Baby why are you so sweet?
Wednesday, March 20, 2013 11:43 PM
16/3
So we pretty much succumbed to temptations and welcomed him at the airport on Friday night, or technically Saturday morning. And he was out pretty fast, unlike the usual wait-till-other-passengers-left routine. So the moment he turned and saw the crowd outside the arrival hall, he smiled and waved. Walked further towards the belt, turned and waved again. So as he waited for the baggages, he kept peeping at the crowd, then he waved another round. Pretty much our maknae kekeke. As he walked towards us, he waved another time before they realised they were walking out the wrong exit. He came out and told us "Long time no see" in his really deep voice (probably just woke up from a nap). Then many took the opportunity to shake hands with him, and him being the bestttttt, did the favour. Someone said "Annyeong", so he replied "Annyeong" as well. Saw this girl grabbing his arm in excitement and he got a shock lololol so he turned towards her, realising that she was just trying to touch him and he smiled. Since all of us were following, walking with him with many filming, there was this moment where he noticed a trolley(?) in front so he told the fan who was walking into it to be careful ("조심" he said). He walked into the lift, waved and waved and continued smiling to everyone outside, then he turned towards us at the side, and I think he saw our SS501 placards! Thereafter, many followed him to the car, but we didn't. I heard he was nice to wind down the car window before he left, to say his final goodbye. ; u ;
God knows where he went on Saturday, except that he tweeted about having crabs for lunch kekeke, and so I realised he was at ECP Long Beach. (Edited: So he stayed at Grand Copthorne Waterfront. Lucky boyfriend's fans... I hope he had fun, or did he rest the whole day?)
17/3
Then it was Sunday! Went earlier to queue but ended up in the middle because of
But it's okay, because Hyung Jun gave us a lot of fan services kekekeke, from the minute he stepped on stage for the introduction. He held Ye Eun, the Korean pianist and was chatting with her. Then he tried to irritate her lolol by shaking her hand continuously like how he did to Kyu Jong at
He said he was happy having to do this event with so many others
(some interpreted his words such that there were many fans there with him, so he was happy ^^)
Videos credited to various TS as tagged!
Labels: date to remember, fan account, fancam, In Singapore, kim hyung joon, SS501, TripleS
One last lap,
Friday, August 17, 2012 11:53 PM
Hey, I'm still alive hahahahahahahahahhahaha. Finally, the 18 levels of Hell is overrrrrrrrr! Sobs in happy tears. Omfg, week 18 was really a killer, staying back in school almost until 12am each day. We almost died, I wanted to give up, really. Yep, 60-pages MMR report on Wednesday, had to run for the last train/bus the day before. Gen Ed pitch II on Thursday. Then fucking individual submissions, both radio podcast and PR media kit, were handed in today!!! Fuck yes, that marks the end of phase I and II of Hell! Glad it's over.
Yep, one last lap to go! TA presentation on Wednesday, and ADV presentation on Friday. It's gonna be bad for the next few days, trying to prepare everything, but I can't wait for the after-taste!
After hearing B2M's announcement about being able to send letters, ONLY LETTERS, to Kyu Jong, we decided to write 'em and send them together! It's the first time I'm writing a letter, what's more a letter overseas. Who knows we came up with more ideas, and thus this writing mission to send it along with our letters.
My 100 규종 기다릴게요 :)
Then we designed the 501's 규종 기다릴게요.
And then I had it sent before work on 5th August after collating everything!
Labels: instagram, kim kyu jong, school, SS501, TripleS
God of Universe in Town
Saturday, May 05, 2012 9:36 PM
KHJ Asia Tour 2012 in SG
He arrived at around 1.30pm in the afternoon. It was announced two nights before, I was contemplating if I should skip makeup class for his arrival... In the end, Heaven's on my side, class was postponed. So I got to rush down to the airport after my class ended at 12pm. Almost late, but there. Yep, there were fans running from the inside, that was when we know he was here. I tried to spot him but the first person I saw was Mr Jeong LOL. He completely blocked my view of Hyun Joong tsk... Plus KHJ was wearing brown-beigey trenchcoat that day... Low profiled colours. Yep. Then I managed to video him looking at Pinky's board after he turned and headed straight for the exit. Then I rushed back to school for dance thereafter lol. OTL, I suffered from a headache that night.
