운명이면 헛소리?!
Sunday, August 18, 2013 11:20 PM
It's been a long time since I updated.
So I snipped my hair again, got annoyed with the messy curls at the back of my head
Relax time thereafter, and I spoilt myself by indulging in these expensive stickers which cost me almost $10
Also, I'm glad to say I'm accepted into my internship company. I was shocked and appalled by the interview session. It left me really confused as to what I really wanted. I thought to myself, this was not even what I opt for in the first place, yet I couldn't be rejecting because it wasn't something I enjoyed doing in the first place. I chose something else, but wasn't able to get it. So am I supposed to continue moving forward as it is, or am I supposed to make a U-turn where there's no way I could get what I wanted. So I decided to go with destiny, accept the results as it is, no matter what the answer will be. And eventually, they gave me the chance that I'd never gotten from the other side. Thankful, I am, because I had not convinced them well enough that I would perform well. I am not convinced myself that I would do well either. Although the position wasn't what I expected and wished for, but you know how they always say the unexpected could be a blessing in disguise. So I'm going for it, will put in my best effort, and I hope I find my passion and future there. I'm determined to do well, learn as much as I can, be as hardworking as I can. I want my internship to be fruitful to me and advantageous to the company too. Along the way, I might probably have the thoughts on giving up, but I hope I remember that very day, how determined I became, after the interview.
I'm just so disappointed with some people, just to realise that I've been actually denied on something that was supposedly available and acceptable. Was it a lie? Was it fated to be that way? It took me a long way to find out what I really enjoyed and was passionate about, and I'm not ready to let it end here. I'll not be giving up on my current passion as well, will be hopefully trying out again next year if the passion ensues. Maybe at the end of this journey, I'll find that something that I truly am passionate about. Maybe I'll find me.
Labels: internship, motivation, school, thoughts, work
요좀은...
Friday, August 09, 2013 1:13 AM
Really busy with school assignments and all. So I fell sick a few days back, thinking it was just minor body ache and I went for a run in the school gym and felt worse thereafter zz... Went home halfway through our project discussion and apparently my body heated up to a 39.3゜It was sooooo bad, until I received the call that I've been waiting for weeks! Made me perspire for the first time after I've got that fever lmaooooooooo. Yup, the fever was back at night, then I had a throbbing headache that won't go away for two days till today. Worse still, I've been craving for bubble tea till now :c
Okay so I'll be going for my interview on Wednesday, and I'm starting to feel the anxiety... Hope that all will go well /fingers crossed/
JUNE SAWADEEKA!
Monday, July 01, 2013 9:47 PM
It's been a week since BKK trip, so i'll let pictures do the talking ^____^
Labels: overseas, school, selca, shopping, work
It's been a better month,
Friday, March 01, 2013 1:50 AM
February didn't fail me eventually! So I ended my Year 2 with a final media pyschology presentation and media law paper.The presentation was fine! Surprised was I by the response of the parody, apparently everyone loves it, so many kept singing along to the lyrics, many played it on repeat, but nobody told us a thing hahaha. It's amazing. Even the lecturers like it, I think haha.
It was kyu's birthday on 24th! And he came online to thank all of us and his hashtag trended worldwide once again! ;w;
Worked for the next two days, so no legit rest day... But it was fine, because I missed my colleagues and they missed me too hehehehehehehe. They're the best! Other than dream team and all my lovelies. Joked around, chatted and all, so the days past by rather fast and fun.
So they met up ;w; Jjun visited Kyu at work sobs, and I love Kyu's shaves. AND KYU SAID SS501 MANSAE! He's really like the TS president who always reminds us about the group sobs.
What basically happened today. I had an awesome last day of February. Spent with lovely people! Went for Seoul Garden with HL to satisfy our Korean cravings 8) Omg awesome, but I won't eat it so often it's too scary to. And the ice cream was the best part! Then we walked alot!!!!! And I bought stuff. T_______________T GOTTA START SAVING UP AGAIN.
Then I met SPA peeps at Hai Bin for prawning! LOL awesome catch up session weeeeeeh, gossip gossip. And they caught quite a number of prawnssssssss. I was really tired lol, out the entire day while I still suffered from muscle aches, but it was good! Spent my day out till it turned March.
This sums up the entire February! I definitely learnt more things in life, learnt how to face life and suck it up, hopefully I've grew to be a better person, and it has to continue. So dear March, please be better to me, because I believe in you. And I hope for it to be happy, fun and fulfilling! Love ya.
Labels: clique, food, kim hyung joon, kim kyu jong, Korean food, school, selca, SPA
Ah Boys to Men 2!
Friday, February 08, 2013 11:51 PM
I really love this movie! Laugh until peng hahahahaha. Glad I managed to watch it today hehe. Thanks guys. Even though we went to a really /vintage/ cinema lololol. But it was really awesome lol, so hilarious. The rifle raid was so familiar, cause we did it to our juniors too lmao.
Not to mention the actors were charming hahahahahaha, saw the charm in Sergeant Ong and Ken Chow again. And this time round, Lobang got even more handsome than before lolol, his pai kia face and everything. And I loved the song. Omg, wouldn't mind watching it over and over again, it'll probably never get boring. Maybe not, but yeah it's really fantastic. The filming was brilliant too, I kept wondering how Jack Neo managed to film some extreme parts.
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Oh yes, this morning, I left house early to meet my lovables again. Waited for ALL the latecomers at a nearby coffeeshop, with a morning swollen face lol.
We're going back to NHHS to visit our teachers yayyyy. Met lots of teachers, like my cca ones, my class ones and all. Lol all of them said I'm looking more and more like a Korean, cause of my curly wurly, yet short hair.
One and only picture I took lol, I really suck at selfies!
Labels: clique, movie, school, selca
IMC+
Monday, February 04, 2013 11:30 PM
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Finally it's over. It was a long, arduous, really painful journey. Learnt a lot from it, grew a lot stronger, and can differentiate the blacks from the whites. Yeah. Am rather thankful I got to experience the process because I do see so much clearer right now.
Although I didn't do as much as the winning team did (feeling so guilty about that), but I'm proud of the good results! A few days back I was still worrying about securing my attendees and inviting people to the event, I guess it was all good today! Thanks to all my friends who helped out, seriously sincerely from the bottom of my heart. You guys really rock.
We even got like 1st place trending in Singapore, and it lasted for hours on the list and probably a day!
And I really love my besties, my really good friends for life which came from my 4 years in Nanhua. Omg I miss you guys so much now, we need to meet up again soon! I think I took you guys for granted for the four years, thinking about it now, every single one of you so precious so irreplaceable. I probably lived every day laughing at your stupid and foolish jokes that each and every one will trash out lol made life so much easier and less stressful ;v;
Guys who are enlisting really soon, take care!!!! We'll meet sooooon.
Life lately,
Wednesday, January 09, 2013 11:59 PM
Um hey,So, we had to hunt high and low for our sponsors and attendees for our event, which sucks a lot because our grades are dependent on these... Sighs. So I was so elated when one (or say two) companies gave us a decent, positive reply, like they were interested. Unfortunately we kinda had to half-reject one of them, which in return the person replied me in an seemingly uninterested manner already.
Sobs.
And I was trying to better colour up my portfolio, but the first (second?) step was... a failure, because it ended up being a role that was not in my expectations. Well, I applied for the BKK OITP. Hope I get it, cause... It's freaking Bangkok and I want to experience my first school trip in my tertiary life. So yeah.
Then it's the attendees stuff. So I went back speaking to people I hadn't spoke for a year or two. Some were nice, some... apparently weren't very helpful. And I got to catch up with my bestie also so everything's good for now.
Hopefully everything will be better smooth-sailing from here. Peace.
Hope I'll become fitter too (slimmer in a sense)
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Oh, it's a month before my day hee.
Poly 7,
Tuesday, November 20, 2012 11:27 PM
Ahaha, so I finally have this little bit of time to blog about Poly 50! It was a really abrupt, impromptu decision for me to take over one of the Team 3 members to run... I was handling my project on last Tuesday night when I received this call lol. So was I shocked. Like ultimate shock. Because I had not have the thought of ever running for any competitions or marathon, let alone for SPA for Poly 50. Boy. So I spent the whole night in shock and disbelief lol.
Yep, so the next day everyone heard of the news lol, then they were like kind of cheering me on. One side of me was happy I had so many friends who're supporting me. One side of me became more pressurized by the 'great' expectations everyone had? LOL. They were like, "aiya you can do it one la. Don't you gym???" And I was like yeah, but I jog at my own pace in the gym and all lol. This poly 50 so xiong one... Sobs. Yeah anyway, had some issues with the singlet as well, cause I didn't purchase one :'( Save money until like that. But thanks to one of my girls who lent hers to me! And I haven't had the chance to return her yet!
Then we headed to T11 for warm up! Was damn sian because I was really afraid I couldn't run! Then they told me I was the first runner for Team 3 somemore. Walao.
