Were you looking at me, the derp photo I printed? Kkkkk
God knows what Minhwan and Hongki were doing at that moment haha.
Let's take a moment to appreciate their reactions when the crowd sang the birthday song in Korean for birthday boy aka Jonghun.
Ily cutie pai, even though you boys were really moody in those two days. No fan services for the poor people boo. It really seemed like you didn't even coming here. Only Seunghyun remained smiley throughout, thank you boyyyy for still loving us no matter what♥
FT Island which brought us together :')
Had problems with our seats initially, thanks to irresponsible organisers. Mad pissed, but eventually was sorted out thanks to the nice SIS staff. Poor people who had to take in all the shit from fans because pussy organisers were hiding backstage. Anyway we ended up standing and closer, so all was good AND WE WERE ALOT MORE HYPER. Headbangin', jumping, sing-a-longing and swinging yellow lightsticks with all our mights.
Bits and pieces of what happened:
HK: Korea is cold. But Singapore is sooooo hot... SHIT! Minhwan: I am very far.... ㅠㅠㅠㅠ Can you hear me?? Everyone: Yesssss!!! Seunghyun: Harro! HK: ARE YOU LEADY! LET'S GO! HK: Everybody sit down! Leady to jump?!?! (For hyper songs like Let It Go and Flower Rock)
This time, the best part was everyone willingly sat/squat down or at least bent down with Hongki's instructions, which made the whole concert much more fun as we jumped together with Hongki in continuation of the next song lines!
Before confession, HK: This is a song you guys should be familiar with, since it's a song dedicated to all of you.
Placards all up during I Confess
Minhwan and his super high note I never thought he could hit during the song!
Then it was Always with You, everyone held up 항상지겨주게요 banners and sang along with Hongki, who also held the mic for us during chorus to hear us sing. He later picked up one of the banners from fan and hung it at the front of the stage extension.
HK: You guys are getting hotter. I remembered you guys weren't this excited two years back. You guys are great (so cool) today! Good. -cute face with thumbs up-
Yeah man see, we can be enthusiastic when you want us to :D Sorry for being dull audience 2 years back, glad to change that impression of Singapore Primadonnas this time round f-yeah.
HK: "Soon FT Island will release a full-length album! It's an album we worked really hard for so we hope you'll love it!" HK: Say goodbye to teacher (translator) Everyone: BYEEEE. HK: Good job~
Everyone could sing along to the verse of Severely while @FtGtJH was playing the piano. The boys were surprised at first, then they smiled :')
Due to new fans and giveaway tickets, as well as the bigger venue, it seemed like there was a bigger audience, soo...
HK asked: How many of you are here at our concert for the first time? PLENTY RAISED THEIR HANDS. HK: How are you enjoying the concert so far? I hope 2 years down the road, when we hold another concert, you guys will still be here okay? Promise! -showing his pinky-
YES PLEASE COME BACK AGAIN SOON. IFMYSM.
HK asked a fan in Pen A: How oldeu are you? 19? Ah. You boy, your boyfriend? Boy and girl~ Together? Together~~~ -draws heart at them-
Before Theory of Happiness, HK: Up till now we've been playing songs that you guys are familiar with, the next few ones, you might probably not know the songs, but these songs are the type of songs we enjoy and we want to bring it out to you guys. (Theory of Happiness, Black Chocolate, Top Secret, Beloved etc)
THANK YOU FTISLAND surprise event during encore; earned the boys' smiles and 이홍기 sincere"고마워요...~" I swear I could hear the emotions shaking in his voice.
Some french kiss topic arose, HK urged the same "couple" to do it, but audience wanted the boys to do the "deep kisseu". So Seunghyun made really slurpy noises while strumming his guitar for I Wish introduction
Hongki self-proclaimed that he's old. He ran out of breath before encore, tripped on confetti for last song, and played dead on stage since then, everyone was waiting for him to end the song. Jaejin went over to checked on him with a worried face, but found out he was sorta faking it so poked him. But Hongki refused to budge. The rest just snickered at him while they kept the rhythm going. Then he finally stood up, limped like an old man, then stood up straight pointing towards the ceiling as though none of it had happened. Jaejin looked at us and laughed, pointing to Hongki saying to us silently "Look at this asshole..."
또 좋고즐거운 추억을 만들었어서 넘고마워요,,, 우리 약속이 꼭 지킬거예요!!! 2년 후에도 와요... 우리도 에프티는 항상지켜줄게요 ^^
Heck, school's starting today. Everyone's complaining and I've grown out of that already, even though I still hate school as much. I just hope this semester wouldn't be as bad.