Left Korean class earlier this day, because I was afraid of being late. The FM starts at 8pm while class will end at 7.30. So I left around 7pm. Got there at exactly 8pm phew. Was running up and down escalators on my way to Stadium lmao. Yep, our seats were far, but still viewable, so I guessed it's okay ^____^
The FM started late as people were still strolling in. I guessed he didn't want anyone to be missing out the start. So it started with the Introductory song, Let me go.
Followed by Break Down. Then he disappeared back stage to change his outfit. Meanwhile, a video "The Greatest Star on Planet" was played.
I thought it was amazing, because the video was simply awesome. He was introduced in an outerspace manner, where he was viewed in the Universe, speaking in some alien accent, introducing himself as "Kim Hyun Joong, the God of Universe". And he explained how he found Earth and started living here, then he found Singapore, where he grew to like alot. He even introduced some tourism attractions like the Marina Bay Sands and Orchard Road. I was amazed. Really. Until the last part, he said he "felt empty", he asked "why?" and he ended the video saying, "This is... Loneliness" and everyone aww'ed. ;~~~~~; There must be hidden meanings on Triple S understands, right?
Then he returned in another black outfit, with a really low collar that you could see his cleavage lol. It was clear how much thinner he became, sigh. How heartbreaking. He then sung Please, and shockingly he ripped his top apart, showing us Jjitjoong! Yes, I mentioned how skinny he was, it's true. Not as muscular and meaty, bulky, whatever you describe... His moobs and chocolate abs were less obvious, I thought I could see his ribcage. :( It's really sad, you can see how much he's suffered from practising and perfecting this Asia Tour Fanmeet of his...
Then it was a little talk session. He explained that he could always feel the warmth we give him in Singapore. "Treating him with much warm, that's what he said, which was also his reason for choosing Singapore as his 1st stop for the Asia Tour 2012.
The next song was Thank You, where everyone swooned right away after hearing the intro... This song was dedicated to all the fans, as he sang with all his heart, sincerely thanking everyone of us ;~; After which, he proceeded to the next song which before, he told us that he "felt that this song truly expresses my feelings to all my fans. I really love this line, so I'd prepared it in English so that everyone can sing along." And this song is Happiness. He specially rewrote this line of the song in English, "Happiness without you baby, I can't even imagine it". He had a little difficulties teaching us how to sing this line at first lollllll. Firstly he told us that he will start singing, then as he passes us the mic, we'll have to continue the line. But some didn't understand, so as he sang, "Happiness..." and the crowd followed him by singing "Happiness without you baby..." and everyone sang at different pace by the second part which created laughter lol. Then he explained saying that he wanted everyone to continue his line after he passes the mic to us. Yep, so after struggling a little, we managed to sing it in the right tune and right way he wanted us to. Hehe.
KHJ: Happiness... -passes mic-
Us: Without you baby, I can't even...
KHJ: -shakes head-
KHJ: Happiness... -points at himself-
KHJ: Without you baby... -points to us-
KHJ: Happiness~
Us: Without you baby~
KHJ: I can't even...
Us: I can't even...
KHJ: -awkward smile & fed up look-
KHJ: I can't even... -points at himself-
KHJ: Imagine it... -points to us-
There he proceeded to sing the song, and when it comes to his favourite line, he went, "Happiness...". And the crowd sang, "Without you baby, I can't even imagine it~". But honestly, I couldn't hear the crowd cause the music was playing so loud, except for the last part "imagine it". I'm glad he heard it too, because after that line, he smiled and said, "Thank you~". Then he continued to finish the song.
Then he disappeared backstage once again, where another video starts playing. This time round, they showed a video of the 5 things he wants to do with his girlfriend. Well, it was sooooooo adorable. The girlfriend in the video was a huge fluffy white teddy bear! Just like the one Kyu Jong carried around in Thanks for Waking Me Up. Heee. LOL he watched the movie Titanic, and he wanted to imitate the famous part! So he backhugged the bear, with the fan blowing in his face. There was this part where it was adorable to the max, he bought a diamond ring, where everyone aww'ed, then he was thinking of how to give it to his girlfriend... Being 4D, he placed the ring through a string (hey, it rhymes) and then he tried it on the bear. The bear was holding on to the string and he levered the other end of the string so that the ring will slide to his supposedly girlfriend's finger. But to his disappointment, he wasn't able to slip on the ring onto the bear's finger LOL.
He reappeared singing Kiss Kiss, where he carried the same white teddy the staffs prepared for him on the stairs. To everyone's amazement, he walked down the stage, towards the crowd, and gave the teddy to this lady, and took a picture with her! The crowd went crazy, even I did. T_______T I want a picture with him and the teddy so badly!!! He said the song was dedicated for her, as well as giving the teddy. Then he asked the lady, "Is it your first time seeing me?" The lucky girl was really nervous but she managed a reply, "No, I met you when you came for The FaceShop Fanmeet". Confused leader appeared to be confused, then he realised, ah... The FaceShop... Keke.
Thereafter, he went back up the stage, and sang I'm Your Man. I really really love this song... He improved so much, his voice is getting more powerful everytime I hear him sing. As the song ended, he drank some water, and said "You guys are so lucky to be here at the stadium with me tonight. Are you curious why? Because, this song will be sung officially here on stage for the first time, and this song is Smile". He even introduced the song in English, he said "Smile". He also ended the song, shaking his butt in a really cute manner. Aww, leader you're such a tease!
Because I'm Stupid was next. It's a tedious song, I could see his neck straining as he sang. It was a live rendition. But really, he did well, he sang the whole song alone. This song was initially sang by SS501 sub-unit. I was happy, he chose a song that was sung by his group members. I loved this song as I watched BOF. As he sang, he walked up to the higher level on stage, and sat on a high chair while footages and sketches of BOF was played on the screen. It reignited my love for this song. ;~;
He was perspiring really badly on stage lol. So much that he took a towel at the front of the stage, dabbed his face a little and threw the towel to the crowd. Keke.
Mm, then he went backstage to change to a casual outfit. And then it was a mini talk session again, where he mentioned that the stadium was really heating up with all our enthusiasm. Well, lollllllllllllll how cute. Leadeeeeeer, you must really be feeling very hot hehe. He was asked for the number of songs he had sung so far, he replied saying he doesn't count the number of songs he will sing. He just want to sing as many songs as he can and enjoy the most out of the fanmeet. He was then thrown a sudden question on plans for solo concert, which made him startled for awhile before he replied saying there were no concrete plans since he has Asia Tour 2012 and then Japanese album, so perhaps next year. Then he was asked, what kind of Singapore delicacies have he tried so far, he replied saying that he ate Chili Crab the night before. He followed by saying it was really delicious and that he will eat it the next day too. Then the emcee surprised us by informing us there's a little game session for 5 lucky fans! Apparently KHJ had stuck 5 yellow post-its before the FM had begun, and everyone was to look under their seats to look for them. So these 5 fans had to play a game of scissors, paper, stone with him. He tried following the emcee and said "scissors, paper, stone" in English, he got confused for awhile, "sone...? Ah... stone!!" SO ADORABLE. And sadly the fan who lost, had no presents, and left the stage. Being sooooooooo cute, he said "I'm sowweeeeeee". I MELTED INSTANTLY. Then they proceeded to play a game called One mind with Kim Hyun Joong.
Firstly, he did 3 poses of Marilyn Monroe. The 1st pose was really sexy lmaoooooooo. He was so cheeky when he did that pose but instantly turned shy after that LOL. Then he stood at the back of the remaining 4 fans, and at the count of 3, they have to choose and do a pose. They'll only win if the pose was the same as Hyun Joong's. So Hyun Joong counted to 3, "One, Two, Three". He counted in fluent, yet cute English kekeke. With the correct pronunciations. Really. I'm proud of you, boy!
