Had problems with our seats initially, thanks to irresponsible organisers. Mad pissed, but eventually was sorted out thanks to the nice SIS staff. Poor people who had to take in all the shit from fans because pussy organisers were hiding backstage. Anyway we ended up standing and closer, so all was good AND WE WERE ALOT MORE HYPER. Headbangin', jumping, sing-a-longing and swinging yellow lightsticks with all our mights.

Bits and pieces of what happened:

HK: Korea is cold. But Singapore is sooooo hot... SHIT!
Minhwan: I am very far.... ㅠㅠㅠㅠ Can you hear me?? Everyone: Yesssss!!!
Seunghyun: Harro!
HK: ARE YOU LEADY! LET'S GO!
HK: Everybody sit down! Leady to jump?!?! (For hyper songs like Let It Go and Flower Rock)

This time, the best part was everyone willingly sat/squat down or at least bent down with Hongki's instructions, which made the whole concert much more fun as we jumped together with Hongki in continuation of the next song lines!

Before confession, HK: This is a song you guys should be familiar with, since it's a song dedicated to all of you.



Then it was Always with You, everyone held up 항상지겨주게요 banners and sang along with Hongki, who also held the mic for us during chorus to hear us sing. He later picked up one of the banners from fan and hung it at the front of the stage extension.

HK: You guys are getting hotter. I remembered you guys weren't this excited two years back. You guys are great (so cool) today! Good. -cute face with thumbs up-

Yeah man see, we can be enthusiastic when you want us to :D Sorry for being dull audience 2 years back, glad to change that impression of Singapore Primadonnas this time round f-yeah.

HK: "Soon FT Island will release a full-length album! It's an album we worked really hard for so we hope you'll love it!"
HK: Say goodbye to teacher (translator) Everyone: BYEEEE. HK: Good job~

Everyone could sing along to the verse of Severely while @FtGtJH was playing the piano. The boys were surprised at first, then they smiled  :')

Due to new fans and giveaway tickets, as well as the bigger venue, it seemed like there was a bigger audience, soo...

HK asked: How many of you are here at our concert for the first time? PLENTY RAISED THEIR HANDS. HK: How are you enjoying the concert so far? I hope 2 years down the road, when we hold another concert, you guys will still be here okay? Promise! -showing his pinky-

YES PLEASE COME BACK AGAIN SOON. IFMYSM.

HK asked a fan in Pen A: How oldeu are you? 19? Ah. You boy, your boyfriend? Boy and girl~ Together? Together~~~ -draws heart at them-

Before Theory of Happiness, HK: Up till now we've been playing songs that you guys are familiar with, the next few ones, you might probably not know the songs, but these songs are the type of songs we enjoy and we want to bring it out to you guys. (Theory of Happiness, Black Chocolate, Top Secret, Beloved etc)

Some french kiss topic arose, HK urged the same "couple" to do it, but audience wanted the boys to do the "deep kisseu". So Seunghyun made really slurpy noises while strumming his guitar for I Wish introduction

Hongki self-proclaimed that he's old. He ran out of breath before encore, tripped on confetti for last song, and played dead on stage since then, everyone was waiting for him to end the song. Jaejin went over to checked on him with a worried face, but found out he was sorta faking it so poked him. But Hongki refused to budge. The rest just snickered at him while they kept the rhythm going. Then he finally stood up, limped like an old man, then stood up straight pointing towards the ceiling as though none of it had happened. Jaejin looked at us and laughed, pointing to Hongki saying to us silently "Look at this asshole..."

Labels: concert, date to remember, F.T Island, fan account, fandom, FTHXSG, I fucking love this, In Singapore

16/3

So we pretty much succumbed to temptations and welcomed him at the airport on Friday night, or technically Saturday morning. And he was out pretty fast, unlike the usual wait-till-other-passengers-left routine. So the moment he turned and saw the crowd outside the arrival hall, he smiled and waved. Walked further towards the belt, turned and waved again. So as he waited for the baggages, he kept peeping at the crowd, then he waved another round. Pretty much our maknae kekeke. As he walked towards us, he waved another time before they realised they were walking out the wrong exit. He came out and told us "Long time no see" in his really deep voice (probably just woke up from a nap). Then many took the opportunity to shake hands with him, and him being the bestttttt, did the favour. Someone said "Annyeong", so he replied "Annyeong" as well. Saw this girl grabbing his arm in excitement and he got a shock lololol so he turned towards her, realising that she was just trying to touch him and he smiled. Since all of us were following, walking with him with many filming, there was this moment where he noticed a trolley(?) in front so he told the fan who was walking into it to be careful ("조심" he said). He walked into the lift, waved and waved and continued smiling to everyone outside, then he turned towards us at the side, and I think he saw our SS501 placards! Thereafter, many followed him to the car, but we didn't. I heard he was nice to wind down the car window before he left, to say his final goodbye. ; u ;

God knows where he went on Saturday, except that he tweeted about having crabs for lunch kekeke, and so I realised he was at ECP Long Beach. (Edited: So he stayed at Grand Copthorne Waterfront. Lucky boyfriend's fans...  I hope he had fun, or did he rest the whole day?)

17/3
Then it was Sunday! Went earlier to queue but ended up in the middle because of staff lies. Ugh. But we've got pretty good seats in comparison. Except that there were some barbaric fans of local artistes who kept blocking our views with their LED board when we repeatedly asked them to lower them politely. Nope, but she insisted on lifting her board whenever our boy appears, or whenever we screamed, supposedly on purpose.


But it's okay, because Hyung Jun gave us a lot of fan services kekekeke, from the minute he stepped on stage for the introduction. He held Ye Eun, the Korean pianist and was chatting with her. Then he tried to irritate her lolol by shaking her hand continuously like how he did to Kyu Jong at concert. The moment he spotted us screaming, I thought his smile turned wider in split seconds! Probably because he didn't expect to see his green peas. So he kept glancing upwards. Of course, as he performed, he stayed professional, singing and dancing to his best, without peeping up LOL. He sang live amazingly btw, not forgetting to wave during his rap part hehe. Then during the interview, he kept looking and waving weeeeh. He was really happy to see fans at the event itself... 

Awwww I'm happy because he's happy ^^



So obsessed with looking at us that he didn't realise the translator was translating to him at first... OR maybe he didn't want to care, looking at his girlfriends was more important kkkkk... And he's so nice, he interacts really well with the hosts so that the show's never awkward... With Ah Ken previously (with the "yo my brother"), and with Mickey. Look at how he laughs at Mickey's puns and jokes lol, when Mickey pretended to understand Korean and wanted to translate his words. And of course, he keeps getting caught by the camera for looking at us kekeke. When asking "what would you like to say to your fans", that smile and that chuckle is so precious when he looked up at us. Then later on, he placed his arm around Mickey, asking him to do the translation hahaha. 

What wasn't show on screen was that after that, when there was a cut, of course, we started screaming for him again! Then he looked up and waved and waved and smiled and smiled! AND definitely, he bowed to the rest before heading backstage. Before he stepped behind the stage, we screamed his name, and he stopped in his tracks to wave to us again, before heading in. OMG. He just never fails to respond to our screams. Everyone just stood up from their seats and fainted backwards lolol. Green peas melted totally. 
The second performance was almost 30 minutes later, so meanwhile he had an interview backstage hehe. Then he appeared with Sorry I'm Sorry at 9pm! He danced really hard, so could spot that he was a little breathless lol... Hardworking baby. It was really obvious he was trying to put up a good performance for the event. Similarly, we screamed as soon as the performance ended and he waved at us again before heading backstage.