That's for school.
I probably need a lot of motivation this semester. I need to do better. I hope I do. I have friends who are supporting me ^w^
Yup, so another 2 weeks have passed, and sea trainings on alternate days have pretty much summed up my weeks. Of course, there'd been also land trainings. I feel so healthy! Then trainings stopped this week, and I felt all weird not having to exercise, it's like I've grown all fatty again. Then just yesterday, I went to SP's pool to swim a little hehe, just to accompany the upgraders for their swim test too. Then I shopped a little with EC. Woohoo, money flew again. ;~~~;
Something I've gained from the training one day...
And then, I met up with Charlene and SK who's just been back from Seoul!!!! Hehehe, had the chance to try the Salted Caramel Mocha Frappe when there was the 1-for-1 offer. It was yummy. I love the salty taste hidden in between the sweet caramel and foamy whipped cream. Having the cravings now. Sobs.
Being the Korean people, we decided for Korean food at Kim Dae Mun(?) It was delicious yet affordable. But after having this, I had the flu the next day... Probably thanks to my ill Dad as well. Well, it was still awesome! But the kimchi was meh...
And these are the stuff SK bought from Korea for me! Great to have such a nice, kind friend who doesn't mind putting aside some luggage space and purchasing items overseas for you. Masks were so cheap in Korea OTL OTL OTL. And the skull tee wasn't initially mine but I guess it was meant to be. Hehehehehe. THANKS SK!
And yes! Because I grew so sick of my hair, even though I liked it long and curly and brown. I decided to go for a haircut just a week ago. Exactly one week. I went back to the neighbourhood salon with the familiar aunty to have my hair cut. And I got my sidecut lolololol. It might be outdated already but well, I had it for fun! And snipped off all the dead ends and my curly locks boohoo.
Loved my new hair when it was done. But now I've gotta admit, I got bored already... LOL. Plus, maybe this hairstyle doesn't really suit me that much. And I miss my longer hair, but it was getting too dry from the sea water and sunlight! So well. I'll wait for it to grow longer! Meoli meoli, come back to mummy!
Oh, and I let out some secrets to Huiling a few days back, had a good h2h chat with her late night one day. It basically went from SS501, to individual members, to Seoul, to my hair, back to SS501, and then about my lifeu. I'm glad to say I found another good friend who's willing to listen to my rants :') Plus, she's a Triple S like me! So we've lotsa common grounds and wouldn't squabble that easily (I hope).
So I'm off from tomorrow and Sunday! Till then, I'll return shades darker and exhausted. I'll probably have fun though, I WISH! Because FT Island won their first M'Countdown award for "I Wish" yesterday. LOL, what a stupid turn. Toodles.
This MV was uploaded on Youtube at 12KST. Waited for like a week? Watched the teaser, went insane in school and on twitter. Finally the whole MV was out!!! I watched the first time, went like "omg omg omg", "you so cute you so cute", "please don't cry, don't frown, don't be sad!!!" THEN the main part was out, Hongki was knocked by the car and... he supposedly died. T_______________________T I went like "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..." He's so foolish T__________________T Then, thereafter I didn't dare to rewatch it anymore. I got so upset, because he was dead in the music video... My precious boy ;~~~~~; I couldn't bear to watch him die another time. I was suffering from this internal battle in me, because part of me wanted to watch him being so adorable, smiley and all in the video, part of me didn't want to watch him so upset, crying and dying in the video...
So I was ranting on Tumblr about how I couldn't watch it anymore. His voice was amazing, his acting was awesome, he's so gorgeous. Then!
As usual this cutie loves appearing on Twitter out of the blue, at about 30 minutes past midnight. So he replied this fan who asked him "Till now, you've no thoughts about marriage?" He retweeted and added "What is marriage? Keke." WHAT A TROLL RIGHT!!!!!! LOL. So I was like ;OOOO what is this.... how can you be like that!!!! So being my usual self, since I always tweet them shit and all, I wanted to reply him saying "What was that!!!" But I decided against the idea, because it sounded a little too informal and rude. So I phrased it in a nicer way and asked, "........................ why are you like that~" The dots represented how speechless I was.
After replying him, I went back on Tumblr to mourn about "Severely" MV. Then I went back to check my Twitter and there were new mentions! I was like ooooh, which Primadonna or friend mentioned me, probably about FT Island's new mv! Then I scrolled my timeline and saw huiling shouting at me!!! She mentioned me and Young Saeng LOL. So I was already in the WHAT THE FUCK state. I hurriedly scrolled down and saw this...
