a deep tone kkkkkk. Ah Ken asked how was he going to bring us back, by luggage? He said "In my bag", then he pretended to carry an invisible one!
They carried on with the giving of posters and then he soon left ): For his chili crab dinner, and the interview with 1003. Oh yes! He said "Hwaiting" to all the students taking examinations. Which included me, I raised my hand ya ya ya! Joon's so nice with fans... He's leaving tonight!!!!! I think I'll cry tonnes of tears.
I promise to give more love to Baby, other than my biases~
You are a dorky, emotional big baby! Happy 23th birthday! Stay strong, you crybaby.
I thank God for bring you to Earth. Thanks for bringing happiness and laughter to the four hyungs of yours. You've been a naughty but good dongsaeng ^^
Wish you health and happiness forever! Love your tom and jerry moments with minnie always.
EXTRACTS OF FAN ACCOUNT FROM SPECIAL FAN MEETING 2010.06.13 BY: c米修生 / BAIDU
original in chinese: 米修生 / BAIDU SS501 THREAD translated into english: happiebb / lovekimhyunjoong.com
[2010.06.13] FAN ACCOUNT YEUNGDEUNGPO TIME SQ - FAN MEETING what left me with the deepest impression was how the members repeatedly said sorry to the fans, said sorry about how their promotional period was so short, and said sorry about how they weren't able to release the second (full) album. it sure appears that the members can't quite let it go that they didn't release a full album, and are still feeling apologetic towards fans.
during the interview, hyung jun said he felt that there're fewer and fewer fans. (maybe) because many fans have already gotten married and can't support them at event venues, and he feels kinda saddened.
as for jung min and kyu jong, their hearts were full of appreciation towards the fans' support throughout the five years, and they too were feeling sorry about how they could not often hold events and activities.
when it came to hyun joong's turn, he suddenly just started tearing as he was speaking~~ kept saying sorry, and the korean fans kept shouting out to him not to ever say 'sorry' from now on!!!!!
at this point, i saw that all five boys' eyes were wet and red. when it was kyu jong's turn to speak, he just started crying as he talked. hyung jun kept patting him to soothe and comfort him. kyu jong also said things to thank the fans for their support in the five years~ thereafter kyu jong walked to the backstage to wipe dry his eyes.
hyung jun jokingly said his kyu jong hyung's always kind and nice and cries much, he said when the five of them are together, they're just like blood brothers from the same family~ at this point, he himself could not hold it in and his voice started to change and waver. i was thinking if they're not on-stage, he would probably be wailing like a baby~~ i thought this kid's really cute. after crying, he just went to one side to wipe his tears away.
actually CEO park was already starting to tear uncontrollably when kyu jong started crying. he had turned his entire body so that his back's facing the fans. he maintained this stance for a very long time.
young saeng said he didn't really realise the importance of his members until he had to go to japan for an activity all by himself he then suddenly realised that's what they're all about, a group~
CEO park, you've caused the event to be a tear-filled one, it's an ocean of tears... wuri CEO just kept on crying and crying~~ couldn't even get a word out. this is the first time i've seen the CEO like this~ young saeng said, "I'd originally wanted to wrap up this event in a smiling manner, but end up you guys are all crying~"
not sure if it's leader or whom who said, "don't cry..."~ and turned around to get jung min to talk about what young saeng is like in his mind. at this point, CEO park said, "my personality has always been the strong and powerful type~ you guys all know that~" and then he turned around again and cried again~ he cried so much and so badly that he couldn't say anything anymore~ and he managed to utter, "i won't say it here, i'll tell the members in private next time~"
I'm glad Young Saeng was so strong. 男儿有泪不轻弹 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I almost teared when I got to reading saeng's part!
Aww look at the otter. 진짜 진짜 괜찮아요 사랑해요! Kim Hyun Joong, Heo Young Saeng, Kim Kyu Jong, Park Jung Min, Kim Hyung Joong Double S 오공이 Love ya 대박!
5 years past, though I've only been a Triple S for a year.
More awesomez than ever! Jamming after school today. 3hours straight of guitar. Amazing or what? :D They said my "faraway by nickelback" was cool. Wooooohoooo. And alvin taught us The Only Exception strumming by Paramore. It's a pity I can't trying singing while strumming now.
Cause I've lost my voice. I miss those days of concern and support
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8BKuNUWCR_k Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! Youngsaeng oh rem man da!!
He dyed a lighter brown and had his hair growing soooo long. Plus I want his Gucci bag. LOL! Anyone wna get that as my belated birthday present? (grins)
M is so not fun. But it makes you ensure that you're not pregnant. LOLOLOLOL, just kidding.
Using all the _ But I just feel super hot tempered :o Who cares :D
Anw, I think today's papers are goner. I did say, didn't I? Hopefully not though, I did memorise for Coastal Protection Methods okay! And I hate circles' properties. I can never seem to find the reasons for the angles! Booboo.
Stupid linfang, joel and chunxian mentioned my former cheesecake. How did the stupid guys even know roaaaaar.
Had lunch in school after school. (Redundant much?) And saw mr chan, He offered to teach me Additional maths tonight! Erh, but it's kinda too late huh. Plus I better focus on tomorrow's paper first. Maybe I can find him in school tmr for maths!
Ohoh, then I told chunxian to bring down my paperslips if he finished his whatever-work. And he came down pretty fast :o I feel meannnnn, cause I think he went home alone after that. Sorry dude :x
Okay, tired. Should I take a nap?
Edited at 4:47pm, I decided no sleeping, sleep earlier tonight. So shall start studying nao. (hopefully)
Saeng fancam, Not saeng fans can go home >D 2:06 was damn classic. His expression was like... gwiyeo! Expect more saeng's video these few days. I'm sorry kyumin ): Saeng's gotten into me LOL.
Okay, better go. I hear a voice telling me to study for tests.
Edited, I just put toner. Then i rubbed my eyes cause its so itchy. OMMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, IM GOING BLIND ): It's wee painful now lor. Better sleep early, signs of tiredness. Someone remind me?
Aigoooooooo, SS501 are so polite to the rowdy fans. They ate xiaolongbaos from dintaifung :DDDD With their rushing schedule, I really wonder how they manage.
Like I really can't take it with three days of insufficient sleep already. Slept till 10plus today. Skipped bike patrol, Headed to school for AYG preview. It was o' so boring omoooooooo~ So bored that jerrald took my pictures. And I pulled his hair >(
So we paraded around and I was having split headache. Till now. Pain lehhhhhhhhh. T_T But got high on bus, GEE GEE GEE GEE NONONONO~
I want pictureeeeees, TSTW! And fancams woooh.
My favourite three phuahahahahahahhahaa! Saengie cut his hair? Kyu's bangssssss! (L)
Omo kyujong, die-able. He's like, die-able. He's so.... tallllllllll. Kgot boda, kim kyujong lolololololol~ Heard they jammed up the whole terminal 1 (giggles)
LOL!!!
Poor leader, I think he was shocked by the fans mad grap &grasps. Scary. :/ Yet, saengie's so happy. Excited I guess heh. Cute.
So near, yet so far! (stretches hand) LOL, they're like one step nearer to us y'know!! Can't believe they are at grand hyatt. That I once slept at the same hotel as them. lollll (slaps) Let's go taiwan! >D