Waited for his last appearance at the finale but he wasn't coming out! Was kind of worried that he left for his flight already, but at the last moment he stepped on stage weeeeee. Held Ye Eun by her hand and was clapping continuously as the cheques were announced and all, clapping with one of Ye Eun's hand. Then he bent a little on his knees to clap so that he didn't have to lift the hand which was holding on to Ye Eun. A totally awwww moment. LOL then as the confetti machines fired, he got scared and went like @@ to :O then the confetti papers landed on his hair so he looked like a totally adorable baby!!! Till minutes later, he probably saw the confetti on his hair through the screen so he bent realllllll low and shook his head to get them off in an instant! Then as Mickey was rounding up his script, Jjun noticed the confetti on his head and couldn't take it any longer, he stretched out to pick them off Mickey's head! All this while, his hand was still locked with Ye Eun, this sweet boy... And he had also patted a little girl performer who was behind him, on her head previously, when I think she touched him kekeke. So everything ended and there was an after event celebration. 
We screamed for him, and he waved at us, as well as on the other side. An abrupt moment where we screamed "Kim Hyung Jun, saranghaeyo!" So he waved again and gave us a small heart shape form with his hands!! So we kyaaaaaaa-ed LOL. The other fanclubs were probably quite envious...  
But remember, he had a flight to catch. So a staff came up on stage and gestured for Hyung Jun to leave, and he was trying to get off stage but the stage manager(?) gestured him to stay on stage. Then he cutely tried to explain to the manager saying that he has to leave, but due to communication issues... LOL he gave up and made a u-turn back to Ye Eun. Until everything was clear, he was excused from the post celebration, and he never forgets to bow and greet the stage crew before he stepped off stage!
Rushed to the airport, but he never appeared. So much false alarms because Boyfriend was leaving too. Then we got a message, ran to the departure hall and I spotted him inside already. So he went via CIP. Ran to many areas, until we spotted him from the viewing hall. They were walking towards the Starbucks outlet. LOL, then he spotted fans on top behind him, so he waved, and pretended to continue walking in the opp. direction, but as soon as he turned his back towards us, HE TURNED AND WAVED again, turned back again and pretended to walk BUT he turned and waved AGAIN, repeatedly for 4-5 times, like he was teasing us! Yup, then he took photos with some Boyfriend's fans before walking into some lounge. Sighhhhhhh envious!!

So that was our fan service king - Maknae

Labels: date to remember, fan account, fancam, In Singapore, kim hyung joon, SS501, TripleS

Then this time, I took the powerboat back hehe.


It was all awesome, until my eye started to hurt like there was dirt stuck in between my eyes and the lens. I tried blinking it away but to no avail, then I got too pissed off with it. Removed it when I reached PM around 3-4 in the afternoon, but still, really frustrated. Helped with the wash up and stuff, debrief, and by the time it was 6plus we showered and went for dinner at 7plus after cleaning up the areas! By the time I finished my shower, my legs were itching like mad from all the mosquito bites I got from Poly Marina on Friday and Saturday morning! Ugh, I get so mad every single time these mosquitoes kiss my skin. Little did I know, that Sunday night when I got home, I realised what's turning more itchy and overtaking these mosquito bites were the sandfly bites! Oh god, they were thousands and thousands of times more itchy! I swear these few days, I've been itching a whole lot, much worse than when I had my chicken pox. Yes, that bad. Never get these sandfly bites, they kill you physically and mentally. Mental destruction, especially when I had to wear jeans for work on Tuesday. That was bad enough and the shoes were killing me cause they had so much friction with the lumps on my feet! Yes, that's the story of these little fucktards.

It was a fantabulous expedition even though there were minor cock-ups but I enjoyed it, from the bottom of my heart. Why? It's the company that counts! Well, aside from those sandflies.


All photos above are credited to people of SPA, taken from FB/Insta

Labels: date to remember, kayaking, SPA

The one who rushed over from the airport, after his Asia Tour in China, with his bloodshot eyes and deep, rough voice full of tiredness. The one who rushed over after his "Crying" performance on Inkigayo together with his dancers, in his performance outfit and turned out to be the one who dressed the most glamorous at the FM. The one who appeared in a new, light brown hair colour and refused to appear publicly on stage due to his contract controversy and his injured neck with a neck patch over it. The one who rushed down from his filming site, in his military cap to cover his face without makeup. 

Labels: anniversary, date to remember, fanmeet, I fucking love this, SS501

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聽到消息說他們搭EVA航空，12：10 會抵達新加坡。所以我，粉紅妹和linda大姐到了機場去接機。可是當時是有想過阿緯是從廣州飛來，所以⋯⋯不知他會何時來。想說他應該是搭12：30的班機，然後和3棒一起出來⋯⋯ 沒想到當3棒出現是，一直不見阿緯的人影⋯⋯讓我和粉紅妹感到十分的不安。還是跟著3棒一起走到車子，7887。一路上想問敖犬阿緯的下落，可是都沒這個膽子哈。而且他已被人群給埋沒了。所以就骨氣勇氣想問工作人員。“對不起，想問⋯⋯阿緯幾時會來？” “不好意思，不方便透露。” ”噢，好⋯⋯“ ”謝謝⋯⋯“ 我們的對話就這樣。唉，那我和粉紅妹決定留下來等下一班從廣州來的飛機，13：30。煜迷就現到飯店去。可是阿緯依然沒出現⋯⋯

天暗了，我們3人等待這LOLLIPOP F的出現。21：00 有 933的採訪。那3棒就出現了。還是沒有阿緯：（ 我們就跟在他們的後面，之到他們上了車為止。因為其他人都分別奔跑到自己的車上，只剩我們3個人站在7887前。尷尬的是⋯⋯敖犬既然坐在前方，位置正好面對著我們。天吖～ 超級無敵尷尬的場面！！！

我就忍不住的揮了揮手～ 沒想到敖犬就看著我，不自覺地揮手～ 好可愛！哈哈。然後粉紅妹就問了問，“該不該問他？要問他嗎？？？” “問！！！！！” 那她很敢地問了，“敖犬！阿緯甚麼時候來！” 敖犬聽了精神起來，然後很調皮地耸肩 假裝不知道！ 唉。然後車門就順著地關上了！ 可愛是可愛，可是怎麼不跟我們說啊！

然後我們三人還是決定再到機場去，想說可能他會晚上抵達。沒想到！在機場時，剛好在聽933 3棒的專訪。敖犬既然說 ”別擔心，阿緯明天就會到！他會在簽唱會出現“ 我們都嚇呆了。浪費了好多時間噢⋯⋯ 可是還是等到22：35 的班機抵達。結果，還是等不到劉俊緯。所以就失望地回家了。

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在睡覺之前，整理了一下板子和DVD

4～5年前的板子又要重出江湖了～～～
搞到凌晨2點左右才睡。然後又早晨的5點起來，準備到IMM排隊。支持韓國團體都沒那麼犧牲睡眠和健康啦。我也說不出為甚麼，只為了劉俊緯。在排隊的當兒，和朋友哈喇，吃早餐，躲雨，還有試著想要睡覺～ 朋友也都買了改版，可惜的我的COLLECTION 卡當中沒有緯 ：（
不過威廉也蠻帥的，老實說 ～ (●´∀｀●) 然後，當天的security都很nice的說。
3點左右才開始進場⋯⋯

等到了4點左右吧，DJ出現了。然後跟著阿緯和其他3棒也出現了 ヽ(*≧ω≦)ﾉ
看到了一年後的阿緯，想說他怎麼長得越來越帥？？？天吖，快扶扶我～ (●♡∀♡)