LIKE DA FUCK. LOL. I saw it, stared at it in disbelief and utter shock. C'mon, I've tweeted him and Hongki umpteen times, ever since they got Twitter. Never once had they replied me in my entire tweeting life. HOLY SHIT, but he replied me this time!!! How lucky was I then? My tweet, probably flooded by other Triple S' tweets were on his mentions and HE FUCKING SAW MINE.
Anyway, what he replied was, "I am like what~?" LOLOLOL. HE FRIGGIN' TROLLED ON ME. He imitated the way I tweet and added the "~" at the back HELP. I totally flew to the sky. I've no idea if he knew what I was referring to, OR he pretended that he didn't know what I was talking about, because he didn't want to talk about marriage LOL. Whatever the case, HE REPLIED ME. ME. ME. LOL. Then after that my mentions sorta flooded. By Triple S, by friends. There were congratulatory tweets, retweets, (bad) translations... Awwwww, it was a nice experience :')
But after that, he disappeared... From my limited Korean language, seems like he ended the fantalk and went to remove his makeup, and then sleep I guess. So he left me there, dying from hyperventilating. I remembered how cold I felt, my limbs were freezing, I felt like a total corpse but with a rigid smile on my face. My mum asked me, "Why are you smiling to your laptop, are you crazy?" Sighs.... Things my biases can do to me. I COULDN'T SLEEP, I WAS FEELING SO HIGH. Like hello, I only had three hours of sleep the night before and I promised myself to sleep after I watched FT Island's MV! Who knows this otter would have replied me!!!!!! T_T But I love him for seeing my mention, and replying me, and being so cute in his reply. I love you ;w;
So I guess that was his early birthday present for me. And I really truly love it alot, and I appreciate all the congratulatory messages lol. I was being called the "Lucky Girl" whenever my friends saw me today. Hehe. I hope I remain as lucky for the rest of February.
One down, two more to go. If I ever get a reply from Hongki and Awei, I would have been in Heaven thrice.
Sighs, still experiencing the bad withdrawals. But I had an awesome two days with FT Island. ;v;
15th January - Concert Day They performed Hello Hello, I’m going to have you, Love Love Love, FT vs PRI, Life, I Want, Let It Go, Flower Rock, Sunshine Girl, I Confess, Even Your Tears, That Person In Shinsadong, I’ll Love Everything, 그대는 인형처럼 웃고 있지만, Don Quixote, Troublemaker and ended off with Primadonna, which was dedicated to us...
At the start he wants to compare our screams to the Malaysians'. He screamed "Let's compare. Screams. OKAY?" Then after we screamed, he was like "You are so fucking coooooool!" Everyone was stunned for a second and we screamed again!!!!! The atmosphere was totally heated up!
Before FT vs PRI, Hongki told everyone. "When I give you the mic. Say 예쁘 okay. Say 예쁘 ~ Okay, let's ... practise" Then he sang 너무 나 and passed the mic to the moshpit. So everyone shouted, "예쁘!!!!!!" Hongki was wagging his finger, and he said "No~ Tchwee... Three times. 예쁘 예쁘 예쁘~~" So we got it right the second time and the happy dude went like "Okaaaaay~ Let's goooooo~" And he ran like a cute kid hehe.
He choked on a high note during LIFE... Sighs.
Lucky they changed the tune of Lovex3 since it requires him to screeeeeeam. My poor baby... T_T There was a few times he walked to the extension stage and looked towards our direction, I don't know if he saw me, but I was smiling at him hehe. I hope he did.
At this point of time, Hongki suddenly said "Can I... I want to...uh...Korean. Right now." Then Jaejin was like, "??? You want to speak Korean? Why! Speak English okay?" Then Hongki was like " :< okay...." Lol you cutie! Then he randomly went up to Jaejin and say "I love you". Jaejin was shocked... speechless for a few seconds before he asked "Why?" Hongki replied, "I don't know... Just... Love you". There was also this frigging cute part. Hongki asked, "Do you know Korean???" We went like "YESSSSSSSSSS"
Hongki: "I love you" Us: -screeeeeeeeams- Hongki: "What is mean in Korean?~" Us: "Saranghae!" Hongki and Jaejin: "Woah!!" Hongki: "Uh... hungry!" Us: "Baegopa!!!!!" Hongki and Jaejin: "WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" Hongki: "Uh... uh... uh... Huh?" Minhwan whispers to him. Hongki: "I mish you!!!" