Marks of life.

Friday, June 08, 2012 11:11 PM

Yep. So it's another year of 8th June again.

This year, I'm so fucking busy I couldn't celebrate virtually :( So I spent like only 1 hour reblogging edits of others and tweeting... 3 of them tweeted about it as well ^^ Except for min, who's still tied with his ex-company controversy. Sigh, I hope he's alright... Mm.

So that's basically it for the anniversary, since I was out dealing with my school assignments. I really feel like dying lol. Keep those suicidal thoughts coming in. Yep.

Because I was kinda busy, I didn't blog about this earlier. But 3rd June 2012 was also one of the most memorable day for Triple S.

Because SS501 reunited at Kyu's Special Fanmeeting ;w;

It was a farewell fanmeeting for his enlistment, since he's enlisting in July. I believed that the four will be there since enlistment is no small matter. It's for 2 fucking years. Sigh, I'll miss him so damned much. What will I do when there's no Triple S President on Twitter to call us Pretties? What will I do when he's not on Twitter to entertain all his Triple S members? What will I do when he's not there to remind and comfort us about SS501? How will he do in army? Will he miss us alot too? Will he be very sad? So they really turned up... One by one.

The one who rushed over from the airport, after his Asia Tour in China, with his bloodshot eyes and deep, rough voice full of tiredness. The one who rushed over after his "Crying" performance on Inkigayo together with his dancers, in his performance outfit and turned out to be the one who dressed the most glamorous at the FM. The one who appeared in a new, light brown hair colour and refused to appear publicly on stage due to his contract controversy and his injured neck with a neck patch over it. The one who rushed down from his filming site, in his military cap to cover his face without makeup.

I was so so so so so touched. And when people said that only our Center could bring the five back together, I agreed. It wasn't an official comeback, it wasn't a release of an album, but still, they reunited as one. Sigh. I really missed them so much, missed seeing them appearing on the stage together, missed seeing them say "We're SS501!" with their hand gestures. Missed all of their crazy antics, teasing of each other and genuine smiles when they're together. I miss the days they were younger. All of them looked so tired now, though still handsome. I don't know what to say anymore. But that was the day that ALL TRIPLE S floated up the Internet surface and everyone was just elated. Well, a picture speaks a thousand words...

All the emotions just came flooding back that day, that night... And even Kyu tweeted a day later, he was missing his SS501 members, the staffs, Triple S and Thankyus... He was suffering from the withdrawals that would be commonly known to every, single fans.

I love SS501 ;w;

Labels: anniversary, date to remember, fanmeet, I fucking love this, SS501

Saturday, May 05, 2012 9:36 PM

KHJ Asia Tour 2012 in SG

2nd May

He arrived at around 1.30pm in the afternoon. It was announced two nights before, I was contemplating if I should skip makeup class for his arrival... In the end, Heaven's on my side, class was postponed. So I got to rush down to the airport after my class ended at 12pm. Almost late, but there. Yep, there were fans running from the inside, that was when we know he was here. I tried to spot him but the first person I saw was Mr Jeong LOL. He completely blocked my view of Hyun Joong tsk... Plus KHJ was wearing brown-beigey trenchcoat that day... Low profiled colours. Yep. Then I managed to video him looking at Pinky's board after he turned and headed straight for the exit. Then I rushed back to school for dance thereafter lol. OTL, I suffered from a headache that night.

4th May

Left Korean class earlier this day, because I was afraid of being late. The FM starts at 8pm while class will end at 7.30. So I left around 7pm. Got there at exactly 8pm phew. Was running up and down escalators on my way to Stadium lmao. Yep, our seats were far, but still viewable, so I guessed it's okay ^____^

The FM started late as people were still strolling in. I guessed he didn't want anyone to be missing out the start. So it started with the Introductory song, Let me go.

Followed by Break Down. Then he disappeared back stage to change his outfit. Meanwhile, a video "The Greatest Star on Planet" was played.

I thought it was amazing, because the video was simply awesome. He was introduced in an outerspace manner, where he was viewed in the Universe, speaking in some alien accent, introducing himself as "Kim Hyun Joong, the God of Universe". And he explained how he found Earth and started living here, then he found Singapore, where he grew to like alot. He even introduced some tourism attractions like the Marina Bay Sands and Orchard Road. I was amazed. Really. Until the last part, he said he "felt empty", he asked "why?" and he ended the video saying, "This is... Loneliness" and everyone aww'ed. ;~~~~~; There must be hidden meanings on Triple S understands, right?

Then he returned in another black outfit, with a really low collar that you could see his cleavage lol. It was clear how much thinner he became, sigh. How heartbreaking. He then sung Please, and shockingly he ripped his top apart, showing us Jjitjoong! Yes, I mentioned how skinny he was, it's true. Not as muscular and meaty, bulky, whatever you describe... His moobs and chocolate abs were less obvious, I thought I could see his ribcage. :( It's really sad, you can see how much he's suffered from practising and perfecting this Asia Tour Fanmeet of his...