所以他們就打了招呼，然後做了小小的訪問。哪知道那個死威廉亂講話，既然說阿緯簽完後就會走。害得我和粉紅妹心跌到了谷底⋯⋯ 然後他們跳了DANCE remix。超屌～！看得出來阿緯好累。可是他還是笑容滿面地，我都快被他給融化了～

簽名會就開始了⋯⋯ 因為想看他久些，所以我們站在那拍了拍照片，沒在排隊上台的。

然後DJ有到處走走問歌迷要和誰誰誰說甚麼的嗎。我和粉紅妹就對著麥克風說了“印度緯，拍戲加油，不要累壞身子！” 不知他有沒有聽到，只記得小煜簽到一半抬頭看著我們兩哈。然後有幾次幫大姐拿煜版時候，他也剛好的看了過來揮揮手 o(≧∇≦o)

所以所以，當人潮越來越少的時候，我們準備好橘子，排隊了～ 之前有和DJ re好說上台要和4隻拜年，她很爽快的答應了 ⊙ω⊙
因為台上是 威廉／敖犬／小煜／阿緯
而我們有兩個緯迷，兩個煜迷。所以我們說好了威廉會是我向他拜年～ 那上台的次序就是我先嘍。當時緊張到想尿褲子。麥鬧～～～ ｡･ﾟﾟ･(>д<;)･ﾟﾟ･｡

所以我也是第一個先和阿緯說話⋯⋯⋯⋯ 緊張到差點死掉 (;*△*;)
因為我拿著緯版，又要拿住2張專輯，和我想要給阿緯的圖，還要拿住兩粒橘子。天吖～～～～～～～～～ 到台上時，第一個反應就是把2張專輯丟在桌上呵呵。整個輕鬆好多！然後一下就是我和阿緯交流的次序 (*´∀`*)

阿緯：＊抬頭
阿緯：哈樓～
我：哈樓～～～ 這個給你 ⋯＊給圖畫
我：這個是我自己畫的⋯⋯
阿緯：嗯～ ＊拿
阿緯：自己畫的喔？＊看圖
阿緯：＊往後靠，抬頭看我，給了個超級無敵感動的表親⋯⋯⋯⋯
阿緯：謝謝你⋯⋯
我：(#^.^#) 我生日快到了⋯⋯能給些生日祝福嗎～？
阿緯：好～
阿緯：你生日嗎？
我：嗯 （*´▽｀*）
（然後他在簽可是我魂已經不知飛到哪去了～～～～～）
我：＊手伸出，等他抬頭
阿緯：＊抬頭，握手
阿緯：生日快樂，生日快樂～～～ （怎麼說了兩次我也不曉得～）

所以是說我待在緯那太久了，小煜和敖犬那可能是空著的⋯⋯ 因為感覺我旁邊冷冷的似乎沒人。
我就很不好意思，慢慢地飄到小煜那～ 煜哥好像是有在偷聽我和阿緯的對話，看到我飄來時候他就低頭簽專輯 ┗┐ヽ(′Д、`*)ﾉ┌┛幹嗎這樣啊～

然後這時朋友剛好在緯那嘛，幸好她有說啦，我都忘了提醒阿緯～

朋友：她（指我）等等會給你禮物！記得要收～
我：（聽到了趕緊點頭）嗯嗯！！
阿緯：好～ （＾_＾）

囧當下的我已經飛到了天堂，站在小煜面前也不知要說啥好⋯⋯⋯⋯ 我有試著挽回啦！！想說我4隻都愛，沒有忽略你們，可是⋯⋯ 當時腦袋一片空白～～～ 就默默等他簽完，和他握手 然後他和我說謝謝！

那我又默默飄～～～到敖犬那，他也不理我 ┐('～`；)┌
大概是看到我在前面和阿緯聊了滿多，知道我是緯迷。囧。然後我整個就放棄了，一樣的等他抬頭和他握個手呵呵。招風耳好可愛～

終於，飄到了威廉！沒有忘了任務～ 等朋友們都上台後，我眇了一下，大家都準備給橘子。我就匆忙地叫了威廉～

我：威廉⋯⋯
威廉：＊簽改版，又簽LOLLI啪版
我：威廉～～
威廉：＊從敖犬那拿了朋友的專輯來簽
我：@@！！！ 威廉～～～～～～～
威廉：＊簽好，抬頭
我：＊給橘子
威廉：謝謝！ ＊拿橘子
我：恭禧發財！還有⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯
威廉：嗯，恭禧發財！！
我：身體健康～ (/ω＼)
我：＊握手
威廉：好，謝謝～

工作人員過後還給了我3張專輯。我心想說我明明記得自己只有2張啊，哪冒出多1張呵呵。然後看到朋友的名字，就和他說 ”這個是後面那位的～“ 哪知道威廉聽到了，天吖！！！！ (#／。＼#)(#／。＼#)(#／。＼#) 他還笑著說 “喔喔！是喔？呵呵” 哎唷⋯⋯ 我整個感覺好失態！！

然後到台下完全瘋掉了⋯⋯ 那時我才發現帥哥給了我兩顆愛心和一份生日祝福，我好愛好愛！！！ ヽ(愛´∀｀愛)ノ


然後又到了飯店，想說怎麼一個人影也沒有。嚇死了。緯會不會是直接到機場了？？？？ 等到天黑了，幸好發現有工作人員，本來想說去問看看，緯幾點會走。沒想到要問時候，8點左右吧，剛好保姆車回來了 －－ 整個歘賽，有沒有那麼準啊！！！ 天挖～

等他們下車時，就趕了過去。大姐正好叫著先出來的小煜，哪知道跟著在後頭的是阿緯，若叫他的話整個很尷尬吧⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯ 可是等不及了，就⋯⋯

我：阿緯～
緯：＊收別人禮物
我：阿緯～
緯：＊抬頭，愣了一下（難道認出來了嗎？）
我：＊給DVD
緯：謝謝！

天挖～～～～～DVD終於送到手。整個人輕鬆了很多［呼］然後之後是祈禱他可能在電梯裡頭會有時間看看DVD之類的呵呵。還是休息時候能讀一下裡頭的小卡片～ 所以我們就到了外頭，繼續等待，又是等待，一直在等待⋯⋯⋯⋯ 他們再次出現。在等待的當兒，莫名其妙決定追車。一方面是怕不知緯何時回廣州去，追⋯⋯感覺比較安全。

過不久，可能930晚上，他們再次出現。這次想問問阿緯都很難，security蠻嚴的⋯⋯ 只好跟在後頭。然後緯上車之前，粉紅妹叫了一聲 “阿緯！” 嗯，原本以為她是想要問他何時回。哪知道阿緯轉了頭，沈默了一下⋯⋯ 然後他說 “待會兒見！” (●♡∀♡)=3

瘋了瘋了，當下愣住了！！！ 都忘了自己在追車。幸好反應了過來，趕緊跑到車上。還跑錯了方向啊啊啊啊啊 (#／。＼#) 希望當時他們在車上沒看到我們的醜樣 唉～

嗯，然後追回飯店就沒有再看到他了，因為我跑錯邊，跑到小煜那⋯⋯突然飯店出現好多粉絲@@ 4棒被濟慘了⋯⋯煜哥臉也好臭⋯⋯ 哪有人會把專輯塞到他們臉前的啊？？簽名會又不簽？？搞甚麼！！ 所以他們也沒再下來了唉。為那些不理性的粉絲向他們道歉～ 我們就回家了。

粉紅妹和我決定早點起床，到機場等待最早班機⋯⋯ 所以當晚也是1～2點才到家睡⋯⋯

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4點多就起床了，然後在家樓下等著粉紅妹和她爸爸～ 真的要謝粉紅爸呢，能載我們到機場⋯⋯可是去那的途中啊 他要我們先吃早餐。我和粉紅妹又超怕錯失了某人，吃得超快！！ 到了機場，到處晃了晃，然後粉紅妹發現外頭有輛保姆車！然後我就見到了一位不是很高個兒的男生出來XD 還帶著一頂黑色兵哥帽和墨鏡！我就很興奮地喊，是他是他沒錯！！！！！ 天吖。 然後我就拉著粉紅妹到門口等待他進來呵呵

他走進來時已經看到我們了，可是臉還滿臭的說。可能不夠睡，加上行程那麼趕，心情不太好喔方塊素⋯⋯ 然後他走過我們身邊時，粉紅妹就向他問能不能合個照。當下他有猶豫了一下！！可是工作人員說不方便T_T 嗯我們就沒在追問。然後他就走過我身邊，連忙喊說 “阿緯～” 他聽到了！轉過來。 然後我把我最後一張圖片交給他⋯⋯ 他看到了圖之後，還拿在手上，提到了他的視線, 很低沈的向我說了 ”謝謝你⋯⋯⋯⋯” 天吖，好尷尬。那不是給在前面的粉絲看到我寫的一切嗎？？？ T___T 是說他說了謝謝後，還沒說完我已經飄了～～～ 原本以為他是說謝謝你的圖之類的話。然後他就走到了check-in 那。當時我就說，希望他會看到我給的DVD⋯⋯ ：（ 粉紅妹就說，“他看到了啊1！！！！” 我整個傻了⋯⋯

原來他說了 “謝謝你的DVD” 他看到了DVD。他記得我的畫。天吖。我整個不敢相信。抱著粉紅妹喊⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯ 唉， 然後他就走了過來，走到departure hall 的入口。我們就緊跟在他背後XD 我就說 “拍戲要加油喔” 然後粉紅妹接著說 ”不要累壞了⋯⋯” 他有聽沒反應 －－ 真是的！！！！ 可能真的太累了～ 可憐的孩子，心疼啊～

嗯然後沿路上，他不斷的回頭向其他粉絲揮手說再見，就是沒有向我們說⋯⋯ 我心想說完了，他完全不想理我們：（ 可是當他在入口處時候，他突然向左轉！！！！然後看了看我們兩個（因為只有我們2堅持不想那麼厚臉皮跑到右邊，跑到他視線內）揮手說再見！！天吖，那時刻的我好想哭！！ 你記得我們兩位啊啊啊啊啊。 劉俊緯我好愛你，我哭！！！！！！！ 嗯，然後他就走了。

我好想你。

Labels: awayne, date to remember, fan account, fandom, In Singapore, lollipop

Yesterday:



This MV was uploaded on Youtube at 12KST. Waited for like a week? Watched the teaser, went insane in school and on twitter. Finally the whole MV was out!!! I watched the first time, went like "omg omg omg", "you so cute you so cute", "please don't cry, don't frown, don't be sad!!!" THEN the main part was out, Hongki was knocked by the car and... he supposedly died. T_______________________T I went like "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..." He's so foolish T__________________T Then, thereafter I didn't dare to rewatch it anymore. I got so upset, because he was dead in the music video... My precious boy ;~~~~~; I couldn't bear to watch him die another time. I was suffering from this internal battle in me, because part of me wanted to watch him being so adorable, smiley and all in the video, part of me didn't want to watch him so upset, crying and dying in the video...

So I was ranting on Tumblr about how I couldn't watch it anymore. His voice was amazing, his acting was awesome, he's so gorgeous. Then!



As usual this cutie loves appearing on Twitter out of the blue, at about 30 minutes past midnight. So he replied this fan who asked him "Till now, you've no thoughts about marriage?" He retweeted and added "What is marriage? Keke." WHAT A TROLL RIGHT!!!!!! LOL. So I was like ;OOOO what is this.... how can you be like that!!!! So being my usual self, since I always tweet them shit and all, I wanted to reply him saying "What was that!!!" But I decided against the idea, because it sounded a little too informal and rude. So I phrased it in a nicer way and asked, "........................ why are you like that~" The dots represented how speechless I was.

After replying him, I went back on Tumblr to mourn about "Severely" MV. Then I went back to check my Twitter and there were new mentions! I was like ooooh, which Primadonna or friend mentioned me, probably about FT Island's new mv! Then I scrolled my timeline and saw huiling shouting at me!!! She mentioned me and Young Saeng LOL. So I was already in the WHAT THE FUCK state. I hurriedly scrolled down and saw this...



LIKE DA FUCK. LOL. I saw it, stared at it in disbelief and utter shock. C'mon, I've tweeted him and Hongki umpteen times, ever since they got Twitter. Never once had they replied me in my entire tweeting life. HOLY SHIT, but he replied me this time!!! How lucky was I then? My tweet, probably flooded by other Triple S' tweets were on his mentions and HE FUCKING SAW MINE.

Anyway, what he replied was, "I am like what~?" LOLOLOL. HE FRIGGIN' TROLLED ON ME. He imitated the way I tweet and added the "~" at the back HELP. I totally flew to the sky. I've no idea if he knew what I was referring to, OR he pretended that he didn't know what I was talking about, because he didn't want to talk about marriage LOL. Whatever the case, HE REPLIED ME. ME. ME. LOL. Then after that my mentions sorta flooded. By Triple S, by friends. There were congratulatory tweets, retweets, (bad) translations... Awwwww, it was a nice experience :')

But after that, he disappeared... From my limited Korean language, seems like he ended the fantalk and went to remove his makeup, and then sleep I guess. So he left me there, dying from hyperventilating. I remembered how cold I felt, my limbs were freezing, I felt like a total corpse but with a rigid smile on my face. My mum asked me, "Why are you smiling to your laptop, are you crazy?" Sighs.... Things my biases can do to me. I COULDN'T SLEEP, I WAS FEELING SO HIGH. Like hello, I only had three hours of sleep the night before and I promised myself to sleep after I watched FT Island's MV! Who knows this otter would have replied me!!!!!! T_T But I love him for seeing my mention, and replying me, and being so cute in his reply. I love you ;w;

So I guess that was his early birthday present for me. And I really truly love it alot, and I appreciate all the congratulatory messages lol. I was being called the "Lucky Girl" whenever my friends saw me today. Hehe. I hope I remain as lucky for the rest of February.

One down, two more to go. If I ever get a reply from Hongki and Awei, I would have been in Heaven thrice.

Labels: date to remember, F.T Island, heo young saeng, I fucking love this, Lee Hong Ki, mv, twitter

Sighs, still experiencing the bad withdrawals. But I had an awesome two days with FT Island. ;v;

15th January - Concert Day
They performed Hello Hello, I’m going to have you, Love Love Love, FT vs PRI, Life, I Want, Let It Go, Flower Rock, Sunshine Girl, I Confess, Even Your Tears, That Person In Shinsadong, I’ll Love Everything, 그대는 인형처럼 웃고 있지만, Don Quixote, Troublemaker and ended off with Primadonna, which was dedicated to us...









At the start he wants to compare our screams to the Malaysians'. He screamed "Let's compare. Screams. OKAY?" Then after we screamed, he was like "You are so fucking coooooool!" Everyone was stunned for a second and we screamed again!!!!! The atmosphere was totally heated up!

Before FT vs PRI, Hongki told everyone. "When I give you the mic. Say 예쁘 okay. Say 예쁘 ~ Okay, let's ... practise" Then he sang 너무 나 and passed the mic to the moshpit. So everyone shouted, "예쁘!!!!!!" Hongki was wagging his finger, and he said "No~ Tchwee... Three times. 예쁘 예쁘 예쁘~~" So we got it right the second time and the happy dude went like "Okaaaaay~ Let's goooooo~" And he ran like a cute kid hehe.



He choked on a high note during LIFE... Sighs.



Lucky they changed the tune of Lovex3 since it requires him to screeeeeeam. My poor baby... T_T There was a few times he walked to the extension stage and looked towards our direction, I don't know if he saw me, but I was smiling at him hehe. I hope he did.



At this point of time, Hongki suddenly said "Can I... I want to...uh...Korean. Right now." Then Jaejin was like, "??? You want to speak Korean? Why! Speak English okay?" Then Hongki was like " :< okay...." Lol you cutie! Then he randomly went up to Jaejin and say "I love you". Jaejin was shocked... speechless for a few seconds before he asked "Why?" Hongki replied, "I don't know... Just... Love you". There was also this frigging cute part. Hongki asked, "Do you know Korean???" We went like "YESSSSSSSSSS"

Hongki: "I love you"
Us: -screeeeeeeeams-
Hongki: "What is mean in Korean?~"
Us: "Saranghae!"
Hongki and Jaejin: "Woah!!"
Hongki: "Uh... hungry!"
Us: "Baegopa!!!!!"
Hongki and Jaejin: "WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!"
Hongki: "Uh... uh... uh... Huh?"
Minhwan whispers to him.
Hongki: "I mish you!!!"
Us: "Bogoshipo!!!!"
Hongki: "Awww, we miss you tooo~!"

During Flower Rock, the song was at its climax so Hongki just told everyone to sit down LOL. Even the people in the moshpit. He was going like "Everybardy, sit daun. Sit daun." Like 5 times! And he said "Everybardy jump. At once. Okay? Jump, at once."



Before Sunshine Girl, Seunghyun was adjusting his guitar. So Jaejin asked "Why? Are you okay?" Then Hongki said, "Hey stupid~!" LOLOLOL.

I think it was Don Quixote. When it first started out, Hongki was like playing air guitar. He was frigging high lol. He just strummed the air and refused to sing! So everyone stopped playing their instruments and Jaejin asked, "Hyung, what are you doing?" Hongki replied, "Playing the guitar!" Jaejin was like "Why! You. Singing! Okay!" Then Hongki replied, "Uh... okay~" In a little sad voice kekekekeke.










He said "I love you, Singaporeeee!!!! \m/"



Then they said byebye :(

But we shouted for encore!!! And they reappeared!

For their encore, they sang Lovesick, Bad woman and Like the Birds... A few of my favourites ;~~~; Unfortunately the security decided to cockblock me half way through the concert and I wasn't able to video everything. Sigh... My memory's really bad, that's why I always always always film the performances so that I can playback when I want to. I got shone by the securities so much, they gave me a last warning before Primadonna :< He was singing Lovesick and after the first line, everyone shouted "LEE HONG KI" since it was the fanchant and he burst out laughing kekekeke. You cutie. Didn't expect us to do the fanchant, did you? What was even more fantastic was that, FT Island used English throughout the whole concert. Except for the times where they were sing... DUH~ Sighhhhh, especially hongbb. He did an awesome job, hosting the whole concert with limited vocabulary. But you did great, and shouldn't be afraid to speak in English kekeke. Even though he had weird accent and pronunciation. I finally attended a full-fledged concert, and it was with FT Island ^_______^ I'm glad, because I had tons of fun! Tbh, it was too short, only 1.5 hours :< It was only when it came out in the papers, had I realised Hongki actually went to a local hospital for a flu jab before the concert :< My poor bb...
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16th January - Fansign Day



We were there at 10am, waited till 6.30pm for the fansign to start~~~
He was swaying to the music when I went up... Then as he saw me coming, he looked up, gave the cute derp look, waved and said "Hello~~~"



Then I quickly gave him my card, and he looked at it. Then he exclaimed like "Oh wow~ And maybe kamsahamnida?"



He placed the card at his left while looking, then i think he saw my name on the little post-it I wrote, and he pointed at me asking, "your name?" But stupid enough I didn't process his question. I was too eager to accomplish what I wanted to do, so I asked "하트 그려세요..." and I drew one with my hand, in case he didn't hear me. So he replied "Ah….~" And started signing like a little kid kekekekekeke, seems like he signed with lots of effort, and a heart beside the signature T___T He signed in slow and steadily. First time I'm observing someone signing so slowly keke.



Then he looked up again, I nodded really contentedly, smiled ^______^ and stuck out my hand and he held his to take mine and shake T_T~ His hand was kinda long and slender, not the huge kind I imagined it to be… A little rough, not really warm as well (he had flu~)
Apparently I saw the security by the side of my eyes, he was trying to grab my poster away already, since I was spending a long time in front of Hongki. So I just grabbed my poster and ran off... Without saying thank you or bye bye to him T_______T But, apparently, he did a brief wave to say bye to me... I didn't get to ask him to take care of his health too...

Well, from the fancam, I got to know that my card was left on the table for quite some time... The staff didn't take it, Hongki didn't pass it to them as well. ;~~~~~~~~~~~~; It was by his side for a long while... I love you baby. Then stupid Choi Jonghun tested his marker on my card... That bitch. It's my fucking card you're dabbing on T_T Huhuhu, and Hongki didn't see what he did there.




Then we rushed to Manna, via mrt and like a 15 minutes walk because we kinda got lost and we depended on iPhone's GPRS lol. We were drenched in sweat when we reached there! And we waited for another 30-45 minutes before they came out. It was worthwhile though, since I got to see him the very last time and wave him farewell... Lol the tall Seunghyun bang his head on the top of the van while trying to get in. Then I kept waving my board and hand at the tinted window, hoping he will be looking from inside. I don't know... He might have been resting since he was really sick. Then Jonghun(?) I supposed, waved at us with his phone~

Then they set off to the airport... Sigh. I miss him alot.

Labels: Choi Jong Hun, Choi Min Hwan, date to remember, F.T Island, fan account, fancam, fandom, In Singapore, Lee Hong Ki, Lee Jae Jin, PLAY CONCERT, Song Seung Hyun

So, as lucky as a Triple S I am... I ended up getting a ticket for his TFS Asia Tour, thanks to a friend.

Well, my story goes like that... I didn't worry about getting a ticket since the details stated it would be on a Friday afternoon, where I thought I'll be in school, having lessons. Then it finally dawned upon me that, my study week starts this week, which means I didn't have school the entire week! Tickets were still selling. But I didn't really want to get THE products for the ticket... Plus I had to study for my exams. So I thought, maybe i'll skip this time's event then.

BUT, there was an extra ticket! And I was invited thanks to my beloved friends whom I don't want to name so openly. So we met about 9plus and headed to RWS. I was dead tired, since the night before I tried studying, but failed terribly. You know I hate waking up early, but had to do so this morning... So we found the queue near the Coliseum, settled down and stoned. We did chat, but we spaced out quite a lot. Either that, or I was trying to read my notes while she tried persuading someone else on Twitter lmao!!!!! Then we managed to persuade Diiiiiii to come along!!! LOL, turns out that the person queuing in front of us, was her colleague... And she came alone. Really amazing. So we sort of chatted, eat... Then we had our shirts changed. I didn't freaking study T_T Anyway the registration started on time. We've got chopped, bag checks then we proceeded in to the venue with goodie bags yay!

