Had problems with our seats initially, thanks to irresponsible organisers. Mad pissed, but eventually was sorted out thanks to the nice SIS staff. Poor people who had to take in all the shit from fans because pussy organisers were hiding backstage. Anyway we ended up standing and closer, so all was good AND WE WERE ALOT MORE HYPER. Headbangin', jumping, sing-a-longing and swinging yellow lightsticks with all our mights.

Bits and pieces of what happened:

HK: Korea is cold. But Singapore is sooooo hot... SHIT!
Minhwan: I am very far.... ㅠㅠㅠㅠ Can you hear me?? Everyone: Yesssss!!!
Seunghyun: Harro!
HK: ARE YOU LEADY! LET'S GO!
HK: Everybody sit down! Leady to jump?!?! (For hyper songs like Let It Go and Flower Rock)

This time, the best part was everyone willingly sat/squat down or at least bent down with Hongki's instructions, which made the whole concert much more fun as we jumped together with Hongki in continuation of the next song lines!

Before confession, HK: This is a song you guys should be familiar with, since it's a song dedicated to all of you.



Then it was Always with You, everyone held up 항상지겨주게요 banners and sang along with Hongki, who also held the mic for us during chorus to hear us sing. He later picked up one of the banners from fan and hung it at the front of the stage extension.

HK: You guys are getting hotter. I remembered you guys weren't this excited two years back. You guys are great (so cool) today! Good. -cute face with thumbs up-

Yeah man see, we can be enthusiastic when you want us to :D Sorry for being dull audience 2 years back, glad to change that impression of Singapore Primadonnas this time round f-yeah.

HK: "Soon FT Island will release a full-length album! It's an album we worked really hard for so we hope you'll love it!"
HK: Say goodbye to teacher (translator) Everyone: BYEEEE. HK: Good job~

Everyone could sing along to the verse of Severely while @FtGtJH was playing the piano. The boys were surprised at first, then they smiled  :')

Due to new fans and giveaway tickets, as well as the bigger venue, it seemed like there was a bigger audience, soo...

HK asked: How many of you are here at our concert for the first time? PLENTY RAISED THEIR HANDS. HK: How are you enjoying the concert so far? I hope 2 years down the road, when we hold another concert, you guys will still be here okay? Promise! -showing his pinky-

YES PLEASE COME BACK AGAIN SOON. IFMYSM.

HK asked a fan in Pen A: How oldeu are you? 19? Ah. You boy, your boyfriend? Boy and girl~ Together? Together~~~ -draws heart at them-

Before Theory of Happiness, HK: Up till now we've been playing songs that you guys are familiar with, the next few ones, you might probably not know the songs, but these songs are the type of songs we enjoy and we want to bring it out to you guys. (Theory of Happiness, Black Chocolate, Top Secret, Beloved etc)

Some french kiss topic arose, HK urged the same "couple" to do it, but audience wanted the boys to do the "deep kisseu". So Seunghyun made really slurpy noises while strumming his guitar for I Wish introduction

Hongki self-proclaimed that he's old. He ran out of breath before encore, tripped on confetti for last song, and played dead on stage since then, everyone was waiting for him to end the song. Jaejin went over to checked on him with a worried face, but found out he was sorta faking it so poked him. But Hongki refused to budge. The rest just snickered at him while they kept the rhythm going. Then he finally stood up, limped like an old man, then stood up straight pointing towards the ceiling as though none of it had happened. Jaejin looked at us and laughed, pointing to Hongki saying to us silently "Look at this asshole..."

Labels: concert, date to remember, F.T Island, fan account, fandom, FTHXSG, I fucking love this, In Singapore

Does anyone has any idea why or how I stepped into fandoms?



Moronic past relationships, and a home that doesn't seem like one anymore. I often feel this lonely, only fandoms and my idols are keeping me alive. Friends(most) aren't even an option, I don't know who's fake, and who's being real. 


There ain't any other places worth living for, at the moment.

Labels: fandom

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聽到消息說他們搭EVA航空，12：10 會抵達新加坡。所以我，粉紅妹和linda大姐到了機場去接機。可是當時是有想過阿緯是從廣州飛來，所以⋯⋯不知他會何時來。想說他應該是搭12：30的班機，然後和3棒一起出來⋯⋯ 沒想到當3棒出現是，一直不見阿緯的人影⋯⋯讓我和粉紅妹感到十分的不安。還是跟著3棒一起走到車子，7887。一路上想問敖犬阿緯的下落，可是都沒這個膽子哈。而且他已被人群給埋沒了。所以就骨氣勇氣想問工作人員。“對不起，想問⋯⋯阿緯幾時會來？” “不好意思，不方便透露。” ”噢，好⋯⋯“ ”謝謝⋯⋯“ 我們的對話就這樣。唉，那我和粉紅妹決定留下來等下一班從廣州來的飛機，13：30。煜迷就現到飯店去。可是阿緯依然沒出現⋯⋯

天暗了，我們3人等待這LOLLIPOP F的出現。21：00 有 933的採訪。那3棒就出現了。還是沒有阿緯：（ 我們就跟在他們的後面，之到他們上了車為止。因為其他人都分別奔跑到自己的車上，只剩我們3個人站在7887前。尷尬的是⋯⋯敖犬既然坐在前方，位置正好面對著我們。天吖～ 超級無敵尷尬的場面！！！

我就忍不住的揮了揮手～ 沒想到敖犬就看著我，不自覺地揮手～ 好可愛！哈哈。然後粉紅妹就問了問，“該不該問他？要問他嗎？？？” “問！！！！！” 那她很敢地問了，“敖犬！阿緯甚麼時候來！” 敖犬聽了精神起來，然後很調皮地耸肩 假裝不知道！ 唉。然後車門就順著地關上了！ 可愛是可愛，可是怎麼不跟我們說啊！

然後我們三人還是決定再到機場去，想說可能他會晚上抵達。沒想到！在機場時，剛好在聽933 3棒的專訪。敖犬既然說 ”別擔心，阿緯明天就會到！他會在簽唱會出現“ 我們都嚇呆了。浪費了好多時間噢⋯⋯ 可是還是等到22：35 的班機抵達。結果，還是等不到劉俊緯。所以就失望地回家了。

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在睡覺之前，整理了一下板子和DVD

4～5年前的板子又要重出江湖了～～～
搞到凌晨2點左右才睡。然後又早晨的5點起來，準備到IMM排隊。支持韓國團體都沒那麼犧牲睡眠和健康啦。我也說不出為甚麼，只為了劉俊緯。在排隊的當兒，和朋友哈喇，吃早餐，躲雨，還有試著想要睡覺～ 朋友也都買了改版，可惜的我的COLLECTION 卡當中沒有緯 ：（
不過威廉也蠻帥的，老實說 ～ (●´∀｀●) 然後，當天的security都很nice的說。
3點左右才開始進場⋯⋯

等到了4點左右吧，DJ出現了。然後跟著阿緯和其他3棒也出現了 ヽ(*≧ω≦)ﾉ
看到了一年後的阿緯，想說他怎麼長得越來越帥？？？天吖，快扶扶我～ (●♡∀♡)

所以他們就打了招呼，然後做了小小的訪問。哪知道那個死威廉亂講話，既然說阿緯簽完後就會走。害得我和粉紅妹心跌到了谷底⋯⋯ 然後他們跳了DANCE remix。超屌～！看得出來阿緯好累。可是他還是笑容滿面地，我都快被他給融化了～

簽名會就開始了⋯⋯ 因為想看他久些，所以我們站在那拍了拍照片，沒在排隊上台的。

然後DJ有到處走走問歌迷要和誰誰誰說甚麼的嗎。我和粉紅妹就對著麥克風說了“印度緯，拍戲加油，不要累壞身子！” 不知他有沒有聽到，只記得小煜簽到一半抬頭看著我們兩哈。然後有幾次幫大姐拿煜版時候，他也剛好的看了過來揮揮手 o(≧∇≦o)

所以所以，當人潮越來越少的時候，我們準備好橘子，排隊了～ 之前有和DJ re好說上台要和4隻拜年，她很爽快的答應了 ⊙ω⊙
因為台上是 威廉／敖犬／小煜／阿緯
而我們有兩個緯迷，兩個煜迷。所以我們說好了威廉會是我向他拜年～ 那上台的次序就是我先嘍。當時緊張到想尿褲子。麥鬧～～～ ｡･ﾟﾟ･(>д<;)･ﾟﾟ･｡

所以我也是第一個先和阿緯說話⋯⋯⋯⋯ 緊張到差點死掉 (;*△*;)
因為我拿著緯版，又要拿住2張專輯，和我想要給阿緯的圖，還要拿住兩粒橘子。天吖～～～～～～～～～ 到台上時，第一個反應就是把2張專輯丟在桌上呵呵。整個輕鬆好多！然後一下就是我和阿緯交流的次序 (*´∀`*)

阿緯：＊抬頭
阿緯：哈樓～
我：哈樓～～～ 這個給你 ⋯＊給圖畫
我：這個是我自己畫的⋯⋯
阿緯：嗯～ ＊拿
阿緯：自己畫的喔？＊看圖
阿緯：＊往後靠，抬頭看我，給了個超級無敵感動的表親⋯⋯⋯⋯
阿緯：謝謝你⋯⋯
我：(#^.^#) 我生日快到了⋯⋯能給些生日祝福嗎～？
阿緯：好～
阿緯：你生日嗎？
我：嗯 （*´▽｀*）
（然後他在簽可是我魂已經不知飛到哪去了～～～～～）
我：＊手伸出，等他抬頭
阿緯：＊抬頭，握手
阿緯：生日快樂，生日快樂～～～ （怎麼說了兩次我也不曉得～）

所以是說我待在緯那太久了，小煜和敖犬那可能是空著的⋯⋯ 因為感覺我旁邊冷冷的似乎沒人。
我就很不好意思，慢慢地飄到小煜那～ 煜哥好像是有在偷聽我和阿緯的對話，看到我飄來時候他就低頭簽專輯 ┗┐ヽ(′Д、`*)ﾉ┌┛幹嗎這樣啊～

然後這時朋友剛好在緯那嘛，幸好她有說啦，我都忘了提醒阿緯～

朋友：她（指我）等等會給你禮物！記得要收～
我：（聽到了趕緊點頭）嗯嗯！！
阿緯：好～ （＾_＾）

囧當下的我已經飛到了天堂，站在小煜面前也不知要說啥好⋯⋯⋯⋯ 我有試著挽回啦！！想說我4隻都愛，沒有忽略你們，可是⋯⋯ 當時腦袋一片空白～～～ 就默默等他簽完，和他握手 然後他和我說謝謝！

那我又默默飄～～～到敖犬那，他也不理我 ┐('～`；)┌
大概是看到我在前面和阿緯聊了滿多，知道我是緯迷。囧。然後我整個就放棄了，一樣的等他抬頭和他握個手呵呵。招風耳好可愛～

終於，飄到了威廉！沒有忘了任務～ 等朋友們都上台後，我眇了一下，大家都準備給橘子。我就匆忙地叫了威廉～

我：威廉⋯⋯
威廉：＊簽改版，又簽LOLLI啪版
我：威廉～～
威廉：＊從敖犬那拿了朋友的專輯來簽
我：@@！！！ 威廉～～～～～～～
威廉：＊簽好，抬頭
我：＊給橘子
威廉：謝謝！ ＊拿橘子
我：恭禧發財！還有⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯
威廉：嗯，恭禧發財！！
我：身體健康～ (/ω＼)
我：＊握手
威廉：好，謝謝～

工作人員過後還給了我3張專輯。我心想說我明明記得自己只有2張啊，哪冒出多1張呵呵。然後看到朋友的名字，就和他說 ”這個是後面那位的～“ 哪知道威廉聽到了，天吖！！！！ (#／。＼#)(#／。＼#)(#／。＼#) 他還笑著說 “喔喔！是喔？呵呵” 哎唷⋯⋯ 我整個感覺好失態！！

然後到台下完全瘋掉了⋯⋯ 那時我才發現帥哥給了我兩顆愛心和一份生日祝福，我好愛好愛！！！ ヽ(愛´∀｀愛)ノ


然後又到了飯店，想說怎麼一個人影也沒有。嚇死了。緯會不會是直接到機場了？？？？ 等到天黑了，幸好發現有工作人員，本來想說去問看看，緯幾點會走。沒想到要問時候，8點左右吧，剛好保姆車回來了 －－ 整個歘賽，有沒有那麼準啊！！！ 天挖～

等他們下車時，就趕了過去。大姐正好叫著先出來的小煜，哪知道跟著在後頭的是阿緯，若叫他的話整個很尷尬吧⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯ 可是等不及了，就⋯⋯

我：阿緯～
緯：＊收別人禮物
我：阿緯～
緯：＊抬頭，愣了一下（難道認出來了嗎？）
我：＊給DVD
緯：謝謝！

天挖～～～～～DVD終於送到手。整個人輕鬆了很多［呼］然後之後是祈禱他可能在電梯裡頭會有時間看看DVD之類的呵呵。還是休息時候能讀一下裡頭的小卡片～ 所以我們就到了外頭，繼續等待，又是等待，一直在等待⋯⋯⋯⋯ 他們再次出現。在等待的當兒，莫名其妙決定追車。一方面是怕不知緯何時回廣州去，追⋯⋯感覺比較安全。

過不久，可能930晚上，他們再次出現。這次想問問阿緯都很難，security蠻嚴的⋯⋯ 只好跟在後頭。然後緯上車之前，粉紅妹叫了一聲 “阿緯！” 嗯，原本以為她是想要問他何時回。哪知道阿緯轉了頭，沈默了一下⋯⋯ 然後他說 “待會兒見！” (●♡∀♡)=3

瘋了瘋了，當下愣住了！！！ 都忘了自己在追車。幸好反應了過來，趕緊跑到車上。還跑錯了方向啊啊啊啊啊 (#／。＼#) 希望當時他們在車上沒看到我們的醜樣 唉～

嗯，然後追回飯店就沒有再看到他了，因為我跑錯邊，跑到小煜那⋯⋯突然飯店出現好多粉絲@@ 4棒被濟慘了⋯⋯煜哥臉也好臭⋯⋯ 哪有人會把專輯塞到他們臉前的啊？？簽名會又不簽？？搞甚麼！！ 所以他們也沒再下來了唉。為那些不理性的粉絲向他們道歉～ 我們就回家了。

粉紅妹和我決定早點起床，到機場等待最早班機⋯⋯ 所以當晚也是1～2點才到家睡⋯⋯

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4點多就起床了，然後在家樓下等著粉紅妹和她爸爸～ 真的要謝粉紅爸呢，能載我們到機場⋯⋯可是去那的途中啊 他要我們先吃早餐。我和粉紅妹又超怕錯失了某人，吃得超快！！ 到了機場，到處晃了晃，然後粉紅妹發現外頭有輛保姆車！然後我就見到了一位不是很高個兒的男生出來XD 還帶著一頂黑色兵哥帽和墨鏡！我就很興奮地喊，是他是他沒錯！！！！！ 天吖。 然後我就拉著粉紅妹到門口等待他進來呵呵

他走進來時已經看到我們了，可是臉還滿臭的說。可能不夠睡，加上行程那麼趕，心情不太好喔方塊素⋯⋯ 然後他走過我們身邊時，粉紅妹就向他問能不能合個照。當下他有猶豫了一下！！可是工作人員說不方便T_T 嗯我們就沒在追問。然後他就走過我身邊，連忙喊說 “阿緯～” 他聽到了！轉過來。 然後我把我最後一張圖片交給他⋯⋯ 他看到了圖之後，還拿在手上，提到了他的視線, 很低沈的向我說了 ”謝謝你⋯⋯⋯⋯” 天吖，好尷尬。那不是給在前面的粉絲看到我寫的一切嗎？？？ T___T 是說他說了謝謝後，還沒說完我已經飄了～～～ 原本以為他是說謝謝你的圖之類的話。然後他就走到了check-in 那。當時我就說，希望他會看到我給的DVD⋯⋯ ：（ 粉紅妹就說，“他看到了啊1！！！！” 我整個傻了⋯⋯

原來他說了 “謝謝你的DVD” 他看到了DVD。他記得我的畫。天吖。我整個不敢相信。抱著粉紅妹喊⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯ 唉， 然後他就走了過來，走到departure hall 的入口。我們就緊跟在他背後XD 我就說 “拍戲要加油喔” 然後粉紅妹接著說 ”不要累壞了⋯⋯” 他有聽沒反應 －－ 真是的！！！！ 可能真的太累了～ 可憐的孩子，心疼啊～

嗯然後沿路上，他不斷的回頭向其他粉絲揮手說再見，就是沒有向我們說⋯⋯ 我心想說完了，他完全不想理我們：（ 可是當他在入口處時候，他突然向左轉！！！！然後看了看我們兩個（因為只有我們2堅持不想那麼厚臉皮跑到右邊，跑到他視線內）揮手說再見！！天吖，那時刻的我好想哭！！ 你記得我們兩位啊啊啊啊啊。 劉俊緯我好愛你，我哭！！！！！！！ 嗯，然後他就走了。

我好想你。

Labels: awayne, date to remember, fan account, fandom, In Singapore, lollipop

Sighs, still experiencing the bad withdrawals. But I had an awesome two days with FT Island. ;v;

15th January - Concert Day
They performed Hello Hello, I’m going to have you, Love Love Love, FT vs PRI, Life, I Want, Let It Go, Flower Rock, Sunshine Girl, I Confess, Even Your Tears, That Person In Shinsadong, I’ll Love Everything, 그대는 인형처럼 웃고 있지만, Don Quixote, Troublemaker and ended off with Primadonna, which was dedicated to us...









At the start he wants to compare our screams to the Malaysians'. He screamed "Let's compare. Screams. OKAY?" Then after we screamed, he was like "You are so fucking coooooool!" Everyone was stunned for a second and we screamed again!!!!! The atmosphere was totally heated up!

Before FT vs PRI, Hongki told everyone. "When I give you the mic. Say 예쁘 okay. Say 예쁘 ~ Okay, let's ... practise" Then he sang 너무 나 and passed the mic to the moshpit. So everyone shouted, "예쁘!!!!!!" Hongki was wagging his finger, and he said "No~ Tchwee... Three times. 예쁘 예쁘 예쁘~~" So we got it right the second time and the happy dude went like "Okaaaaay~ Let's goooooo~" And he ran like a cute kid hehe.



He choked on a high note during LIFE... Sighs.



Lucky they changed the tune of Lovex3 since it requires him to screeeeeeam. My poor baby... T_T There was a few times he walked to the extension stage and looked towards our direction, I don't know if he saw me, but I was smiling at him hehe. I hope he did.



At this point of time, Hongki suddenly said "Can I... I want to...uh...Korean. Right now." Then Jaejin was like, "??? You want to speak Korean? Why! Speak English okay?" Then Hongki was like " :< okay...." Lol you cutie! Then he randomly went up to Jaejin and say "I love you". Jaejin was shocked... speechless for a few seconds before he asked "Why?" Hongki replied, "I don't know... Just... Love you". There was also this frigging cute part. Hongki asked, "Do you know Korean???" We went like "YESSSSSSSSSS"

Hongki: "I love you"
Us: -screeeeeeeeams-
Hongki: "What is mean in Korean?~"
Us: "Saranghae!"
Hongki and Jaejin: "Woah!!"
Hongki: "Uh... hungry!"
Us: "Baegopa!!!!!"
Hongki and Jaejin: "WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!"
Hongki: "Uh... uh... uh... Huh?"
Minhwan whispers to him.
Hongki: "I mish you!!!"
Us: "Bogoshipo!!!!"
Hongki: "Awww, we miss you tooo~!"

During Flower Rock, the song was at its climax so Hongki just told everyone to sit down LOL. Even the people in the moshpit. He was going like "Everybardy, sit daun. Sit daun." Like 5 times! And he said "Everybardy jump. At once. Okay? Jump, at once."



Before Sunshine Girl, Seunghyun was adjusting his guitar. So Jaejin asked "Why? Are you okay?" Then Hongki said, "Hey stupid~!" LOLOLOL.

I think it was Don Quixote. When it first started out, Hongki was like playing air guitar. He was frigging high lol. He just strummed the air and refused to sing! So everyone stopped playing their instruments and Jaejin asked, "Hyung, what are you doing?" Hongki replied, "Playing the guitar!" Jaejin was like "Why! You. Singing! Okay!" Then Hongki replied, "Uh... okay~" In a little sad voice kekekekeke.










He said "I love you, Singaporeeee!!!! \m/"



Then they said byebye :(

But we shouted for encore!!! And they reappeared!

For their encore, they sang Lovesick, Bad woman and Like the Birds... A few of my favourites ;~~~; Unfortunately the security decided to cockblock me half way through the concert and I wasn't able to video everything. Sigh... My memory's really bad, that's why I always always always film the performances so that I can playback when I want to. I got shone by the securities so much, they gave me a last warning before Primadonna :< He was singing Lovesick and after the first line, everyone shouted "LEE HONG KI" since it was the fanchant and he burst out laughing kekekeke. You cutie. Didn't expect us to do the fanchant, did you? What was even more fantastic was that, FT Island used English throughout the whole concert. Except for the times where they were sing... DUH~ Sighhhhh, especially hongbb. He did an awesome job, hosting the whole concert with limited vocabulary. But you did great, and shouldn't be afraid to speak in English kekeke. Even though he had weird accent and pronunciation. I finally attended a full-fledged concert, and it was with FT Island ^_______^ I'm glad, because I had tons of fun! Tbh, it was too short, only 1.5 hours :< It was only when it came out in the papers, had I realised Hongki actually went to a local hospital for a flu jab before the concert :< My poor bb...
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16th January - Fansign Day



We were there at 10am, waited till 6.30pm for the fansign to start~~~
He was swaying to the music when I went up... Then as he saw me coming, he looked up, gave the cute derp look, waved and said "Hello~~~"



Then I quickly gave him my card, and he looked at it. Then he exclaimed like "Oh wow~ And maybe kamsahamnida?"



He placed the card at his left while looking, then i think he saw my name on the little post-it I wrote, and he pointed at me asking, "your name?" But stupid enough I didn't process his question. I was too eager to accomplish what I wanted to do, so I asked "하트 그려세요..." and I drew one with my hand, in case he didn't hear me. So he replied "Ah….~" And started signing like a little kid kekekekekeke, seems like he signed with lots of effort, and a heart beside the signature T___T He signed in slow and steadily. First time I'm observing someone signing so slowly keke.



Then he looked up again, I nodded really contentedly, smiled ^______^ and stuck out my hand and he held his to take mine and shake T_T~ His hand was kinda long and slender, not the huge kind I imagined it to be… A little rough, not really warm as well (he had flu~)
Apparently I saw the security by the side of my eyes, he was trying to grab my poster away already, since I was spending a long time in front of Hongki. So I just grabbed my poster and ran off... Without saying thank you or bye bye to him T_______T But, apparently, he did a brief wave to say bye to me... I didn't get to ask him to take care of his health too...

Well, from the fancam, I got to know that my card was left on the table for quite some time... The staff didn't take it, Hongki didn't pass it to them as well. ;~~~~~~~~~~~~; It was by his side for a long while... I love you baby. Then stupid Choi Jonghun tested his marker on my card... That bitch. It's my fucking card you're dabbing on T_T Huhuhu, and Hongki didn't see what he did there.




Then we rushed to Manna, via mrt and like a 15 minutes walk because we kinda got lost and we depended on iPhone's GPRS lol. We were drenched in sweat when we reached there! And we waited for another 30-45 minutes before they came out. It was worthwhile though, since I got to see him the very last time and wave him farewell... Lol the tall Seunghyun bang his head on the top of the van while trying to get in. Then I kept waving my board and hand at the tinted window, hoping he will be looking from inside. I don't know... He might have been resting since he was really sick. Then Jonghun(?) I supposed, waved at us with his phone~

Then they set off to the airport... Sigh. I miss him alot.

Labels: Choi Jong Hun, Choi Min Hwan, date to remember, F.T Island, fan account, fancam, fandom, In Singapore, Lee Hong Ki, Lee Jae Jin, PLAY CONCERT, Song Seung Hyun

It was a fantabulous 29/11/11

Rushed to meet Pinky right after my last lesson, then we headed to the stadium to meet the other two ^^ So we camped at Koufu to watch the red carpet, instead of going to the real one lol since they restricted it to 400 people. Mm hmm, so we watched almost the whole red carpet just to see Hyun Joong walking it... But till the very last 30 minutes, he wasn't appearing. Even SNSD and 2NE1 walked across the carpet already... So we gave up and walked to the stadium for entrance ^^

Anyway I could only say MAMA 2011 was awesome.



Tbh, I was a little mad at Hyun Joong ever since those stupid news articles of his interview on SS501 came up… Yet, he reignited my love for him when I saw him real life again ystd. He did his best dancing to “Lucky Guy” on MAMA 2011. We all saw it, he danced so hard that we got worried that he’ll fall any time. But it was the nicest, best performance for Lucky Guy, that could not be compared to those I’ve seen on music shows. So it was my very first time screaming for him like a stupid bitch. So much so that the girl sitting in front of me, turned back and stared at me for awhile.



Well, so my point is that, I then realised, no matter what any of the SS501 member does, I cannot ignore them or stop loving them. If someone just ask me to stop supporting them, I can’t. If someone asks me to stop fangirling, I can’t, as long as they are still in the Korean industry, I can’t. Lol.

That’s one thing. There’s another thing that touched me and my friends when we’re at the stadium. I was trying to spot for green lightsticks everywhere, everytime. Yes, the number of green lightsticks were…. disappointing. But what was touching was that, not all of them (including me) were only Hyun Joong’s bias. We were there as Triple S, not just Henecians… T_______T

Heehee, so I love my boys, and my fandom♡

Now for my FT ISLAND story… I was really excited to scream for them when they come out on the nominees’ list. I was telling my Twitter list that I’m done with screaming (for HyunJoong), except when FTI is shown as one of the nominees for Best Band Performance. Then I realised CNBLUE won. It was after CNBLUE was shown on the screen had I realise, omfg so you mean FTI didn’t win the best band performance award?

What was more disappointing was, they didn’t list the nominees. They deprived me from the chance for screaming for them. And they even removed FTI and HyunJoong from the nominees list for Song/Artist of the Year. So, how could one not get mad?

Last but not least, I’ve something to say about Super Junior. Even though I’m not a fan of theirs. They were really really touched when they’ve won the Album of the Year. Really. I felt their sincerity, and my heart ached at that moment. Not to mention they are a famous male group, and I thought of my SS501 boys too.



So when MAMA ended, this was what only the audience at the stadium saw… Some of the SJ members ran to the extension of the stage, held hands and bowed to the audience for like 30 seconds (which I thought was fucking long) Then they gave lots of fan service, for example, Eun Hyuk blowing flying kisses to all 3 directions. The rest of the members waved and bowed more. Then, as they retreated backstage, Eunhyuk ran to the other side of the backstage to thank the staffs hiding behind as I saw him shaking their hands and bowing slightly, before he ran to the other side to join the rest of the members. Behind all the jokes and laughters these guys, especially this joker hyuk, are actually very sincere members.

If i've the time i'd come back to elaborate this in further details aite? It's an awesome experience that those who weren't there, wouldn't understand.

Labels: F.T Island, fan account, fandom, In Singapore, kim hyun joong, MAMA 2011, SS501, Super Junior

It's michelle birthday today, so we went to Moberly to sing and celebrate.

As usual, we sang 5566's songs heehee. It brought back much memories that I told myself I have to dig out the one and only 5566 concert DVD that I have, to rewatch it again. And there. I'm appreciating this awesome song.

Remember how much I used to flail over Tony Sun. And he got married today, like finally hahahahahaha.

Labels: 5566, fandom

They are the first kpop group I fell in love with, and probably lasts a lifetime, other than my other favourite band which is FTI. I contemplated to blog about this, but I guess I want to note it down as something to remember.

Labels: fandom, reflection, SS501, TripleS

So, as lucky as a Triple S I am... I ended up getting a ticket for his TFS Asia Tour, thanks to a friend.

Well, my story goes like that... I didn't worry about getting a ticket since the details stated it would be on a Friday afternoon, where I thought I'll be in school, having lessons. Then it finally dawned upon me that, my study week starts this week, which means I didn't have school the entire week! Tickets were still selling. But I didn't really want to get THE products for the ticket... Plus I had to study for my exams. So I thought, maybe i'll skip this time's event then.

BUT, there was an extra ticket! And I was invited thanks to my beloved friends whom I don't want to name so openly. So we met about 9plus and headed to RWS. I was dead tired, since the night before I tried studying, but failed terribly. You know I hate waking up early, but had to do so this morning... So we found the queue near the Coliseum, settled down and stoned. We did chat, but we spaced out quite a lot. Either that, or I was trying to read my notes while she tried persuading someone else on Twitter lmao!!!!! Then we managed to persuade Diiiiiii to come along!!! LOL, turns out that the person queuing in front of us, was her colleague... And she came alone. Really amazing. So we sort of chatted, eat... Then we had our shirts changed. I didn't freaking study T_T Anyway the registration started on time. We've got chopped, bag checks then we proceeded in to the venue with goodie bags yay!

Found a good spot to stand then I started to sweat like mad, even when I tied a ponytail woooosh. Anyway we waited for about an hour more and it rained for quite awhile but stopped. It was when Ken announced that there will be lucky winners, and had us checking the inner side of the goodie bag for a red chop... We checked Pinky's first... and they were checking it really slowly, fearing of missing out the red chop, when I glanced at the other two bags and SPOTTED SOMETHING RED PEEPING OUT. My eyes grew REALLY big and I went like, "OMG, IS THAT IT...?!?!?!?!". The two of them followed my line of vision, then we all SCREAMED LIKE AHHHHHHHHHHH. Pinky was jumping. Everyone, in front, behind, beside were all looking at us three retards screaming at a paper bag lmfao... We passed the bag to Pinky and she proceeded to the Autograph area. Lucky her! 8)
There were a few Q&A for autograph and phototaking passes, I didn't really want them. It's a living doll I'll be seeing, and I was quite scared, and satisfied to see him from where I was. So I didn't try. Oh, there was this girl who was really good at dancing Break Down! Even though she was quite nervous that she breathed like she was gonna get asthma haha. Anyway we remained standing where we were, till he arrived!

First thing as he came on stage, he waved to the crowd with Autograph and Phototaking passes. Even though it wasn't to us, I was still so thrilled! It was the first time I see him giving THIS MUCH fan services. Leader, you've changed alot... We love you alot too... Then he introduced himself as Kim Hyun Joong. Next, the TFS management presented him a trophy named "Best Singer Award". Oh well, we heard that he mentioned at the Press Con that he wanted a "Best Actor's Award" trophy because he received one t-shirt with the same quote ytd, from his staffs(?) You should see his smile when he received the trophy hehehe, like a kid receiving candies... Yeap, then he proceeded to sign the background picture and Ken requested him to explain his signature. It says "Kim Hyun Joong, SS501 (something) and 19th August 2011" Pretty, big signature ^_____^

Later on was the phototaking session, he had his long arms around the ladies and smiled really cutely~ Some of them even requested hugs and handshakes and he gave it to them willingly without hesitation! Then he was guided to the table full of presents for him. We were praying that he'll choose Pinky's but oh well, he didn't~ He chose a handmade fanboard/letter, a frame saying "Best Lover's Award" and a comic book about "Space".
Then he explained saying "The fan letter may look common, but I can see a lot of effort is put in to make this card..." He really loves handmade stuff, really. SS501 just doesn't want fans to spend those unnecessary money... Well, as for the Best Lover's Award, he chose it because he thinks that he is one kekeke. And the last one, "Space" just attracts an alien, du~uh?

Here comes the auction, for his autographed standee, as well as an autographed limited edition album of his. Ken asked if he remembered what was the meaning of 6686 as the final bidding price for his last year's auction item. He replied "Yes, my birthday~" His standee started at a price of $150... and rose to a price of $2000++ with an amount of $501 in between keke. That number is just too important and unique to not mention. Moving on to his album, it rocketed quickly from $1000 to $2000 and even $3000. He even mentioned that he remembered the lady who bid a $2000++, bidded in last year's auction too. Boy, your memory's real good... Well that lady bidded his standee for $6000 the last time round and did not get it. She was also the last bidder this time, with the amount of $3500. Leader was starting to shake his head after hearing the amount bidded... Then he quickly added that, I hope this lady will win it. And she did! Since Triple S are really good fans, they abide to Hyun Joong's wish. ^______^
He embarrassingly let out a chuckle when Ken mentioned this must be the most expensive album he ever had. And he also stated, he wished that the album... the music is worth every single cent and penny she've spent on it. I love you leader ;~; How and where else can you find such a sincere guy???

Then it was the autograph session already. From our observation, he said Thank You in English to almost every fan. Of course you can't expect him to not miss out a few, it'll be tiring to have to keep repeating~ And he constantly puts on a smile, okay what I'm saying make it sounds fake, but I can see that he is genuinely smiling to Triple S. I can really see his love and concern for us. Halfway through, there was a loud shriek in the crowd, him engrossed in signing, IMMEDIATELY looked up and squinted. I am guessing that he was worried someone might had an accident or something. Lovely leader...

Lastly, he had a company photo with TFS, where he naturally held the kids when he saw them. He squatted down and hugged the little boy at his waist. This little rascal naturally sat on his lap!!! Leader was shocked for a moment, he kept glancing at his lap keke. And when the phototaking ended, he was about to return the boy to his daddy... But the boy didn't want to let him go, he was clutching on to leader's huge hands lmaoooooooooo. Leader smiled at this boy innocence and cuteness. But it was after a few seconds he realised that the little kid was not planning to let go and he panicked in his heart... He kept turning to look at Ken, and the daddy, for help. But nobody wanted to save him, until later keke. Hyun Joong, even kids like you ^w^;

Yes and he kept promising us he will be back really soon, for a concert to watch him perform live. I believe him, cause he never once fail to keep his promise. Leader, we love you ;v;


You'll make a good father♥

Sleep well, sweet dreams. Have a safe flight to Malaysia and have lotsa fun. We'll miss you ;~;

Labels: date to remember, fan account, fandom, fanmeet, In Singapore, kim hyun joong, SS501

So, I bus'ed down to Changi this time round, because my ezlink is left with nothing~ Thanks to printing IMW submissions...
Yep, as usual we sat and waited. Hyun Joong was heard to be sitting inside the immigration corner. And I heard he danced to himself while waiting, troll kekeke!

And then he stepped out! In his 3/4 berms, his sandals and a huge cardigan draped over his body. Well of course, not forgetting his shades, since there were alot of flashing of cameras. He looked around the airport while he was still at the belt area. Is our airport that fascinating to you, dear? Then he glanced over to our side before heading out...
Walking with swag, hands in his pockets, he bowed to the local staffs and received the bouquet of flowers from the FaceShop. From observing fancams, I've realised that he seemed to be quite happy noticing a lot of fans at his arrivals. He even waved continuously as he walked down the barricades.

Aww, I love you leader!
Did I mention how frigging much I love his hair colour! It was so pretty I wanted to get that colour for myself.

Can't wait for tmr. ^_________^

Labels: arrival, date to remember, fan account, fandom, In Singapore, kim hyun joong, SS501

1st April
Went to airport early in the morning, waited for them to come out.
Well they were the last to walk out, and spent awhile sitting inside while waiting for staffs to collect their luggages? After that, they walked out of the exit, towards us, that was when we realised Owodog was actually filming. I don't know what got into my head but i smiled into his camera. It was one of my no-eyes eye smile. Omfg......... Tried to wave to wei but i don't think he saw. Ran outttttttttttt, towards the van. Otw when we were outside, we're blocked by lollipop's van -_____________- At the same time they were about to board the van, so a moment of chaos and when everyone was super unglam with flushed face from running, Owodog noticed and shifted the camera lens towards us. According to pinky, he filmed us running to our van -_______________- Where's my calm and composed image?

Placed my 3yo board on the van's window, wei saw so he smiled and wave. Gosh... Then i had to leave for work sadly, while the rest continue waiting for them.


3rd April
I only wake up this fucking early for one and only person. Three years ago, I woke up at 5am, reached IMM at 6am. This day, I woke up at 6am and reached there at 7am. Hadn't changed even after three years, we just sat down together and waited for us to be asked to go up to the Garden Plaza. Chatted alot, things about three years ago, and back now. Nostalgic. Totally.
They only arrived at 3plus. I was burnt. Anyway, was so excited.......... After a day of not seeing him. There was this sudden moment where I just blurted, "Ah weiiiiiiiiiii~" He fucking heard, among the loud screams from the noisy crowd, he fucking heard me! Then he saw my board and yimin's, waved to us with a small smile. I totally died on the inside. I really, really didn't expect him to heard me. Right after I called him, he just looked over. Omfg how much more can I love this guy? ♥


Throughout the interviews, he would scan the crowd and his eyes would sweep pass my board hehe. So did you see it? Did you?
Me and yimin tried screaming his name a few times after the a/s started, but oh well he couldn't hear. Was too busy signing ):

Finally it was our turn! We went up, with yimin in front of me, and we were stuck in at Owodog's. My album was placed in front of him while he looked at yimin, wanting to shake hands with her. But then he realised I was also standing in front of him. Being humorous like he always is, both his hands sprung out for each of us to shake. Lmfao, that was really cute.

Then I followed my album to wei when yimin was still giving him her sweet. So I said "Hi. Can you draw a heart?" And because he was busy signing my album and didn't give me a reply. I asked a few more times, afraid that he couldn't hear. It was then I realised actually he already drew one while I was still asking... He looked up at me and said "Thank you" with his hand drawn out for a handshake. Meanwhile Linda who was behind me, was desperately trying to help me tell wei that I like him alot alot. She repeatedly said "she really likes you alot, she supports you alot!" But then he didn't hear it. Until the point of time where he shook my hand, did he realised Linda's existence beside me haha. And I pulled out my card for him, hurriedly passed it to him, telling him it was for him. I thought he looked kind of shocked. I didn't see what happened to the card tho.... I was shaking T_T
When he heard Linda, I was already moving forward, so at that point of time he shifted his glance from Linda to me. He replied "Oh thanks. Thanks." with a smile and stuck out his left hand again, this time diagonally, since I've already moved a little. So foolishly dumbfounded I didn't bade goodbye or something.

Well, I was in nine clouds by then, after two handshakes and the intensive eye contact with him. When I arrived in front of Weilian, he didn't look at me but signed the album in a concentrated manner. I think he knew I was a wei fan after seeing what happen before that. Because I was so hyper after what happened, I constantly wavedddddddddd right in his face. And he finally looked up from signing, I smiled. He smiled too, said "Hello~" and thanked me. With a firm hand grip.
Moving on to Fabien, we just smiled at each other and he said hello or thanks which I couldn't remember. Then I shook his hand too.
When I got down the stage I was screaming madly in my heart. I really died. Really. Of happiness.

1) He drew me the nicest heart.
2) He gave me two hand shakes.
3) He sort of looked at me carefully after hearing I was really his fan.
The only regret was I didn't get to ask about my board, or why Owodog laughed at my drawing three years ago. Lucky thing was that, I've got a heart each from every member♥

As usual we placed our boards at the sides of the van and he noticed! Again. Smiling lots of times and even waving as an acknowledgment hehe. Then they went to Starbucks beside Fullerton Hotel. So we got off, I saw him going in to Starbucks, waved and he smiled! Excitedly ran down the steps because he went out of my view already after walking inside to find seats I guess. When I reached the bottom of the stairs, I looked in and realised they were walking towards my direction, so I got so shocked. It was like I got caught in action -____________-
Still I waved hehe, while hiding behind pinky. HE WAVED BACK. AT US. OMG. HEHEHEHE. >3< Then they turned out and heading for washroom. So I went back up where the rest were peering into the tinted van because Owodog and Weilian were inside hehe. I went all feebly and shivered madly after him waving back at me. Felt so shy, so stark naked because I was standing alone everytime he saw me in view.
So I stood at the top, wondering when they're coming out. Suddenly I spotted them in view and saw them going back in to Starbucks hehe. Since the entrance was facing me who was standing on top, I waved again, smiling through the glass panel. He smiled back too..... *O*
Then they decided to get back to the van because of some fans who followed them into the cafe -_-
So as he came out, all I could do was to only wave and wave. I wasn't calling out to him so I don't think he saw me this time round.

Then we went to MBS, where they met Derrick. I was following them alone lmfao. So awkward. Then wei noticed the Ferrari sign. He abruptly turned to my direction, shouted and point at it. I was stunned for a moment, so embarrassed I keep standing infront of him without realisation.... Then I stopped, allowing them to move ahead first. Kept bumping into them lmao..... Unintentionally. So well he saw me, i think the rest did too, but my eyes were only glued to wei. I felt all eyes on me. Like the spotlight just hit me....
Owowei filmed and took lots of pictures together with the rest! Then they went out to view the tall buildings and scenery. So we just sat behind them while we waited for them. Everyone was in their own ~groups~ i don't know where to go so I just sat alone lmao. Then i spotted Fabien who turned around and was scanning for the fans aka us + others who were following him, since we blended in with the public. Think he saw the lenses beside me and turned away. When they decided it was enough, they walked up the steps that we were sitting on. And when wei was lala~ing, swinging his arms, enjoying the little breeze, he slowly turned to my direction and when he saw me he just abruptly turned away, pretending he didn't see!!!!!! LOL so sudden I think i blushed LMFAO. Did he already remembered me as his fan?
They proceeded to this wishing well area where they threw lots of coins and took more pictures.
I keep appearing in his view I was so fucking shy I wished I could hide somewhere omfg...... We had a few eye contacts lolol.
I just really don't know where to stand!!!! without like um appearing in his view for once, looking so embarrassed. As they walked back, they stopped at casino entrance, taking more pictures and i was standing directly infront of wei so he noticed me again -_- before he actually swopped places with derrick and had his back facing me where i felt more comfortable. Hehe Pinky and Liyun got this tallllllllllllllll elvis walking to them. As an immediate reaction, wei got on weilian's shoulders and was as tall as him!!!!!!! So proud of this boy hehe, he was so happy. He said "naish to meetchu!" to elvis and took a picture together too! Fabien couldn't carry Owodog so they said dog's pride got hurt.... Then he came down, and was looking into the cam screen, walking towards us, pretending we're not there. Suddenly he looked up, waved and said "eh hi~!" with an awkward smile. Now lcw, what recent habit is this of yours lmfao. He would pretend we aren't there and tries to enjoy himself, and only later on he would pretend to go like oh!-you're-here! while in actual fact he would notice the fans now and then. You cutie, never grow up. Liyun asked if he knows who they are, he said "xinjiapo de pengyou~" in canto accent. How adorable hehe.

While leaving, they sang Derrick's song and he responded with a thanks and I think requested them to sing once more? Then they sang "Go crazy, go crazy" part and awei looked and smiled hehe. Linda and I went out from the first door and i noticed them turning out from the second door when we were about to walk past, tried stopping her but ended up she jammed break in front of awei LOLLLLLLLLL. Again, he was pretending not to notice and suddenly he put out his hand , i almost thought he wanted to hi five, then he said "eh hi~" heheheheheheheheheh then i just waved and smiled. Waited for them to board their van and not block them by walking past, before we finally run to ours lololol.
Back at the hotel, we ran to the lift and waited for them. The staff came to this last lift we stood at and pressed the button for them. I stood just beside the lift door when they came, he was waving to pinky and liyun after hearing them but before he got in he turned and saw me waving, so he smiled and waved back!!!!! omg the eye contact......... me. died. dead. Love you so much♥

Waited for them to come out after their dinner in the hotel. When they did I waved again, since he was always the first to come out. But he didn't see. So i helped Liyun call for Owodog hehe, he heard! Looked and her and waved kekeke. Proceeded to NTU to watch their performance. One ballad and their promotional song. Awesome! They came down the stage to react with the fans.

When we went back to the hotel after their performance, again, we ran to the lift to wait for them. Liyun screamed wei's name LOL. He was so startled, he looked around, searching for the voice lmao!!!! Then suddenly Owodog walked towards us, nearer and nearer, then he pointed something beside me over my shoulder. I was like in freeze mode. Then he asked Siqi who was behind me, "這這這... 是甚麼軟體啊?" LOL SO CUTE RIGHT.
Everyone started spamming him "Banner banner" He looked so lost, poor dog, he couldn't really hear, what's more in english. So he was like "B..banner?" Blinking his eyes alot of time. I was like "你會不會spell?" Omg so embarrassing LOL. I don't know if wei was looking by the side -_________________________________-
Then the staff rushed them into the lift.

4th April
Waited for them outside the hotel. Once again, wei was the first to come out. He was in his suit+hood and red checkered harem pants!!!! So adorb and stylish omfg. Handsome to the max♥ Then I stood out, said "Awei...", stretched out my hand with a post-it for him. He took it!!!!!! He had to look at my hand because the post-it was so small, but still he managed to take it from my hand!!! Then pinky and erica asked Owodog if he found the app. He was like "甚麼?" because he couldn't really hear. After hearing the question again, he then replied "嗯, 找到了. Best banner 對吧?" AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
Almost reaching the airport, wei saw our boards once again hehe.
Waited for him to come out, waved when i saw him, he smiled and wave. He even twisted for pinky's polaroid kekeke. Said our byebyes before they went in. Pinky and I looked at him from the outside. They were in the immigration room and wei was sitting on the sofa. He looked over and I waved my board! He waved back omfg ;~; in tears....... I almost wanted to cry, I tried so hard not to. Then we called out once to him, he heard and he gave us a twist!!!!!!!!! The last time we called out to him. When he looked over, we said "你們要快點回來哦!!!" HE SIGNALED A OKAY SIGN, THEN HE GAVE A ~CALL ME~ SIGN. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGg. T~T
After that before they left for inside, Owodog and him came over to the fans area and filmed a little.
They walked past the immigration point and he did look to my direction, finally saw me and I waved a final goodbye.

;~; I wonder when is he coming back the next time.
Another three years???
Three years ago I was totally mute, didn't dare to say anything, just looked at him and shook his hand.
Three years later, now, I speak a little, still very mute, and was only a waving fan which all I did was wave and try to get a little of your attention. I am very contented, really.
I'll really miss you, really.
I don't know if you saw me, I don't know if you saw my board, I don't know if you read my letters, I don't know if you kept them. You definitely wouldn't remember me nor recall the interactions that we had. But every little thing that you did for me, means a lot to me♥

Labels: awayne, date to remember, fan account, fandom, In Singapore, lollipop

19/3


Omfg this guy is flawlesssssssssss. He's so nice idek. ;~;
He initiates hi-fives. Speak alot to each and every fan, smiles at them every second. Best sweet talker i swear.

He keeps saying "Wo ye ai ni~" and "Xie xie~" Lmfao can never forget. One girl cried and ken passed him some tissues, so he wiped off her tears and patted her arm omfg ;~;

20/3


fuck he's awesome. can't even use words to describe.
okay so he came on stage and sang his solo song from solo collection. his vocals ;~;
then he went up to one of this lady in the front row and ask if she could be his girlfriend. double ;~; waylt....
he hugged those who played games with him, patted the 13yo girl omg...
and he sang the christmas song from his Not Alone album, also Forever Love by Lee Hom. Omfg, it was flawless fuck. T_T he only learnt it two days ago. wae pjm wae you so awesome? Then girls went up to dance his Not Alone dance, and he bumped into one of them while choosing the winner. So he went like "對不起對不起!!!!!! 可是真的不是你!!" as a joke. But she teared up and he backhugged her wtfomfg lucky girllllll. he wiped her tears and said okay okay i've decided the winner, it's her her her! So she got pjm to feed her cake awwwww.

Then he sang along to the chinese mv made by triples, i think he got teary at the part where he saw himself cried during Newton. Well I almost broke down too... I really miss the five ToT He was so intimate with those whose notes he chosen omg, since they got to get a solo polaroid with him, oh gosh..... he even carried the last girl in a bride and groom's manner. wahhhhhhhhdefuhg, wae you so nice i'm melting...... oh oh, i think he saw my note, because idky but my note was like so loner at a corner, and he was looking directly at it and laughed. i understand why you don't want to answer it hehehehehehehe, i'm just happy you read it, hope you understood what i wrote tho ;o;

Ran out when i heard I don't know half way, shit i didn't finish watching it ;~; fancams please.... Oh i didn't manage to pass to him my carrot card.... he kept waving to fans left right infront behind.... Then i was waiting for him to turn to the back where i was following along. When he really did turn back to wave. I was waving my carrot card and trying to pass it to him while the guard was swatting it away -___________- He looked at me for a split second omfgifuckingdiedfuckitlolincoherent.... Then he slanted his head, sending me an apologetic look while he mouthed something i didn't hear, i thought it looked something like "mian"... okay i'm satisfied at least he saw me, he saw ME omgwhut.

the securities were fucked up... tho the two at the back were nice enough to me they were just swatting my hand, this guard at the side was pushing fans dangerously. since i was standing behind i saw these few fans almost toppled.
sad things aside, he stopped for security to check his passbook. so he kept waving!!!!! then he stepped into the immigration point. he stood there for a whole 1~3minutes, kept waving very hard to us behind the glass panels. he bowed, wave somemore, until he decided to check in. T_T i really felt like crying at that point of time omgfuckthisshit.... So he checked in and waved somemore, stood there and just kept looking at us and waved. ilysfmparkjungmin<3

i miss you already.......... the withdrawals. You pinky promised us to come back to Singapore, you better!
"我也爱你们~"

Labels: date to remember, fan account, fandom, In Singapore, Park Jungmin, SS501

02/12/10

He was so dashing, in his white suit.
Smiling and waving.
Like a curious kid.
Gosh...
You really killed alot of us there.

Whole account on LJ, cause I don't want creepers ^^

Labels: date to remember, fan account, fandom, In Singapore, kim hyun joong, SS501

I'll explain why I place this photo.

01/12/10
Overslept, I meant I was napping ever since I got back from the chalet.
Same day duh.
So trained down to the airport!
Met the people there.
And we settled at the glass panel, continuing on the alien project kekeke.

Alot of false alarms.
Then he finally came out.
I was trying to spot the tallest one, which I presumed was him.
But then I found out that the guards beside him were even taller! O_O
I was snapping away when he was still far.
So when he was getting closer, my camera froze.
Wasn't able to capture any more pictures sobs.
Especially when he was nearer!
So I looked up and just saw him with my eyes ^^
He had eye contact with us.
Was it the first time he waved at an airport?! Cause he did!!
And he was scanning the fans outside.
I guessed cause seldom airports have large glass panel like this, where he could walk freely for a few minutes before stepping out yeah?

Ran out, and our van was ... late.
But we managed to catch up.
Gosh I took out the battery and finally my camera kept its lens, it wouldn't off before that!!
So anyway, we were right beside him for a few minutes!
Stuck all our heads out LOL, trying to look for him.
Cause the window was so tinted and he was leaning back.
When the rest were screaming "YES IT'S HIM!!"
He suddenly sat up and peered into our van LOL!!!
And smiled!!
SCREAMMMMMMMMSSSSSSSSSSSSSss.

Okay anyway later on we were on the other side of his vehicle.
Then we saw the organiser inside telling him a little about Singapore.
Where he wound down his side of the window and pointed to SG Flyer!
He looked so interested watching the scenary roflolmao!!
I spotted him grinning away ^^
Lovely.

Tired, need some rest before later!
Need to update my livejournal when I have the time!

Labels: date to remember, fan account, fandom, In Singapore, kim hyun joong, SS501

Asa!!

I forgot I wanted to blog about this show.
So after like months of watching, I finally got to the last episode.
Was dreading it D:
Yes, I wanted it to finish so that I could move on to other shows.
But... Baby makes me laugh in this show all the times!
Even Shark too!
There's cute guys like jaehoon, bisu, saint too!
And it ended!
I cried with Baby omg -____________-
Can't believe I cried for Baby twice LOL.
You are really unbelievable, Kim Hyung Jun.
He's so nice to his MBC mates! Aww<333333
Gonna miss it alot.

Went to see dudes getting jobs on friday hurhur.
Wasn't really interested in the posts they got, so I didn't apply.
Then I got to see Se7en!!
Stunning, seriously, I was like 1metre away???
Ogling purlese.
He whipped his hair back and forth~
LOL, serious, and all the sweat drops... wow.
Cause we stood @ backstage, so i think he caught a glimpse of us also ^^
The security pushed me hard -_________________-
Idiots. But I kinda pity them too, for the chaotic crowd.

Ytd, we went to order food, walked 2km to and fro to find the wholesale centre.
Woooosh, tmr's chalet ^^

Few things I need to do,
Pack my bag.
Finish up on alien project before I go off to chalet.
Learn Back At One on guitar!

Labels: fan account, fandom, se7en

Yay it was an awesome night.
Graduation day in the morning, got my temper a little flare-y cuz I didn't have enough sleep.
My eyes were hurting like some bitch!
So didn't enjoy shopping with the people.
Turns out that we were walking up and down Iluma, without realising u-kiss was @ the korean restaurant.
Dayummmmmmmm.
Shit shit shit.
But it's okay, i went home to rest a little before heading out again.
Made chiew wait, i'm sorry!

Glad i didn't feed mosquitoes.
We were telling ourselves we're just prolly gna stand at the back and enjoy!
But when the vans came, half of the crowd ran over to wait for them.
So we just shifted ourselves forward.
Ended up we squeezed in the crowd :S
Filmed all 5songs, Man man ha ni, Mworago, Bingeul bingeul, End of the road, Shut up!
Wow, I raised my arms all the way, great work out.
The guys were cute btw n_n
Kibum stole all of Xander's singlish lines LOL.
"I'm Kibum lahhhh~", "can die one lahhhh~".
And Kiseop almost introduced himself as Soohyun once again.
Their english improved tremendously!
I enjoyed it hehe, totally drained at the end thou.
My eyeballs hurt the most, other than my neck!

Once again thankyou KTO for the tickets yay!
Love you love you.

Labels: fan account, fandom, U-Kiss

HARRO, it's been some time since i did a whole day update.
There's a few lurkers at my blog, i realised.
But, well idrc~
It was fun!!

Met seob at tiong bahru and we headed alllll the way to Tampines.
There was nothing there D:
So we ate lunch and trained to Changi!!
Omgomgomg, i was contemplating where to stand.
Then we decided to stand at the belt area hehehehe.
Alot of false alarm, I swear my heart was at my mouth, my legs were shaking.
Xander's hella adorable<33333
He did the \m/\m/ teehee, he looked like a couple with soohyun.
They did alot of waving and smiling!!
I could never forget soohyun showing his cute tiger teeth!
Kevin was... hidden LOL
Took so long to notice him, so cute!
Their van was so tinted btw -______________-

Went down to Town!
Um the malls were boring.
So anyway I got a black dress from FEP.
Then i had to pull the guys to try their outfits.
So shy my god...
The salesgirl was so cute, i chatted alot with her LOL.
Cuz I went in with seobbb, then we spotted a bowtie on the floor.
Don't know why, but my first reaction was to shift it to one side WITH MY LEG LOL.
She saw it!
And jumped infront of me, screaming "AHHHHH U STEP ON MY BOWTIE!!!"
LOL I got a shock, all the guys ran away -_________-

Anyway it was fun and the guys got their tops.
Ex thou :S
My legs are giving waaaaaaaaaay.

Labels: fan account, fandom, shopping, U-Kiss

Blog now, in case I forget everything!

Went for arrival on 28Aug, he was rly dashing ttm!
Blue formal wear which he claimed to be casual lolol~
And black shades!
Soooooo tall, big strides that he was soon disappeared from my view ;____;
Korean Air, KE641, 21:20PM btw.

Met Jeslyn and her friend, Desiree(?) at woodlands.
Then we bus'ed to RP.
Frigging excited, we just chattered all the way.
I think our mouths didn't get tired.
Reached, met up with Huiching.
Baby saw her present for him of Tom &Jerry!
Didn't win the lucky draw for photography nor games.
So we went in TRCC Theatre and realised we were so damn close to the stage.
Omg~

Anw he finally came after much fiddling in our chairs and singing along with the songs played.
He said he love chili crab, then pepper crab. Keke.
And he wants to live in Singapore!
Started off with the song Girls.