Then it was a little talk session. He explained that he could always feel the warmth we give him in Singapore. "Treating him with much warm, that's what he said, which was also his reason for choosing Singapore as his 1st stop for the Asia Tour 2012.

The next song was Thank You, where everyone swooned right away after hearing the intro... This song was dedicated to all the fans, as he sang with all his heart, sincerely thanking everyone of us ;~; After which, he proceeded to the next song which before, he told us that he "felt that this song truly expresses my feelings to all my fans. I really love this line, so I'd prepared it in English so that everyone can sing along." And this song is Happiness. He specially rewrote this line of the song in English, "Happiness without you baby, I can't even imagine it". He had a little difficulties teaching us how to sing this line at first lollllll. Firstly he told us that he will start singing, then as he passes us the mic, we'll have to continue the line. But some didn't understand, so as he sang, "Happiness..." and the crowd followed him by singing "Happiness without you baby..." and everyone sang at different pace by the second part which created laughter lol. Then he explained saying that he wanted everyone to continue his line after he passes the mic to us. Yep, so after struggling a little, we managed to sing it in the right tune and right way he wanted us to. Hehe.

KHJ: Happiness... -passes mic-
Us: Without you baby, I can't even...
KHJ: -shakes head-
KHJ: Happiness... -points at himself-
KHJ: Without you baby... -points to us-
KHJ: Happiness~
Us: Without you baby~
KHJ: I can't even...
Us: I can't even...
KHJ: -awkward smile & fed up look-
KHJ: I can't even... -points at himself-
KHJ: Imagine it... -points to us-

There he proceeded to sing the song, and when it comes to his favourite line, he went, "Happiness...". And the crowd sang, "Without you baby, I can't even imagine it~". But honestly, I couldn't hear the crowd cause the music was playing so loud, except for the last part "imagine it". I'm glad he heard it too, because after that line, he smiled and said, "Thank you~". Then he continued to finish the song.

Then he disappeared backstage once again, where another video starts playing. This time round, they showed a video of the 5 things he wants to do with his girlfriend. Well, it was sooooooo adorable. The girlfriend in the video was a huge fluffy white teddy bear! Just like the one Kyu Jong carried around in Thanks for Waking Me Up. Heee. LOL he watched the movie Titanic, and he wanted to imitate the famous part! So he backhugged the bear, with the fan blowing in his face. There was this part where it was adorable to the max, he bought a diamond ring, where everyone aww'ed, then he was thinking of how to give it to his girlfriend... Being 4D, he placed the ring through a string (hey, it rhymes) and then he tried it on the bear. The bear was holding on to the string and he levered the other end of the string so that the ring will slide to his supposedly girlfriend's finger. But to his disappointment, he wasn't able to slip on the ring onto the bear's finger LOL.

He reappeared singing Kiss Kiss, where he carried the same white teddy the staffs prepared for him on the stairs. To everyone's amazement, he walked down the stage, towards the crowd, and gave the teddy to this lady, and took a picture with her! The crowd went crazy, even I did. T_______T I want a picture with him and the teddy so badly!!! He said the song was dedicated for her, as well as giving the teddy. Then he asked the lady, "Is it your first time seeing me?" The lucky girl was really nervous but she managed a reply, "No, I met you when you came for The FaceShop Fanmeet". Confused leader appeared to be confused, then he realised, ah... The FaceShop... Keke.

Thereafter, he went back up the stage, and sang I'm Your Man. I really really love this song... He improved so much, his voice is getting more powerful everytime I hear him sing. As the song ended, he drank some water, and said "You guys are so lucky to be here at the stadium with me tonight. Are you curious why? Because, this song will be sung officially here on stage for the first time, and this song is Smile". He even introduced the song in English, he said "Smile". He also ended the song, shaking his butt in a really cute manner. Aww, leader you're such a tease!

Because I'm Stupid was next. It's a tedious song, I could see his neck straining as he sang. It was a live rendition. But really, he did well, he sang the whole song alone. This song was initially sang by SS501 sub-unit. I was happy, he chose a song that was sung by his group members. I loved this song as I watched BOF. As he sang, he walked up to the higher level on stage, and sat on a high chair while footages and sketches of BOF was played on the screen. It reignited my love for this song. ;~;

He was perspiring really badly on stage lol. So much that he took a towel at the front of the stage, dabbed his face a little and threw the towel to the crowd. Keke.