Found a good spot to stand then I started to sweat like mad, even when I tied a ponytail woooosh. Anyway we waited for about an hour more and it rained for quite awhile but stopped. It was when Ken announced that there will be lucky winners, and had us checking the inner side of the goodie bag for a red chop... We checked Pinky's first... and they were checking it really slowly, fearing of missing out the red chop, when I glanced at the other two bags and SPOTTED SOMETHING RED PEEPING OUT. My eyes grew REALLY big and I went like, "OMG, IS THAT IT...?!?!?!?!". The two of them followed my line of vision, then we all SCREAMED LIKE AHHHHHHHHHHH. Pinky was jumping. Everyone, in front, behind, beside were all looking at us three retards screaming at a paper bag lmfao... We passed the bag to Pinky and she proceeded to the Autograph area. Lucky her! 8)
There were a few Q&A for autograph and phototaking passes, I didn't really want them. It's a living doll I'll be seeing, and I was quite scared, and satisfied to see him from where I was. So I didn't try. Oh, there was this girl who was really good at dancing Break Down! Even though she was quite nervous that she breathed like she was gonna get asthma haha. Anyway we remained standing where we were, till he arrived!

First thing as he came on stage, he waved to the crowd with Autograph and Phototaking passes. Even though it wasn't to us, I was still so thrilled! It was the first time I see him giving THIS MUCH fan services. Leader, you've changed alot... We love you alot too... Then he introduced himself as Kim Hyun Joong. Next, the TFS management presented him a trophy named "Best Singer Award". Oh well, we heard that he mentioned at the Press Con that he wanted a "Best Actor's Award" trophy because he received one t-shirt with the same quote ytd, from his staffs(?) You should see his smile when he received the trophy hehehe, like a kid receiving candies... Yeap, then he proceeded to sign the background picture and Ken requested him to explain his signature. It says "Kim Hyun Joong, SS501 (something) and 19th August 2011" Pretty, big signature ^_____^

Later on was the phototaking session, he had his long arms around the ladies and smiled really cutely~ Some of them even requested hugs and handshakes and he gave it to them willingly without hesitation! Then he was guided to the table full of presents for him. We were praying that he'll choose Pinky's but oh well, he didn't~ He chose a handmade fanboard/letter, a frame saying "Best Lover's Award" and a comic book about "Space".
Then he explained saying "The fan letter may look common, but I can see a lot of effort is put in to make this card..." He really loves handmade stuff, really. SS501 just doesn't want fans to spend those unnecessary money... Well, as for the Best Lover's Award, he chose it because he thinks that he is one kekeke. And the last one, "Space" just attracts an alien, du~uh?

Here comes the auction, for his autographed standee, as well as an autographed limited edition album of his. Ken asked if he remembered what was the meaning of 6686 as the final bidding price for his last year's auction item. He replied "Yes, my birthday~" His standee started at a price of $150... and rose to a price of $2000++ with an amount of $501 in between keke. That number is just too important and unique to not mention. Moving on to his album, it rocketed quickly from $1000 to $2000 and even $3000. He even mentioned that he remembered the lady who bid a $2000++, bidded in last year's auction too. Boy, your memory's real good... Well that lady bidded his standee for $6000 the last time round and did not get it. She was also the last bidder this time, with the amount of $3500. Leader was starting to shake his head after hearing the amount bidded... Then he quickly added that, I hope this lady will win it. And she did! Since Triple S are really good fans, they abide to Hyun Joong's wish. ^______^
He embarrassingly let out a chuckle when Ken mentioned this must be the most expensive album he ever had. And he also stated, he wished that the album... the music is worth every single cent and penny she've spent on it. I love you leader ;~; How and where else can you find such a sincere guy???

Then it was the autograph session already. From our observation, he said Thank You in English to almost every fan. Of course you can't expect him to not miss out a few, it'll be tiring to have to keep repeating~ And he constantly puts on a smile, okay what I'm saying make it sounds fake, but I can see that he is genuinely smiling to Triple S. I can really see his love and concern for us. Halfway through, there was a loud shriek in the crowd, him engrossed in signing, IMMEDIATELY looked up and squinted. I am guessing that he was worried someone might had an accident or something. Lovely leader...

Lastly, he had a company photo with TFS, where he naturally held the kids when he saw them. He squatted down and hugged the little boy at his waist. This little rascal naturally sat on his lap!!! Leader was shocked for a moment, he kept glancing at his lap keke. And when the phototaking ended, he was about to return the boy to his daddy... But the boy didn't want to let him go, he was clutching on to leader's huge hands lmaoooooooooo. Leader smiled at this boy innocence and cuteness. But it was after a few seconds he realised that the little kid was not planning to let go and he panicked in his heart... He kept turning to look at Ken, and the daddy, for help. But nobody wanted to save him, until later keke. Hyun Joong, even kids like you ^w^;

Yes and he kept promising us he will be back really soon, for a concert to watch him perform live. I believe him, cause he never once fail to keep his promise. Leader, we love you ;v;


You'll make a good father♥

Sleep well, sweet dreams. Have a safe flight to Malaysia and have lotsa fun. We'll miss you ;~;

Labels: date to remember, fan account, fandom, fanmeet, In Singapore, kim hyun joong, SS501

So, I bus'ed down to Changi this time round, because my ezlink is left with nothing~ Thanks to printing IMW submissions...
Yep, as usual we sat and waited. Hyun Joong was heard to be sitting inside the immigration corner. And I heard he danced to himself while waiting, troll kekeke!

And then he stepped out! In his 3/4 berms, his sandals and a huge cardigan draped over his body. Well of course, not forgetting his shades, since there were alot of flashing of cameras. He looked around the airport while he was still at the belt area. Is our airport that fascinating to you, dear? Then he glanced over to our side before heading out...
Walking with swag, hands in his pockets, he bowed to the local staffs and received the bouquet of flowers from the FaceShop. From observing fancams, I've realised that he seemed to be quite happy noticing a lot of fans at his arrivals. He even waved continuously as he walked down the barricades.

Aww, I love you leader!
Did I mention how frigging much I love his hair colour! It was so pretty I wanted to get that colour for myself.

Can't wait for tmr. ^_________^

Labels: arrival, date to remember, fan account, fandom, In Singapore, kim hyun joong, SS501

We met up for dinner, and hoped to bump in him or his songs at least.
Well, all was unexpected!
So I hadn't brought my lightstick, nor a camera >:

He was so fair, so handsome, I just lost my senses when he came out. If my memory hasn't failed me, I remembered he sang Oh!Ah! first and was panting after the song ended lmaoooo. So baby was like "Water! Water!!!!!!" As usual, he had to show off his limited english, so he said "cute", "sexy", and "pretty". I think someone shouted Jung Min. And he was like "Jung min?!?! JUNG MIN???" and continued "Oh no... he's not sexy... he's not cute... he's not handsome... He is... Jung Min. HOOOORSE." HAHAHAHA.

Then he proceeded to sing Girl ^________^ When it ended, again he was panting. "Huh huh huh..." Then he told Ah Ken, "I'm 25 years old you know? Tired... Huhhhh... Huhh.... WATERRRRRRRRRR!" and went to grab a bottle. Ah Ken taught him basic Singlish hahahahaha.