The 2nd pose was Baseball. This was the difficult part because both fans left kept posing the same pose as Hyun Joong! Until the emcee instructed them to close their eyes while doing the poses, and a girl lost, leaving one fan left. This lucky fan then had a picture with him, in any pose she likes! T_T Lol, but Hyun Joong without hearing what the emcee had to say, immediately placed his arm around her shoulders and looked into the camera. Then the fans went off the stage, and the emcee asked KHJ, "What about the first lady? She didn't get any presents." But Hyun Joong just shrugged it off, saying "Well, game is a game". I frowned and had the urge to scold him, how can he be so heartless!!!
Later, he sang Marry Me/You which had been growing on me as well. It was a really sweet song which allowed Hyun Joong to show off his vocals. Really, he improved alot. All of a sudden, the 1st fan who lost reappeared from backstage! She had staffs pushing her on a movable bed, towards Hyun Joong. The crowd went insane. The song was serenaded to her, where KHJ gave her a bouquet of roses and they even acted a mini MV on stage. Drinking cups of coffee, sitting on a bench together. All the fan services Hyun Joong gave to her! He was so meannnnnnnn. At one point in time, the staffs screened the fan on the bed, and KHJ went behind the screen to find her. Then we were able to see their shadows, where he sat on the bed and leaned in to kiss her hand. Screams and shrieks were heard everywhere. Until the screen was removed, and 2 of his dancers were revealed. What a relief LOL. Hyun Joong and the fan then came out from backstage, holding hands. At the last part of the song, she got to take a polaroid picture with him. Awwwwwwwww, turn out that she's the luckiest girl afterall!
He went backstage to change to another outfit again, a video was played, sort of another MV for Lucky Guy, where he appeared as a beggar, but found this lucky, shining coin and went to the Casino to bet on it. Turns out that he won on the Jackpot and became the lucky guy! So then he reappeared with the song Do You Like That, as well as Lucky Guy. During Do You Like That, the confetti cannon machines at the sides released his Uzoosin bank notes into the air! Everyone was grabbing for it, lol it was kinda a funny sight because Hyun Joong was in the midst of his performance, dancing, and there everyone had their eyes glued to the air to catch those notes. But he was really, really hyper. You could see him enjoying on stage hehe. Really, you could see him jumping everywhere, all over the place, on stage. Kekeke, he's so high like that. After Lucky Guy, he also performed a special dance, sort of like remix to the song.
Another video was played. This time, we were showed his rehearsals and behind the scenes of the Fanmeet videos being filmed. The rehearsal films were similar to the ones shown on his documentary interview. Yep, it was really tough for him. Dance practise, singing during the breaks, and gyming after dance! Even the dance teacher was drained. But nothing could stop him from practising. Perfection was his goal. It was really heartbreaking to see him so tired, but he strives so hard for us, his fans. Then we could see his little antics while he filmed the Fanmeet MV for Lucky Guy. Keke, him being the usual 4D.
Then he reappeared again, had a little speech saying how he feels really lucky to be here, Singapore being his 1st stop. He said he'll do better, perform more handsomely the next time he's here, what's holding him is his fans. He said he had faced a lot of pressure while preparing for his fanmeets, but when thinking of his fans, these stress and pressure becomes nothing. Then I noticed that face cringe habit he has, the one whenever he's about to cry.
Someone even shouted "ULJIMA". Then he walked forward to take a bottle of water, before gulping it down. Another habit when he's close to tears. All these little actions he tried so hard to cover up, but really, as a Triple S, after watching all the concert videos, the X-Newton videos, I would be ashamed if I hadn't spotted it. Then he bent down again in his pokerface, took a towel. Dabbed his face a little and abruptly turn his back to face us as I spy him pressing the towel against his eyes before he faced the crowd again. Really, leader. ;~; I guessed he must have really suffered alot during the preparation for this Asia Tour 2012. He must have been really touched to see so many fans, so many tiny green lights from where he was standing. He knew his effort hasn't gone to waste. He could feel the energy, the support we give him. So please don't cry anymore, you're not alone. No matter how hard things get, you have us, and SS501. ;~~~~~;
Then he said, "It's really sad, but this is the last song for the fanmeeting". And there, he started singing his last song, also known as OST song for a drama, named If You Are Like Me Now. This, this is the song where I was stumped when I first heard it, when I first thought "Wow, KHJ really improved. He is no longer the leader I know who always had to strain his vocals to sing". He was able to reach the high notes effortlessly now. It was a wonderful song. I've always like ballads. Really, and he sang all the ballads entirely, if I wasn't wrong, without the help of any backup song playing in the background, just music.
Then it was encore. To everyone's astonishment, he appeared from the entrance of the stadium, right behind those who were in the floor plan, and walked in between the floor plan and the arena, down the aisle in the floor plan. Everyone ran forward, trying their luck to have a handshake with him as he sang One More Time. Everyone was trying to get a closer glimpse of him. Well, for me, it was too far up in the terrace, so I just remained seated while staring at his gorgeous face. While walking back to the stage, he was waving and smiling, just like a prince in every girl's dream. Then he sang Lucky Guy again.
At the end, Artmatic appeared on stage with him as they did their last bow together.
He really planned every small details for the fanmeet carefully. No wonder he got the venue to be at Indoor Stadium. No wonder he got so emotional after seeing the crowd, and how his 1st stop was about to end. ;~; He had laser lightings, confetti, spot lights and all the indoor pyrotechnics all around the stadium, throughout his fanmeet. It was perfect, it was so him. Even after the performances ended, the huge screen which stated "KHJ Asia Tour 2012 in Singapore" before the fanmeet started, had changed to "KHJ Asia Tour 2012 Goodbye Singapore". This was how perfect he wanted his Asia Tour 2012 to be. And I dare say he succeeded, 501%. I wouldn't be able to tell this to you personally, but I really want to say thank you, for all the effort you've put into your performances, the settings for the fanmeet and your passion for us, fans.
Moving on, the Hi-5 session was about to begin. He went backstage to put on another outfit while the staffs shifted the tables on to the stage. Mr Jeong helped with the shifts yep. LOL what I heard was some fans at the front were swooning over Mr Jeong, calling him etc. So he actually heard after some while, looked up, waved at the fans which caused them to scream even more. Then he turned on his back, and proceeded back to the backstage, scratching his hair sheepishly. LOL, a bodyguard being so shy, because he had the fans screaming for him. LOL.
Anyway the whole Hi-5 session started, and the fans were dispatched by their seats. Floor plan first, followed by the arena and the terrace. So we were the last 3rd block to have to hi-5 him. Surprisingly, he changed the Hi-5 to a handshake when the first person went up. Everyone was like ??? But even the world's biggest idiot should know, handshakes are much more tiring than merely Hi-5s right? Isn't it common sense? You've to use your hand and arm's muscles for handshake while hi-5 only makes use of your arm muscles for lifting it up. I saw his utmost sincerity. He handshaked every fan who went up, giving them one of his tired smiles, saying "Thank You" to every single one of them. As the local newspaper stated, "He didn't even wipe his hand once". Occasionally he would place the other hand on his chest (near his pit), since it's a form of formal handshake for the Koreans. At other times, he would support his weight by placing his free hand on the table. You could really see how exhausted he was. Approximately, 1 and a half hour of vigorous singing and dancing, performing 15 songs, and he had to shake hands with about 1500 people. Still, he was expressing his thanks to every single person with sincerity. I wanted to cry out loud seeing him like that. That's why I fell in love with him in the first place, fell in love with SS501, didn't I?