Mm, then he went backstage to change to a casual outfit. And then it was a mini talk session again, where he mentioned that the stadium was really heating up with all our enthusiasm. Well, lollllllllllllll how cute. Leadeeeeeer, you must really be feeling very hot hehe. He was asked for the number of songs he had sung so far, he replied saying he doesn't count the number of songs he will sing. He just want to sing as many songs as he can and enjoy the most out of the fanmeet. He was then thrown a sudden question on plans for solo concert, which made him startled for awhile before he replied saying there were no concrete plans since he has Asia Tour 2012 and then Japanese album, so perhaps next year. Then he was asked, what kind of Singapore delicacies have he tried so far, he replied saying that he ate Chili Crab the night before. He followed by saying it was really delicious and that he will eat it the next day too. Then the emcee surprised us by informing us there's a little game session for 5 lucky fans! Apparently KHJ had stuck 5 yellow post-its before the FM had begun, and everyone was to look under their seats to look for them. So these 5 fans had to play a game of scissors, paper, stone with him. He tried following the emcee and said "scissors, paper, stone" in English, he got confused for awhile, "sone...? Ah... stone!!" SO ADORABLE. And sadly the fan who lost, had no presents, and left the stage. Being sooooooooo cute, he said "I'm sowweeeeeee". I MELTED INSTANTLY. Then they proceeded to play a game called One mind with Kim Hyun Joong.

Firstly, he did 3 poses of Marilyn Monroe. The 1st pose was really sexy lmaoooooooo. He was so cheeky when he did that pose but instantly turned shy after that LOL. Then he stood at the back of the remaining 4 fans, and at the count of 3, they have to choose and do a pose. They'll only win if the pose was the same as Hyun Joong's. So Hyun Joong counted to 3, "One, Two, Three". He counted in fluent, yet cute English kekeke. With the correct pronunciations. Really. I'm proud of you, boy!

The 2nd pose was Baseball. This was the difficult part because both fans left kept posing the same pose as Hyun Joong! Until the emcee instructed them to close their eyes while doing the poses, and a girl lost, leaving one fan left. This lucky fan then had a picture with him, in any pose she likes! T_T Lol, but Hyun Joong without hearing what the emcee had to say, immediately placed his arm around her shoulders and looked into the camera. Then the fans went off the stage, and the emcee asked KHJ, "What about the first lady? She didn't get any presents." But Hyun Joong just shrugged it off, saying "Well, game is a game". I frowned and had the urge to scold him, how can he be so heartless!!!

Later, he sang Marry Me/You which had been growing on me as well. It was a really sweet song which allowed Hyun Joong to show off his vocals. Really, he improved alot. All of a sudden, the 1st fan who lost reappeared from backstage! She had staffs pushing her on a movable bed, towards Hyun Joong. The crowd went insane. The song was serenaded to her, where KHJ gave her a bouquet of roses and they even acted a mini MV on stage. Drinking cups of coffee, sitting on a bench together. All the fan services Hyun Joong gave to her! He was so meannnnnnnn. At one point in time, the staffs screened the fan on the bed, and KHJ went behind the screen to find her. Then we were able to see their shadows, where he sat on the bed and leaned in to kiss her hand. Screams and shrieks were heard everywhere. Until the screen was removed, and 2 of his dancers were revealed. What a relief LOL. Hyun Joong and the fan then came out from backstage, holding hands. At the last part of the song, she got to take a polaroid picture with him. Awwwwwwwww, turn out that she's the luckiest girl afterall!

He went backstage to change to another outfit again, a video was played, sort of another MV for Lucky Guy, where he appeared as a beggar, but found this lucky, shining coin and went to the Casino to bet on it. Turns out that he won on the Jackpot and became the lucky guy! So then he reappeared with the song Do You Like That, as well as Lucky Guy. During Do You Like That, the confetti cannon machines at the sides released his Uzoosin bank notes into the air! Everyone was grabbing for it, lol it was kinda a funny sight because Hyun Joong was in the midst of his performance, dancing, and there everyone had their eyes glued to the air to catch those notes. But he was really, really hyper. You could see him enjoying on stage hehe. Really, you could see him jumping everywhere, all over the place, on stage. Kekeke, he's so high like that. After Lucky Guy, he also performed a special dance, sort of like remix to the song.

Another video was played. This time, we were showed his rehearsals and behind the scenes of the Fanmeet videos being filmed. The rehearsal films were similar to the ones shown on his documentary interview. Yep, it was really tough for him. Dance practise, singing during the breaks, and gyming after dance! Even the dance teacher was drained. But nothing could stop him from practising. Perfection was his goal. It was really heartbreaking to see him so tired, but he strives so hard for us, his fans. Then we could see his little antics while he filmed the Fanmeet MV for Lucky Guy. Keke, him being the usual 4D.

Then he reappeared again, had a little speech saying how he feels really lucky to be here, Singapore being his 1st stop. He said he'll do better, perform more handsomely the next time he's here, what's holding him is his fans. He said he had faced a lot of pressure while preparing for his fanmeets, but when thinking of his fans, these stress and pressure becomes nothing. Then I noticed that face cringe habit he has, the one whenever he's about to cry.