Teaching Hyung Jun Singlish
Ken: I'm going to teach you Singlish... In case you want to stay in Singapore for a longer time?
Hyung Jun: Okay!
Ken: And in case you want to get a Singaporean girlfriend?
Hyung Jun: Ohh please! Hurry up, hurry up, hurry up!!!

He kept laughing damn loudly today. Baby's in a really good mood when he sees Triple S ^_____________^ So Ken taught him "la", "meh" and "sia". He really pulled the words reaaaaaally long haha. And there was once he faced the TS crowd saying "Pretty siaaaaaa~" and then looked at Ah Ken and asked, "handsome meh?" Hehehe cheeky baby.



Lucky thailand fan had a portrait drawn by baby. And he was so embarrassed about it he tried asking her to view it only when she gets home ha! 5 fans were lucky to get polaroids with him too hehe and he was so frigging nice he checked all of their polaroids making sure they're okay and not blurry! Awwww. Actually they had to pick a body part with him in contact for the photos. So ken was teasing hand he said, probably you might get lips to lips! Then baby was damn shocked he went like HUHHHHHHH? TRUE GAME? HAHAHAHA then he said "OKAY I'M READY" and pouted his lips! He sung I Am to a Russian fan too and they were really intimate T_T

After that he sung both my favourite slow songs.... Especially heaven. We were really in heaven ^_____^ Then as usual, the SGTS had a video prepared for him... I was touched to tears, especially when I saw the five of them together in it... I think he was about to cry too, sighs. He's quite depressed recently, I hope he really cheer up. After the video, there was a love letter from them as well, congratulating him about his solo debut. When Ken told him he has a love letter... He was half shocked, half curious, and was asking "WHO? WHO? From you??" Then ken gestured for the translator to start reading, since it was in Korean. Then baby turned to look at the translator and asked her shockingly, " *gasp* WHA... FROM YOU??" Haahahhaha, he almost got a shock of his life thinking he was going to hear a confession from the translator!

Labels: date to remember, fan account, In Singapore, kim hyung joon, SS501

Well, so it turned out baby was coming in the afternoon, unlike what most people expected which was at night.
Went to the airport to have our lunch and waited for him behind the barricades. This time round he was really on time! I mean usually the idols would take a realllllllly looooooooooong time before they appear, be it to be the last one to come out or what. His flight had landed at 2.15pm and he was out in 15minutes time I supposed! When screams were heard, I assumed it was a false alarm, which was what always happened. But well, we were still on the look out in case. And really! He appeared ^__________^

Then he stood facing the exit, and greeted us with both hands up, waving and smiling brightly teehee. It was really cute of him, what's more his cute red heart tshirt was a bonus! Looks like he couldn't wait to see the Singapore TS ^____________^ Then he went over to the luggage belt where he was so kind to take photos with some fans who flew over with him, I supposed? After that he went over to scan his bags etc. It was for a split second I saw him clearly through the gaps heehee. When he came out, he was wearing a huge smile. I don't think he saw my board though >: Oh well, then fans beside us started stretching out their arms, trying to get a handshake. I wasn't thinking fast, as usual I was kinda starstruck, so I just ogled at him... Bunny who was beside me was stretching her arm too, probing me to do the same lolol. Baby saw us, and he wanted to come over to shake her hands I guess. But the security blocked his view then. Sighs, that's how we missed a golden opportunity. Not to forget, Baby and I both forgot our handshake last year. Sigh, how can you Kim Hyung Jun. You suppose to repay me. >:

But he was nice, he walked through the barricades reaaaaally slowly and tried to shake all the hands he saw, taking all the presents in his view. ^_____________^ SS501 really appreciate their fans teehee. I lab yu.

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1st April
Went to airport early in the morning, waited for them to come out.
Well they were the last to walk out, and spent awhile sitting inside while waiting for staffs to collect their luggages? After that, they walked out of the exit, towards us, that was when we realised Owodog was actually filming. I don't know what got into my head but i smiled into his camera. It was one of my no-eyes eye smile. Omfg......... Tried to wave to wei but i don't think he saw. Ran outttttttttttt, towards the van. Otw when we were outside, we're blocked by lollipop's van -_____________- At the same time they were about to board the van, so a moment of chaos and when everyone was super unglam with flushed face from running, Owodog noticed and shifted the camera lens towards us. According to pinky, he filmed us running to our van -_______________- Where's my calm and composed image?

Placed my 3yo board on the van's window, wei saw so he smiled and wave. Gosh... Then i had to leave for work sadly, while the rest continue waiting for them.


3rd April
I only wake up this fucking early for one and only person. Three years ago, I woke up at 5am, reached IMM at 6am. This day, I woke up at 6am and reached there at 7am. Hadn't changed even after three years, we just sat down together and waited for us to be asked to go up to the Garden Plaza. Chatted alot, things about three years ago, and back now. Nostalgic. Totally.
They only arrived at 3plus. I was burnt. Anyway, was so excited.......... After a day of not seeing him. There was this sudden moment where I just blurted, "Ah weiiiiiiiiiii~" He fucking heard, among the loud screams from the noisy crowd, he fucking heard me! Then he saw my board and yimin's, waved to us with a small smile. I totally died on the inside. I really, really didn't expect him to heard me. Right after I called him, he just looked over. Omfg how much more can I love this guy? ♥


Throughout the interviews, he would scan the crowd and his eyes would sweep pass my board hehe. So did you see it? Did you?
Me and yimin tried screaming his name a few times after the a/s started, but oh well he couldn't hear. Was too busy signing ):

Finally it was our turn! We went up, with yimin in front of me, and we were stuck in at Owodog's. My album was placed in front of him while he looked at yimin, wanting to shake hands with her. But then he realised I was also standing in front of him. Being humorous like he always is, both his hands sprung out for each of us to shake. Lmfao, that was really cute.

Then I followed my album to wei when yimin was still giving him her sweet. So I said "Hi. Can you draw a heart?" And because he was busy signing my album and didn't give me a reply. I asked a few more times, afraid that he couldn't hear. It was then I realised actually he already drew one while I was still asking... He looked up at me and said "Thank you" with his hand drawn out for a handshake. Meanwhile Linda who was behind me, was desperately trying to help me tell wei that I like him alot alot. She repeatedly said "she really likes you alot, she supports you alot!" But then he didn't hear it. Until the point of time where he shook my hand, did he realised Linda's existence beside me haha. And I pulled out my card for him, hurriedly passed it to him, telling him it was for him. I thought he looked kind of shocked. I didn't see what happened to the card tho.... I was shaking T_T
When he heard Linda, I was already moving forward, so at that point of time he shifted his glance from Linda to me. He replied "Oh thanks. Thanks." with a smile and stuck out his left hand again, this time diagonally, since I've already moved a little. So foolishly dumbfounded I didn't bade goodbye or something.

Well, I was in nine clouds by then, after two handshakes and the intensive eye contact with him. When I arrived in front of Weilian, he didn't look at me but signed the album in a concentrated manner. I think he knew I was a wei fan after seeing what happen before that. Because I was so hyper after what happened, I constantly wavedddddddddd right in his face. And he finally looked up from signing, I smiled. He smiled too, said "Hello~" and thanked me. With a firm hand grip.
Moving on to Fabien, we just smiled at each other and he said hello or thanks which I couldn't remember. Then I shook his hand too.
When I got down the stage I was screaming madly in my heart. I really died. Really. Of happiness.