And then he played a true or false game with the fans.
Peifen who was the host asked them a question and they were supposed to stand on the "X" or the "O" side, depending whether they think it's true or false.
Facts about Hyung Joon.
There's this question about his waistline.
He perked out his butt hahahahah!
Then someone from the audience shouted a forty.
He was like "Forty?!~ NOOOOO."



Then he went backstage to prepare for the next performance.
I was so expecting him to come out, so I got my camera all ready.
Then they played Men from Mars, Women from Venus.
Everyone screamed, I panicked, everyone stood up, I turned.
He came from the exit!!
He frigging walked down the aisle and cut across in the middle where everyone was seated, and came to the aisle on our side.
No I didn't dash forward to grab him, I was videoing.

When he was on stage, he once came to our side &looked to our direction.
So I smiled to him like a retard, with my camera shooting.
He smiled back!!!! I was quite sure.

The screwed up part came, my camera was screaming memory full.
Which I later found out, the whole part I video'ed wasn't save.
Am so sad /tearstothemax/

Okay so second part of the game, he was supposed to draw portraits of the five lucky fans.
This is the funny part, cause he laughed a lot by himself.
He said a lot of OMG, I'm an artist, pretty.
Great to see baby so happy ^^
Lucky fans got him to write their names too!



Next, another five got to play dibidibidip! game with him!
It was so funny cause he did all kinds of weird, hilarious actions.
Cute baby.



Okay then he said he wanted to give something to the fans, if I hadn't remembered wrongly.
But then Peifen said SgTripleS had presents for him too!
So he said, TripleS first~
They played a fanvideo then, done by SgTripleS.
It's awesome, I cried.
Halfway through the whole video, Joon came out from backstage to watch.
When the whole thing ended, he stepped forward on stage once again.
And I spotted him wiping his eyes.
He cried D:
Cry baby!

And then they brought out a cake, with his drawing on it.
We sung Happy Birthday song in English, then Korean.
He thanked the whole lot of us, and bowed like twice?
Then was his message to us.
He said it was his first visit to Singapore, and he had to come here solo, not with SS501.
So he was rather worried, so he prepared a lot before coming.
But happy and touched that we still support him ya?
You're so amazing, baby.

We all started chanting GWENCHANA.
He heard us, "Gwenchana? Everyday I'm okay hehehehe"



Okay so his last song, I Am!
Was beautiful, and he stepped down the stage once again, and had contact with all the ones seated in the first row.
Lovely maknae.
Then it ended!


Before that, Peifen told him about the SG Zoo, which was a must visit since he is an animal lover.
He was like "Oh, really?"
Then he told everyone he didn't like hippo, cause big mouth, so fat..., so slow. LOL.
After that he said goodbye.

Had chartered bus to IMM.
The few hours zoomed past so quickly, at Garden Plaza.
Ah Ken soon came on stage, had a mini rehearsal with us.
3 steps to Baby's heart.
At first he came up with some weird, mushy nickname for Baby.
3 steps to Joon Joon's heart.
Everyone kinda shrieked.
Okay so we stuck to "Baby".
The moment he came on to the stage, screamssssssss.
He was wearing another vest, black this time.

1) Greet him with "안녕하세요" and "사랑해요"
So he replied with, "나도, 사랑해요"
I swear he was grinning so widely.
Omg, how many did he kill?
2) We sang Love Like This.
The original plan was to sing I Am, but when Ah Ken asked if we knew how to sing the song. Only a few mumblings.
So kind SgTripleS once again, proposed to sing LLT instead.
You should hear how loud the YES was when he asked if we knew the song.

Okay so he danced to our song, smiling yay.

Then the autograph session began.
I stayed till the end, cause I remained in front, snapping shots of him.
Smiling to myself lol.
Anw here's the part when I went up.

Me: /points at the word "fishy" on my card.
HJB: /squints very hard, pressing his fringe once again
Me: It's a F!
HJB: /signs "To: Pishy"
Me: O_O;;; LOL.
Me: /shoved the card to him

HJB: /takes, passed to the helper, paused, stared at me.
HJB: HAHAHAHA, /points to the card while looking back to the helper with the look-it's-me!!!
Me: /dazed
I gave him this paper duck I cut out.
Me: It's a smaller one /points to my board.
HJB: Thank you! OH! /brightens up
HJB: Thank you!!
Me: /smileslikeretard

Then I kinda got pulled off stage, forgot my handshake, didn't even remember to say goodbye!
I only realised something amiss after I walked to the back...
So I just stared at him and felt sad about my loss.
Gahhhhhh.
Okay, there's a step 3 remember?
At the end of the autograph session, Ah Ken prompted us.
3)Do some aegyo and say "Oppa, don't leave~"
Not many did it, so he wasn't able to hear the first time.
But second time, he leaned back and was like "Ahhhh~"
Sudden realisation lol~~~~
Then Ah Ken asked "Are you gna bring them back to Korea!"
HJB said "Yes, of course, all of them!"
Ah ken jokingly asked, "Me too?"
Joon said " NOO WAY~" in a deep tone kkkkkk.
Ah Ken asked how was he going to bring us back, by luggage?
He said "In my bag", then he pretended to carry an invisible one!

They carried on with the giving of posters and then he soon left ):
For his chili crab dinner, and the interview with 1003.
Oh yes! He said "Hwaiting" to all the students taking examinations.
Which included me, I raised my hand ya ya ya!
Joon's so nice with fans...
He's leaving tonight!!!!!
I think I'll cry tonnes of tears.

I promise to give more love to Baby, other than my biases~

Labels: arrival, date to remember, fan account, fancam, fandom, In Singapore, kim hyung joon

I went accompanying Poh 'cause she was alone.
Wanted to study before everything started.
No I wasted the whole day, cause I was so not in the studying mood.

Anw, watching my fanvids.
I really want to self stab!!
But was a lesson learnt, plus I've got some bonus treats!

Now I'm really going to flunk all papers next week.
Advance apologies to Mom, Dad, Teachers and whoever!
):

And my sympathy to those fans who got really upset ytd.
Cheer up!

Labels: fandom

Last night i got a shock of my life,

My temperature was 39.8
I thought tmr jialat alr.
Then morning still 39++
Go bathe, then hengheng drop to 38plus.
Met josey and queue, or rather rot.
Omg dam high de lah.
They shuai daaaaaao, cannot zai shuai alr.
XD
I shook hands with my favouritessssssssss.
They auto put their hands out.
Zomg, so lucky :x
I lurb xiang chang zui!
Dian si ren liao lor.

Okay tmr im flying.
Don't miss me, but i know you will.
Aiyah taoyan~
-flicks hand.
HAHA HERE I COME TAIWAN.
AND LOLLIPOP! :D

Labels: awayne, fan account, fandom, lollipop

Jialaaaaat,

Fever sia, confirm liao.
Everywhere aching.
Anyway went out when fever subside, thanks to panadol.
Then meet, si josey.
Say meet earlier.
End up she went with adelene and the rest.
So i waited at station for mandy.
Then saw ahjojojojo.
LOL.
She complained say 12 reach then walkwalkwalk, dam humid.

Collected tickets.
Sibei swee lah the tickets, no wonder they want auto on it.
Then after that mrt'ed to clarke quay.
Jialat, the panadol like mei you xiao liao.
Super tired, everywhere aching.
Then walked arnd looking for the place.
Can get lost :x
Ermmm, then we kana chased by afew guys and girls,
Playing 'apprentice'
I think so.
Mrt'ed to vivo.
Sibei dua, walk until leg want rot alr.
Bought alot of stuffs.
Cheeebeee gna be broke yeah?

Then i really buay tahan, then went off with mandy.
Iregret skipping lunch,
Now feel like vomitting.
Zzzz.
I hope the second panadol helps.
Cause i cannot be sick from 11-2o june!
Pleaseeeeeee.
X_X
People pray for me.
-amithaba.
Lemme count, i have been..
Walking for about 7 hours, wahpiang.
First time fever walk so long, tmd.
You know its all for the sake of lollipop. x.x

Labels: fandom, lollipop