Someone even shouted "ULJIMA". Then he walked forward to take a bottle of water, before gulping it down. Another habit when he's close to tears. All these little actions he tried so hard to cover up, but really, as a Triple S, after watching all the concert videos, the X-Newton videos, I would be ashamed if I hadn't spotted it. Then he bent down again in his pokerface, took a towel. Dabbed his face a little and abruptly turn his back to face us as I spy him pressing the towel against his eyes before he faced the crowd again. Really, leader. ;~; I guessed he must have really suffered alot during the preparation for this Asia Tour 2012. He must have been really touched to see so many fans, so many tiny green lights from where he was standing. He knew his effort hasn't gone to waste. He could feel the energy, the support we give him. So please don't cry anymore, you're not alone. No matter how hard things get, you have us, and SS501. ;~~~~~;

Then he said, "It's really sad, but this is the last song for the fanmeeting". And there, he started singing his last song, also known as OST song for a drama, named If You Are Like Me Now. This, this is the song where I was stumped when I first heard it, when I first thought "Wow, KHJ really improved. He is no longer the leader I know who always had to strain his vocals to sing". He was able to reach the high notes effortlessly now. It was a wonderful song. I've always like ballads. Really, and he sang all the ballads entirely, if I wasn't wrong, without the help of any backup song playing in the background, just music.

Then it was encore. To everyone's astonishment, he appeared from the entrance of the stadium, right behind those who were in the floor plan, and walked in between the floor plan and the arena, down the aisle in the floor plan. Everyone ran forward, trying their luck to have a handshake with him as he sang One More Time. Everyone was trying to get a closer glimpse of him. Well, for me, it was too far up in the terrace, so I just remained seated while staring at his gorgeous face. While walking back to the stage, he was waving and smiling, just like a prince in every girl's dream. Then he sang Lucky Guy again.

At the end, Artmatic appeared on stage with him as they did their last bow together.

He really planned every small details for the fanmeet carefully. No wonder he got the venue to be at Indoor Stadium. No wonder he got so emotional after seeing the crowd, and how his 1st stop was about to end. ;~; He had laser lightings, confetti, spot lights and all the indoor pyrotechnics all around the stadium, throughout his fanmeet. It was perfect, it was so him. Even after the performances ended, the huge screen which stated "KHJ Asia Tour 2012 in Singapore" before the fanmeet started, had changed to "KHJ Asia Tour 2012 Goodbye Singapore". This was how perfect he wanted his Asia Tour 2012 to be. And I dare say he succeeded, 501%. I wouldn't be able to tell this to you personally, but I really want to say thank you, for all the effort you've put into your performances, the settings for the fanmeet and your passion for us, fans.

Moving on, the Hi-5 session was about to begin. He went backstage to put on another outfit while the staffs shifted the tables on to the stage. Mr Jeong helped with the shifts yep. LOL what I heard was some fans at the front were swooning over Mr Jeong, calling him etc. So he actually heard after some while, looked up, waved at the fans which caused them to scream even more. Then he turned on his back, and proceeded back to the backstage, scratching his hair sheepishly. LOL, a bodyguard being so shy, because he had the fans screaming for him. LOL.

Anyway the whole Hi-5 session started, and the fans were dispatched by their seats. Floor plan first, followed by the arena and the terrace. So we were the last 3rd block to have to hi-5 him. Surprisingly, he changed the Hi-5 to a handshake when the first person went up. Everyone was like ??? But even the world's biggest idiot should know, handshakes are much more tiring than merely Hi-5s right? Isn't it common sense? You've to use your hand and arm's muscles for handshake while hi-5 only makes use of your arm muscles for lifting it up. I saw his utmost sincerity. He handshaked every fan who went up, giving them one of his tired smiles, saying "Thank You" to every single one of them. As the local newspaper stated, "He didn't even wipe his hand once". Occasionally he would place the other hand on his chest (near his pit), since it's a form of formal handshake for the Koreans. At other times, he would support his weight by placing his free hand on the table. You could really see how exhausted he was. Approximately, 1 and a half hour of vigorous singing and dancing, performing 15 songs, and he had to shake hands with about 1500 people. Still, he was expressing his thanks to every single person with sincerity. I wanted to cry out loud seeing him like that. That's why I fell in love with him in the first place, fell in love with SS501, didn't I?

In the meantime, I don't know what made the girls so high, but they decided to cheer on for him! The DJ was saying how he has been up on stage for almost an hour, shaking everyone's hand, so we've got to make the session a smooth one, and not drag it, blahblahblah. So we waited for a quiet moment, and we shouted, "오빠 화이팅!!!!!!!!!" We got really embarrassed after that, especially when laughter was heard from our sides lol. Apparently some fans found it amusing? We gave up cause we thought he was so focused on his handshakes that he didn't hear us. But after a few long seconds, he looked up and was searching for the voices he heard earlier!!! Omg, I guessed it gave him a little more strength to continue too, I hope! ^^

Halfway through clearing the arena, Mr Jeong suddenly left Hyun Joong, went off the stage, and walked towards the arena, which led to screams from fans' nearby. It was then we realised the staffs were trying to help these 2 grandma fans to make their way down, to the stage, for the Hi-5. They had difficulties walking down, it was then known that they were wheelchair-bounded. Kind Mr Jeong went up to the arena, lifted one of wheelchairs which had the grandma sitting on it, and he proceeded back to the stage carrying her. The other grandma who could walk in small, slow steps, lifted her Hyun Joong's banner with pride and every fan who was in that block screamed and cheered for them, as well as Mr Jeong xD It was such a touching sight to see. You thought this was it? No. Mr Jeong placed the grandma by the side of the stairs. Suddenly, more screams and louder cheers were heard, so I turned my head back to the stage. Hyun Joong was seen being escorted down the stairs (by the securities), and he made his way to the 2 grandmas. Then he hugged them and said his thanks to them. Only when the grandmas were leaving, did he went back up on stage to continue the Hi-5 session! ;~~~;

Linda and I were so excited that we were singing along to the songs being played, swaying to our hearts' content hehe. Soon it was my block's turn to start moving towards the stage. Before that, we had really crazy ideas. Not by me... T_T I actually thought of what I wanted to say to him a few days before, like on 1st May. LOL. I'll elaborate later. And then my friends sort of forced me to paste this U:ZOOSIN sticker on my face too OTL...

Mm, then we got so hyped up, we waited for another silence, and we screamed, "오빠 너 최고!!!!!" LOL, he heard us, he heard us!!! And chuckled to himself. How cute trololololz. I glad he was happy even though he was really tired. Yep, so we proceeded on to the floor plan while waiting for our turns. After watching his performances, and him getting emotional. I wanted to show him that we'll be there for him no matter what, I wanted to tell him that he have to carry on no matter what happens, I wanted to say "힘들어지만, 화이팅해요!" But I knew there was no time, the line was moving really fast. What I'd thought of really early has to be my priority, plus it was so much shorter! LOL, then pinky spotted this U:ZOOSIN bank note lying on the floor, hidden under lots of confetti. She dove down just when she was about to go on stage, right beside a guard, and gave the guard a shock that he stumbled backwards a little LOL. Yep, so she hurried up on stage after that, which caused me to run up the stairs a little too, in fear of lagging behind and having lesser time with him.

I clutched my SS501 lightstick which was lit up, as I strode up the stairs and towards Hyun Joong. Man, I was so nervous I thought I would pee in my shorts!!! So pinky did a little stunt to him, as we suggested earlier LOL. He was smiling, shaking her hand, until he felt something wrong. I saw the guards, as well as Mr Jeong, alerted after it happened, almost wanting to protect him, until they realised it was a small matter LOL. Then Hyun Joong stared at his hand as a surprised look planted on his face. Then it turned into a confused face, where he lifted the other hand, wanting to reach out for something... During this time, he turned from his hand to Linda, and Linda to his hand, contemplating on what he should do LOL. So he gave up settling the stuff... and shook Linda's hand in a rather confused manner... I was chuckling in my heart kekekekeke.

As it got to me, I stretched out my hand and shook his. Since I knew I had very little time, I had to say what I wanted to say reaaaaaally fast!! So I smiled and said, "오공일 만세!!!" And he nodded at me!!!!!! T^T!!!!!!!!! While I was saying it, I waved my lightstick beneath my chin too, so after he nodded, he took a peek at my lightstick and looked at me again, telling me "Thank You" while smiling faintly.

Kyaaaaaaaaaaa. So he acknowledged my statement on SS501!!! Looked at my lightstick!!! And told me thank you!!! I couldn't conclude if he felt happy with my statement or not, but I hope he was! Wendy also told me, when she told him the same sentence, he actually looked surprised, since she was the first in the line. Hehehehehe. So it was mission accomplished!!!!! YAY. My main objective was to let him know that there were still Triple S who were waiting for them to be back, no matter how long it may take. Seriously. Especially when he doesn't have a Twitter, and the other members other than Jung Min had tweeted "오공일 만세" on 1st May, which gave my inspiration for this. Yep so we screamed to our lungs' content when we left the Stadium. We were so contented with his reaction towards our statement hehehehe.

It was then we knew it was over. Everything happened so quickly, a few days went past in a blink of an eye. He was leaving soon. It will be another dream in reality all over again. Sighs. We actually went to the airport the next day, in hope of sending him off. We saw the crew, we saw the staffs, we saw Artmatic, but we never saw him or Mr Jeong. It turned out that he had requested for a day's extension, since he wanted to tour around Singapore a little. From what I've heard, he went to USS, paid $74 for the entrance fee, just to play Transformers. Lol, you cutie. 25-year-old, but five at heart♥

And so he won a USS cap, which says "USS, in Singapore", and he wore it to the airport when he left the day after, which was 6th May. He was still wearing the cap when he left Incheon airport. Do you really love Singapore that much? I'll be delighted if you do. Thanks for everything you did here, for the fans.

And now, I miss him so.

Labels: arrival, Asia Tour 2012, departure, fan account, fancam, fanmeet, In Singapore, kim hyun joong, SS501, TripleS

Saturday, August 20, 2011 1:55 AM

So, as lucky as a Triple S I am... I ended up getting a ticket for his TFS Asia Tour, thanks to a friend.

Well, my story goes like that... I didn't worry about getting a ticket since the details stated it would be on a Friday afternoon, where I thought I'll be in school, having lessons. Then it finally dawned upon me that, my study week starts this week, which means I didn't have school the entire week! Tickets were still selling. But I didn't really want to get THE products for the ticket... Plus I had to study for my exams. So I thought, maybe i'll skip this time's event then.

BUT, there was an extra ticket! And I was invited thanks to my beloved friends whom I don't want to name so openly. So we met about 9plus and headed to RWS. I was dead tired, since the night before I tried studying, but failed terribly. You know I hate waking up early, but had to do so this morning... So we found the queue near the Coliseum, settled down and stoned. We did chat, but we spaced out quite a lot. Either that, or I was trying to read my notes while she tried persuading someone else on Twitter lmao!!!!! Then we managed to persuade Diiiiiii to come along!!! LOL, turns out that the person queuing in front of us, was her colleague... And she came alone. Really amazing. So we sort of chatted, eat... Then we had our shirts changed. I didn't freaking study T_T Anyway the registration started on time. We've got chopped, bag checks then we proceeded in to the venue with goodie bags yay!

Found a good spot to stand then I started to sweat like mad, even when I tied a ponytail woooosh. Anyway we waited for about an hour more and it rained for quite awhile but stopped. It was when Ken announced that there will be lucky winners, and had us checking the inner side of the goodie bag for a red chop... We checked Pinky's first... and they were checking it really slowly, fearing of missing out the red chop, when I glanced at the other two bags and SPOTTED SOMETHING RED PEEPING OUT. My eyes grew REALLY big and I went like, "OMG, IS THAT IT...?!?!?!?!". The two of them followed my line of vision, then we all SCREAMED LIKE AHHHHHHHHHHH. Pinky was jumping. Everyone, in front, behind, beside were all looking at us three retards screaming at a paper bag lmfao... We passed the bag to Pinky and she proceeded to the Autograph area. Lucky her! 8)
There were a few Q&A for autograph and phototaking passes, I didn't really want them. It's a living doll I'll be seeing, and I was quite scared, and satisfied to see him from where I was. So I didn't try. Oh, there was this girl who was really good at dancing Break Down! Even though she was quite nervous that she breathed like she was gonna get asthma haha. Anyway we remained standing where we were, till he arrived!

First thing as he came on stage, he waved to the crowd with Autograph and Phototaking passes. Even though it wasn't to us, I was still so thrilled! It was the first time I see him giving THIS MUCH fan services. Leader, you've changed alot... We love you alot too... Then he introduced himself as Kim Hyun Joong. Next, the TFS management presented him a trophy named "Best Singer Award". Oh well, we heard that he mentioned at the Press Con that he wanted a "Best Actor's Award" trophy because he received one t-shirt with the same quote ytd, from his staffs(?) You should see his smile when he received the trophy hehehe, like a kid receiving candies... Yeap, then he proceeded to sign the background picture and Ken requested him to explain his signature. It says "Kim Hyun Joong, SS501 (something) and 19th August 2011" Pretty, big signature ^_____^

Later on was the phototaking session, he had his long arms around the ladies and smiled really cutely~ Some of them even requested hugs and handshakes and he gave it to them willingly without hesitation! Then he was guided to the table full of presents for him. We were praying that he'll choose Pinky's but oh well, he didn't~ He chose a handmade fanboard/letter, a frame saying "Best Lover's Award" and a comic book about "Space".
Then he explained saying "The fan letter may look common, but I can see a lot of effort is put in to make this card..." He really loves handmade stuff, really. SS501 just doesn't want fans to spend those unnecessary money... Well, as for the Best Lover's Award, he chose it because he thinks that he is one kekeke. And the last one, "Space" just attracts an alien, du~uh?

Here comes the auction, for his autographed standee, as well as an autographed limited edition album of his. Ken asked if he remembered what was the meaning of 6686 as the final bidding price for his last year's auction item. He replied "Yes, my birthday~" His standee started at a price of $150... and rose to a price of $2000++ with an amount of $501 in between keke. That number is just too important and unique to not mention. Moving on to his album, it rocketed quickly from $1000 to $2000 and even $3000. He even mentioned that he remembered the lady who bid a $2000++, bidded in last year's auction too. Boy, your memory's real good... Well that lady bidded his standee for $6000 the last time round and did not get it. She was also the last bidder this time, with the amount of $3500. Leader was starting to shake his head after hearing the amount bidded... Then he quickly added that, I hope this lady will win it. And she did! Since Triple S are really good fans, they abide to Hyun Joong's wish. ^______^
He embarrassingly let out a chuckle when Ken mentioned this must be the most expensive album he ever had. And he also stated, he wished that the album... the music is worth every single cent and penny she've spent on it. I love you leader ;~; How and where else can you find such a sincere guy???

Then it was the autograph session already. From our observation, he said Thank You in English to almost every fan. Of course you can't expect him to not miss out a few, it'll be tiring to have to keep repeating~ And he constantly puts on a smile, okay what I'm saying make it sounds fake, but I can see that he is genuinely smiling to Triple S. I can really see his love and concern for us. Halfway through, there was a loud shriek in the crowd, him engrossed in signing, IMMEDIATELY looked up and squinted. I am guessing that he was worried someone might had an accident or something. Lovely leader...

Lastly, he had a company photo with TFS, where he naturally held the kids when he saw them. He squatted down and hugged the little boy at his waist. This little rascal naturally sat on his lap!!! Leader was shocked for a moment, he kept glancing at his lap keke. And when the phototaking ended, he was about to return the boy to his daddy... But the boy didn't want to let him go, he was clutching on to leader's huge hands lmaoooooooooo. Leader smiled at this boy innocence and cuteness. But it was after a few seconds he realised that the little kid was not planning to let go and he panicked in his heart... He kept turning to look at Ken, and the daddy, for help. But nobody wanted to save him, until later keke. Hyun Joong, even kids like you ^w^;

Yes and he kept promising us he will be back really soon, for a concert to watch him perform live. I believe him, cause he never once fail to keep his promise. Leader, we love you ;v;

You'll make a good father♥

Sleep well, sweet dreams. Have a safe flight to Malaysia and have lotsa fun. We'll miss you ;~;

Labels: date to remember, fan account, fandom, fanmeet, In Singapore, kim hyun joong, SS501

Tuesday, December 07, 2010 2:36 PM

Credits : Sudal @ liezle.blogspot.com + (English Translation) xiaochu @ Quainte501.com

Please repost with full credits only

Clouds always become rain...
Talking about our meeting
Every now and then you get drenched in rain
But you waited for me
I could not even say a word of thanks

Among the many people...
I saw you searching for me
Raising your small hand...
You said something to me
Always... loving only me

When I was looking for you
You smile at me
At that moment, I will say with my eyes

Even the words 'I Love You' cannot fill
You who is a huge part of my life
Thank you for your love...

- By YoungSaeng

In hangul

언제나 구름은 비가되어...
우리의 만남을 얘기해
때로는 비를 맞으며
넌 나를 기다렸었지
고맙단 그말도 못했는데
수많은 사람들 속에서...
날 찾고 있는 너의 모습을 봤어
너의 작은 손을 들어...
내게 말하고 있었지
늘... 나만 사랑한다고
내가 널 찾을 땐
넌 내게 미소를 짓고
그땐 너에게 눈으로 말할게
사랑한단 말로도 채울 수 없는
너라는 커다란 내 삶속에
Thank you for your love...
- By 영생

Watching Gumiho now ^^

Labels: fanmeet, heo young saeng, SS501

Monday, December 06, 2010 12:41 AM

Cr: Lois

I feel like I'm still dreaming of seeing them.
I can't remember whole story to write but I'll try to do my best as much as I can.

First of all, I'd like to tell you that Kyu Jong & Young Saeng were extremely handsome & gorgeous!!!! Ah~ You girls must've seen their outstanding looks.
When they came out to the stage, I've got almost crazy. Waving my hands, Shouting with joy, Showing off their goods at one time. hahaha.

At the beginning of the show, they said hello to fans.

YS : Hello. I'm Young Saeng. I'm chic as you expected. (LOL)
KJ : Good to see you. I'm Kyu Jong. It's been a long time, hasn't it? I'm so happy that many fans came to see us. Let's have a good time today.

After their geeting, our boys picked up some questions which were submitted by fans via ticketing site. Some of them were serious questions and the rest were funny.

Q : What's acceptable age difference between you and your girl friend?
KJ : Acceptable age difference between me and my girlfriend should be from 4 years younger to 6 years older. (Many fans who are more younger or older complained about his answer. hahahaha)
YS : My girlfriend should not be underage. Adult only. (LOL)

Q : Have you changed your motto after making your debut?
KJ : Didn't change it. Just same as the begnning. "Never regret, Always do my best"
YS : I forgot what my motto was. My recent motto is "Never feel small"

Besides, there were so many questions and answers. But I can't remember now.

Then YS sang "Love you and sorry". Oh it was the first time that he sang that song in Korea. I was so touched by his song. Kyu Jong's performance was "Never let you go".
He appeared with black suit on the stage then took my breath away.
Every movement of him was so sexy and I couldn't stop screaming.

Then Kyu Jong and Young Saeng had cooking battle. The theme was sandwich and gimbap.
They played the rock-paper-scissors game to choose the menu. It was so funny that they tried to win against each other. Young Saeng chose sandwich first, so Kyu Jong made gimbap. (At 7pm they exchanged the menu.) But Kyu Jong didn't seem to know how to make gimbap. Whenever he did something wrong, fans yelled out to him. "Don't put it! Rice first! Roll it! Opposite side! No! No!" I couldn't stop laughing. It was really funny. 3 fans were picked by lottery to judge their food. Young Seang won at 3pm session and Kyu Jong won at 7pm session. The penalty for those who lost the game was to drink some mixed beverage made by winner. You may see the photo of their reaction after drinking that beverage. hahaha

We watched a few videos during fan meeting. Their manager took pictures of Young Saeng at baseball game and Kyu Jong at Lotte world. Also the video taken by Young Saeng while they visited US last summer was shown on the screen. He even edited it by himself. It showed how they had a good time there. They looked really happy and we could see some unreleased photos of them. Our boys were so adorable in the video.

As I mentioned yesterday, Young Saeng performed Rain's song with Rain's costume. The costume looked little bit big to him but really cute. All of us were astonished at his performance. Even Jung Min was surprised and clapped his hands with laughing. Jung Min seemed to enjoy a lot.

When Kyu Jong sand "Wuss up", we couldn't find him on the stage but only heard of his voice. I was curious where he was. Oh my God! Suddenly, he was shown up at the back row.Many fans on the 1st floor tried to reach him. I was really angry that I was sitting on 2nd floor. T.T. Everyone sang along his song.

After watching all their performance and video, we saw 3 fan made videos.
The first one was really touching and the second one made by teenage green pea was so cute and funny. Kyu Jong mentioned 2nd video and gave thanks to her. It was about the story of ticketing of our boys fan meeting. It showed how it was hard to get a ticket. Everybody agreed and laughed with it. hahaha. Young Saeng said "I was so happy when I heard of that the tickets were sold out within 10 miniutes." He also said "I want to be ranked in first place when I release my solo album." Yes! Yes! We will make it for you, my dear. They said they would be much busier next year. Kyu Jong is preparing acting and Young Saeng would release his album in February.

At 7pm session, they picked one ticket number and gave her their gift.
It was pink colored bicycle from ferarri. It was really beautiful and pretty. I strongly wanted it and sincerely hoped that they would picked my number. But sadly the luckiest fan in the world was not me. T.T.

Kyu Jong & Young Saeng sang together "Wings of world" as their last song.
As you know, that song is really special to both of them. It was so touching to see they were singing together that song live.

When their message was shown on the screen after they disappeared, I was full of emotion and almost cried. Kyu Jong's letter was really touching. He wrote "Thank you for making me crying tears of joy". Oh, my love, Kyu Jong. How nice he is. T.T.

Young Saeng's letter was also impressive but many fans laughed with his message. Cause it was too much sweet. Sorry, I don't know how to explain it in English. I think only Korean understand what we felt there. Young Saeng complained about that later on. "Why are you laughing wiht my letter. I was serious". hahahaha. cute boy.

Ah....long long account for me. In spite of my language barrier, I hope you would understand what I try to deliver. Thank you Kyu Jong. Thank you Young Saeng. I'm so proud of being your fan. Thai green peas~ Please encourage them when they visit Thailand this weekend.^^

규종아. 영생아. 꿈같은 시간을 선물해줘서 정말 고마워.
언제나 너희를 지지하고 응원한다.

I feel extremely happy, just from reading this...
Omygosh.
I want to see saeng's edited video too ):

Labels: fan account, fanmeet, heo young saeng, kim kyu jong, SS501

12:32 AM

Chinese to English translation courtesy of reena29shadow on Twitter

When MC asked about why is the FanMeet called KyuJong and YoungSaeng and Story, "According to what I know, Young Saeng is older than KyuJong, so why is it that this time, KyuJong's name is in the front?" KyuJong proudly answered: "It used to be YoungSaeng-hyung's name placed in front of mine, but he can't do it now, he's already getting old. Now, being young wins, so they place my name in the front."

***

Q: Is Young Saeng and KyuJong's motto still the same as when you just debuted? Any changes, if yes, what is it now?

Kyu: Mine is still the same "Challenge without regret!", because currently now i'm starting all over again...
YS: Erm.... I forgot what's my motto when I debut......

***

KyuJong making fun of YoungSaeng's age part 2.

When YoungSaeng is preparing the mixtures as punishment for losing the Kimbap and sandwich making competition. (portion of Soya sauce, vinegar, lime juice, and series of sauces was provided and YS created his own cocktail for KJ)

MC told YoungSaeng, think about the times when KyuJong makes you angry. KyuJong quickly waving around in front of YoungSaeng trying to say that he didn't make Young Saeng angry at all. But YoungSaeng isn't bothered with him and said: "There is, he always goes out and have fun with others and not bringing me along. It happens a few times already!!!"

KyuJong replied with giving a thought: "That's because your age is catching up, you can't take part in our activities anymore, of course I can't bring you along!!!!"

ROFL, cutest pair on earth!
I miss you guys so much TwT

Labels: fanmeet, heo young saeng, kim kyu jong, SS501