1) He drew me the nicest heart.
2) He gave me two hand shakes.
3) He sort of looked at me carefully after hearing I was really his fan.
The only regret was I didn't get to ask about my board, or why Owodog laughed at my drawing three years ago. Lucky thing was that, I've got a heart each from every member♥

As usual we placed our boards at the sides of the van and he noticed! Again. Smiling lots of times and even waving as an acknowledgment hehe. Then they went to Starbucks beside Fullerton Hotel. So we got off, I saw him going in to Starbucks, waved and he smiled! Excitedly ran down the steps because he went out of my view already after walking inside to find seats I guess. When I reached the bottom of the stairs, I looked in and realised they were walking towards my direction, so I got so shocked. It was like I got caught in action -____________-
Still I waved hehe, while hiding behind pinky. HE WAVED BACK. AT US. OMG. HEHEHEHE. >3< Then they turned out and heading for washroom. So I went back up where the rest were peering into the tinted van because Owodog and Weilian were inside hehe. I went all feebly and shivered madly after him waving back at me. Felt so shy, so stark naked because I was standing alone everytime he saw me in view.
So I stood at the top, wondering when they're coming out. Suddenly I spotted them in view and saw them going back in to Starbucks hehe. Since the entrance was facing me who was standing on top, I waved again, smiling through the glass panel. He smiled back too..... *O*
Then they decided to get back to the van because of some fans who followed them into the cafe -_-
So as he came out, all I could do was to only wave and wave. I wasn't calling out to him so I don't think he saw me this time round.

Then we went to MBS, where they met Derrick. I was following them alone lmfao. So awkward. Then wei noticed the Ferrari sign. He abruptly turned to my direction, shouted and point at it. I was stunned for a moment, so embarrassed I keep standing infront of him without realisation.... Then I stopped, allowing them to move ahead first. Kept bumping into them lmao..... Unintentionally. So well he saw me, i think the rest did too, but my eyes were only glued to wei. I felt all eyes on me. Like the spotlight just hit me....
Owowei filmed and took lots of pictures together with the rest! Then they went out to view the tall buildings and scenery. So we just sat behind them while we waited for them. Everyone was in their own ~groups~ i don't know where to go so I just sat alone lmao. Then i spotted Fabien who turned around and was scanning for the fans aka us + others who were following him, since we blended in with the public. Think he saw the lenses beside me and turned away. When they decided it was enough, they walked up the steps that we were sitting on. And when wei was lala~ing, swinging his arms, enjoying the little breeze, he slowly turned to my direction and when he saw me he just abruptly turned away, pretending he didn't see!!!!!! LOL so sudden I think i blushed LMFAO. Did he already remembered me as his fan?
They proceeded to this wishing well area where they threw lots of coins and took more pictures.
I keep appearing in his view I was so fucking shy I wished I could hide somewhere omfg...... We had a few eye contacts lolol.
I just really don't know where to stand!!!! without like um appearing in his view for once, looking so embarrassed. As they walked back, they stopped at casino entrance, taking more pictures and i was standing directly infront of wei so he noticed me again -_- before he actually swopped places with derrick and had his back facing me where i felt more comfortable. Hehe Pinky and Liyun got this tallllllllllllllll elvis walking to them. As an immediate reaction, wei got on weilian's shoulders and was as tall as him!!!!!!! So proud of this boy hehe, he was so happy. He said "naish to meetchu!" to elvis and took a picture together too! Fabien couldn't carry Owodog so they said dog's pride got hurt.... Then he came down, and was looking into the cam screen, walking towards us, pretending we're not there. Suddenly he looked up, waved and said "eh hi~!" with an awkward smile. Now lcw, what recent habit is this of yours lmfao. He would pretend we aren't there and tries to enjoy himself, and only later on he would pretend to go like oh!-you're-here! while in actual fact he would notice the fans now and then. You cutie, never grow up. Liyun asked if he knows who they are, he said "xinjiapo de pengyou~" in canto accent. How adorable hehe.

While leaving, they sang Derrick's song and he responded with a thanks and I think requested them to sing once more? Then they sang "Go crazy, go crazy" part and awei looked and smiled hehe. Linda and I went out from the first door and i noticed them turning out from the second door when we were about to walk past, tried stopping her but ended up she jammed break in front of awei LOLLLLLLLLL. Again, he was pretending not to notice and suddenly he put out his hand , i almost thought he wanted to hi five, then he said "eh hi~" heheheheheheheheheh then i just waved and smiled. Waited for them to board their van and not block them by walking past, before we finally run to ours lololol.
Back at the hotel, we ran to the lift and waited for them. The staff came to this last lift we stood at and pressed the button for them. I stood just beside the lift door when they came, he was waving to pinky and liyun after hearing them but before he got in he turned and saw me waving, so he smiled and waved back!!!!! omg the eye contact......... me. died. dead. Love you so much♥

Waited for them to come out after their dinner in the hotel. When they did I waved again, since he was always the first to come out. But he didn't see. So i helped Liyun call for Owodog hehe, he heard! Looked and her and waved kekeke. Proceeded to NTU to watch their performance. One ballad and their promotional song. Awesome! They came down the stage to react with the fans.

When we went back to the hotel after their performance, again, we ran to the lift to wait for them. Liyun screamed wei's name LOL. He was so startled, he looked around, searching for the voice lmao!!!! Then suddenly Owodog walked towards us, nearer and nearer, then he pointed something beside me over my shoulder. I was like in freeze mode. Then he asked Siqi who was behind me, "這這這... 是甚麼軟體啊?" LOL SO CUTE RIGHT.
Everyone started spamming him "Banner banner" He looked so lost, poor dog, he couldn't really hear, what's more in english. So he was like "B..banner?" Blinking his eyes alot of time. I was like "你會不會spell?" Omg so embarrassing LOL. I don't know if wei was looking by the side -_________________________________-
Then the staff rushed them into the lift.

4th April
Waited for them outside the hotel. Once again, wei was the first to come out. He was in his suit+hood and red checkered harem pants!!!! So adorb and stylish omfg. Handsome to the max♥ Then I stood out, said "Awei...", stretched out my hand with a post-it for him. He took it!!!!!! He had to look at my hand because the post-it was so small, but still he managed to take it from my hand!!! Then pinky and erica asked Owodog if he found the app. He was like "甚麼?" because he couldn't really hear. After hearing the question again, he then replied "嗯, 找到了. Best banner 對吧?" AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
Almost reaching the airport, wei saw our boards once again hehe.
Waited for him to come out, waved when i saw him, he smiled and wave. He even twisted for pinky's polaroid kekeke. Said our byebyes before they went in. Pinky and I looked at him from the outside. They were in the immigration room and wei was sitting on the sofa. He looked over and I waved my board! He waved back omfg ;~; in tears....... I almost wanted to cry, I tried so hard not to. Then we called out once to him, he heard and he gave us a twist!!!!!!!!! The last time we called out to him. When he looked over, we said "你們要快點回來哦!!!" HE SIGNALED A OKAY SIGN, THEN HE GAVE A ~CALL ME~ SIGN. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGg. T~T
After that before they left for inside, Owodog and him came over to the fans area and filmed a little.
They walked past the immigration point and he did look to my direction, finally saw me and I waved a final goodbye.

;~; I wonder when is he coming back the next time.
Another three years???
Three years ago I was totally mute, didn't dare to say anything, just looked at him and shook his hand.
Three years later, now, I speak a little, still very mute, and was only a waving fan which all I did was wave and try to get a little of your attention. I am very contented, really.
I'll really miss you, really.
I don't know if you saw me, I don't know if you saw my board, I don't know if you read my letters, I don't know if you kept them. You definitely wouldn't remember me nor recall the interactions that we had. But every little thing that you did for me, means a lot to me♥

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