In the meantime, I don't know what made the girls so high, but they decided to cheer on for him! The DJ was saying how he has been up on stage for almost an hour, shaking everyone's hand, so we've got to make the session a smooth one, and not drag it, blahblahblah. So we waited for a quiet moment, and we shouted, "오빠 화이팅!!!!!!!!!" We got really embarrassed after that, especially when laughter was heard from our sides lol. Apparently some fans found it amusing? We gave up cause we thought he was so focused on his handshakes that he didn't hear us. But after a few long seconds, he looked up and was searching for the voices he heard earlier!!! Omg, I guessed it gave him a little more strength to continue too, I hope! ^^
Halfway through clearing the arena, Mr Jeong suddenly left Hyun Joong, went off the stage, and walked towards the arena, which led to screams from fans' nearby. It was then we realised the staffs were trying to help these 2 grandma fans to make their way down, to the stage, for the Hi-5. They had difficulties walking down, it was then known that they were wheelchair-bounded. Kind Mr Jeong went up to the arena, lifted one of wheelchairs which had the grandma sitting on it, and he proceeded back to the stage carrying her. The other grandma who could walk in small, slow steps, lifted her Hyun Joong's banner with pride and every fan who was in that block screamed and cheered for them, as well as Mr Jeong xD It was such a touching sight to see. You thought this was it? No. Mr Jeong placed the grandma by the side of the stairs. Suddenly, more screams and louder cheers were heard, so I turned my head back to the stage. Hyun Joong was seen being escorted down the stairs (by the securities), and he made his way to the 2 grandmas. Then he hugged them and said his thanks to them. Only when the grandmas were leaving, did he went back up on stage to continue the Hi-5 session! ;~~~;
Linda and I were so excited that we were singing along to the songs being played, swaying to our hearts' content hehe. Soon it was my block's turn to start moving towards the stage. Before that, we had really crazy ideas. Not by me... T_T I actually thought of what I wanted to say to him a few days before, like on 1st May. LOL. I'll elaborate later. And then my friends sort of forced me to paste this U:ZOOSIN sticker on my face too OTL...
Mm, then we got so hyped up, we waited for another silence, and we screamed, "오빠 너 최고!!!!!" LOL, he heard us, he heard us!!! And chuckled to himself. How cute trololololz. I glad he was happy even though he was really tired. Yep, so we proceeded on to the floor plan while waiting for our turns. After watching his performances, and him getting emotional. I wanted to show him that we'll be there for him no matter what, I wanted to tell him that he have to carry on no matter what happens, I wanted to say "힘들어지만, 화이팅해요!" But I knew there was no time, the line was moving really fast. What I'd thought of really early has to be my priority, plus it was so much shorter! LOL, then pinky spotted this U:ZOOSIN bank note lying on the floor, hidden under lots of confetti. She dove down just when she was about to go on stage, right beside a guard, and gave the guard a shock that he stumbled backwards a little LOL. Yep, so she hurried up on stage after that, which caused me to run up the stairs a little too, in fear of lagging behind and having lesser time with him.
I clutched my SS501 lightstick which was lit up, as I strode up the stairs and towards Hyun Joong. Man, I was so nervous I thought I would pee in my shorts!!! So pinky did a little stunt to him, as we suggested earlier LOL. He was smiling, shaking her hand, until he felt something wrong. I saw the guards, as well as Mr Jeong, alerted after it happened, almost wanting to protect him, until they realised it was a small matter LOL. Then Hyun Joong stared at his hand as a surprised look planted on his face. Then it turned into a confused face, where he lifted the other hand, wanting to reach out for something... During this time, he turned from his hand to Linda, and Linda to his hand, contemplating on what he should do LOL. So he gave up settling the stuff... and shook Linda's hand in a rather confused manner... I was chuckling in my heart kekekekeke.
As it got to me, I stretched out my hand and shook his. Since I knew I had very little time, I had to say what I wanted to say reaaaaaally fast!! So I smiled and said, "오공일 만세!!!" And he nodded at me!!!!!! T^T!!!!!!!!! While I was saying it, I waved my lightstick beneath my chin too, so after he nodded, he took a peek at my lightstick and looked at me again, telling me "Thank You" while smiling faintly.
Kyaaaaaaaaaaa. So he acknowledged my statement on SS501!!! Looked at my lightstick!!! And told me thank you!!! I couldn't conclude if he felt happy with my statement or not, but I hope he was! Wendy also told me, when she told him the same sentence, he actually looked surprised, since she was the first in the line. Hehehehehe. So it was mission accomplished!!!!! YAY. My main objective was to let him know that there were still Triple S who were waiting for them to be back, no matter how long it may take. Seriously. Especially when he doesn't have a Twitter, and the other members other than Jung Min had tweeted "오공일 만세" on 1st May, which gave my inspiration for this. Yep so we screamed to our lungs' content when we left the Stadium. We were so contented with his reaction towards our statement hehehehe.
It was then we knew it was over. Everything happened so quickly, a few days went past in a blink of an eye. He was leaving soon. It will be another dream in reality all over again. Sighs. We actually went to the airport the next day, in hope of sending him off. We saw the crew, we saw the staffs, we saw Artmatic, but we never saw him or Mr Jeong. It turned out that he had requested for a day's extension, since he wanted to tour around Singapore a little. From what I've heard, he went to USS, paid $74 for the entrance fee, just to play Transformers. Lol, you cutie. 25-year-old, but five at heart♥
And so he won a USS cap, which says "USS, in Singapore", and he wore it to the airport when he left the day after, which was 6th May. He was still wearing the cap when he left Incheon airport. Do you really love Singapore that much? I'll be delighted if you do. Thanks for everything you did here, for the fans.
And now, I miss him so.
Labels: arrival, Asia Tour 2012, departure, fan account, fancam, fanmeet, In Singapore, kim hyun joong, SS501, TripleS
Five Forever As One♥
Sunday, October 16, 2011 1:54 AM
They are the first kpop group I fell in love with, and probably lasts a lifetime, other than my other favourite band which is FTI. I contemplated to blog about this, but I guess I want to note it down as something to remember.Recently there had been a controversy about leader stating that five of them reuniting is impossible. There's a major difference in rather/quite impossible and impossible. God, was I furious with his statements. It's like he's giving up on the group. Has he been enjoying basking in the glory of his own popularity that he doesn't wish to comeback as a group? I hope not, and I try to believe it's not the case. Because in my opinion, it has been the other members who have been initiating contacts with him, other than recently his visit for kyu's rehearsals... But I'm quite over it right now, because my fellow Triple S has quite convinced me that he's still the Leader that I knew before. His SS501 signature, and all his statements of "believing in SS501". Humans change. However, I really, sincerely hope that my boys always remember who they started out as, and how they have endured everything and what they've went through.
On the other hand, Kyu's interview contradicted what Leader had said. He stated that a group's comeback was possible. If they wanted it, they will have it eventually, by hook or by crook. Well, you have to dream to make it happen right? How can you say it's impossible before even trying... That's why it's been a pleasure reading every single interview article of Kyu's. I love everything about him, everything he says and he's not even my bias. Actually I love everyone of them, I hope I'll continue doing that.
Yes, it's great that they have solo activities right now. They get to be independent, they learn how to promote themselves individually, they get more exposure to the industry, they get to build up their own names, they improve. But as a Triple S, who wouldn't wish that they reunite as one? Even they themselves have said that they will come back as one stronger, better group. So I'll believe in them.
You can be a Henecia/YES/ThanKyu/Jungmin's stan/Jjunaway AND a Triple S. But if you're a stan of only ONE member, with extremely subjective points of view, I suggest you LEAVE the rest of the members alone. DON'T compare my boys because i don't think you are fit to do so. I'm a YoungSaeng stan, but i truly love the five of them. To be honest, I hadn't quite like the idea that they have different fanclubs, I like it to be kept as Triple S. But oh well, things don't always go my way and I have to leave with it. I just hate when stans of only one member starts to be overly defensive over their idol and it triggers a mess in the Triple S fandom. Okay, I'm starting to blubber thoughts that I don't think anyone will understand. It's like how I'm so damned disappointed that Leader's having his 2nd comeback "Lucky Guy" and everyone flocks to vote for him, instead of our Kyu's "Yesterday" which needs much more support to boost his confidence. Did you all forget about Kyu having his promotions already? And how some fans, thinks that the credits of SS501's popularity actually goes to Leader. I'm rolling my eyes so much that they'll get stuck. Come on, Kim Hyun Joong =/= SS501. It's the five of them which makes SS501 okay.
Anyway...
I hope Leader explains himself some day... There's a huge difference in leaving the fandom after this issue AND staying as a Triple S but being mad at Leader's words. Well, I'm the latter. But I'm feeling alot better now thanks to my fellow Triple S. For now, I hope my boys are always happy in whatever they do. Especially Kyu, I hope he gains more self-confidence over time. I don't know how long is this fandom going to last, but i'll wish for it to be as long as possible♥
And so, I hope this issue will die down. Cheer up Triple S♥
Labels: fandom, reflection, SS501, TripleS
Only Heaven knows my heart,
Wednesday, August 24, 2011 11:29 PM
Hi, I thought I should blog about something.
(Something)
LOL, just kidding. I'm in the troll mode, god knows why. Kekeke, I certainly have weird moments like this. Just awhile ago, I replied bb's mention and my friends laughed /_\ Ok I figured it was funny as well hahahahaha. I'll let you guys take a look hahaha.
Sorry bb, you know I love you♥ Not like you'll ever chance upon my mention anyway lol, so why not say what I want to say keukeukeu ^_______^)o
Okay anyway my one and only examinable paper ended yesterday!!! HOLA \@_____@/ Hepihepi saengson! I can't remember when was the last time I was THAT hardworking.
Yes, I actually kind of studied for the paper, I read and read and read all my notes. I typed them out from the powerpoint slides. And I read them on the bus journeys to school, I read them on my journey to the airport to welcome Hyun Joong... That was something really unforgettable. Because there was the motivation of seeing him, had I read it with concentration. I read it a little before his event the next day. After he left, had I lost some of the motivation to study. Lolllll. It's funny how these idols can motivate fans like us, ain't it?
Anyway, I did try my best to continue studying till the very end, because I wanted to do well. I wanted to do well in this course, and get a cool job. Hopefully allowing me to get closer to some of my biases in time to come teehee. And so I went for the paper. I guessed it was alright! I was able to answer the questions 'xcept for a few parts.
I'm glad it's over now. AND MY HOLIDAYS OFFICIALLY STARTED TODAY ^__________________^ HEEEEEEEE.
So I spent today slacking at home. I watched videos, tweeted, tumblr'ed... Yep, that's about it. I was supposed to go jogging. But I felt so lazy, so I just decided against the idea :( I'm still on my way of trying to slim down, sighs. I hope it really will work out.
And then I just listened to HJL IN SG segment on 1003 radio... Cute leader is cute. Why so cute. He even spoke in Chinese kekeke. Then I spaced out and missed Ken's talk about Hyun Joong mentioning how he couldn't sit the rides at USS because there will be fans around. Sigh, idols' burden. They can't go anyway freely etc...
Yep. Because I seldom hear 1003 radio station. It has been a long time, and I happened to hear the kpop greetings portion. There was SS501 shouting cheerfully "大家好, 我们是double S 501!" Then my heart jumped a little. I thought to myself, "how long haven't I heard that from them?", "how long have I not hear them greet as SS501 together...?" ;~;
I really really miss them alot... I want to see them greet as SS501 asap. :c
Then I tweeted "I miss the "We're SS501!" alot." and I received alot of retweets from Triple S. It's touching... How we miss them together. How all the Triple S are together... I love this Double S fandom of mine alot ♥
Don't you think it's pretty? I think it's pretty... ;v;
Labels: In Singapore, kim hyun joong, SS501, TripleS
Quainte meetup,
Saturday, September 18, 2010 9:27 PM
gorgeous haiirrr.
hai people, it's a day out today again.
Kinda overslept.
I woke at 9plus, thinking I should prolly wake up and catch up with subbed MK before heading out.
But then I fell back to sleep, cause I was srsly too tired mehhh.
So I bolted up when there was doorbell.
Uhm, then I checked my phone and it was 1230.
Supposed to meet the girls at 1300.
Freaked out, dashed to the bathroom, and struggled with my contacts bwahahaha.
I wore both and realised something's blurry.
Got freaked out for the second time, thinking what's wrong with the lenses.
Then I realised the left side dropped on the floor orz.
Fail max.
Mmm, so we ate pasta for lunch.
I had fun talking with them ^^
Especially since we had common interests yaya.
Felt so paiseh telling my age, 'cause it seemed so... immature. D:
Met up with rachel after that and we had more chats!
So it was a fun day.
And I made new friends ^^
Labels: F.T Island, music bank, TripleS