So yeah, there I was with the other two teams' girls. Hehe. Was trying to hype myself up so that I wouldn't be shivering. So there I was all smiley lol. How retarded. We were talking about pooh bear and everything under the sky lol. Collecting my baton was a retarded moment too! I went to every station asking for my baton to find out that it was at the other far end because my tag number was "17". Geez, I asked like three stations and they said the same thing ok, "oh number 17 is over there, *points left*" EMBARRASSING PLEASE. T^T
Whistle was blown, flag was swung, there we go. Everyone speeding off and pushing about! And there I was, still with the smile plastered to my face lol ~________~ Okay la, after that I think my smile was taken down because the girl beside me tried to overtake, she did, but she whamped into the girl in front of her and jammed break. Walao, lucky my reflexes fast enough, I leaped to her right before her leg got to trip me of the grounds. I wonder if anyone caught me doing that stunt lol.
Anyway, the first runners were so crazy, they were speeding ahead, pushing everything that's in their way, leaping off anything that's beneath their shoes. So I was kind of lagging behind a little thereafter, as compared to the other two teams! Plus I was trying to balance myself off the slippery road lol. It was drizzling sighs. So I went down the slope very carefully and tried to speed up after that. Weeh, passed my baton to the next runner and boy, I was panting a little already. Maybe not so much, but my leg muscles were pumping. I could feel how much extra energy I was using than the normal.
Then the downpour started zz. BUT I WAS HYPED ALREADY. It's kind of fun running in the drizzle, but WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SHOWER BUCKETS OF RAIN WATER. Had to shelter my eyes with my hands and keep a lookout for the next runner in the chaos lol. Soon later, it was my turn again. Ran off with the baton in my hand, and wow, this route was sure long lol. Every three strides I take, every three swings of my arms, I wiped my face once with my palm... Halfway of striding and I got tired already, the male runners all zoomed past me like swish swosh swish swosh in their shoes. I could literally feel the breeze from their running lol. Then I was thinking, "why the hell am I running so slow???" So I tried to push myself further, saw this girl pacing herself in front of me, so I told myself to overtake, and I did! Overtook as I ran to the next station, but. Here's the problem, I couldn't find my team mate lol!!! Everyone shifted forward, such that I couldn't rely on the tag numbers anymore! Lucky enough, I heard her shouting for me and passed the baton. The downpour wasn't going to stop anytime. Then seconds later, they announced for the race to be stopped :(
Damned, we were doing okay. But the race was cancelled, not even postponed, but cancelled. I WAS SO HYPED UP ALREADY, PREPPED MYSELF AS A RUNNER. WHY. My first run became... a warm up lol. With me running for only twice out of the 9 times.
Hmm, but I enjoyed it! Three of our teams got to at least run 7 rounds while the other schools/cca had an average of roughly 5 rounds teehee.
Drenched but satisfied.
My precious Ares group :')
Tdah! My first and, last(?) running tag that's in green!!
Mm, first running experience, and it was great. Don't know if I will be going for more, but this definitely gave me a whole different view of running. I don't loathe it like I do in the past. But it's still not to the extend where I will like it. Not sure if I'll try something like that again, because I can't take the pressure of a competition, but I might try! Because I love the sense of accomplishment thereafter. :')
Thank you SPA for such a unknowing opportunity. A whole new discovery about myself lol.
Swish swosh, swish swosh,
Wednesday, November 14, 2012 10:39 PM
And my fbt almost dropped.Dirt, sweat, determination
Friday, November 09, 2012 9:16 AM
Had to start managing a social media account for the socm module with regards to one of our interest and of course, social media... So I chose health/sports and Twitter as the platform, to talk about it, share related tips, and also to converse with people of the same interest!
Well, by starting this account, it had already sort of motivated me to maintain healthy and fit myself hehe, when I read all the motivational and inspirational quotes on Twitter, tweeted by others... Hopefully I'll keep this up and become a fitter and slimmer person hehehehehe.
So follow me @socialveggie on Twitter now! Or even Tumblr! Be it to motivate you to exercise and workout, or gain more tips about being healthier!
Labels: school, social media, twitter
Year Two Semester Two
Monday, October 15, 2012 1:48 AM
Heck, school's starting today. Everyone's complaining and I've grown out of that already, even though I still hate school as much. I just hope this semester wouldn't be as bad.
That's for school.
I probably need a lot of motivation this semester. I need to do better. I hope I do. I have friends who are supporting me ^w^
Labels: F.T Island, school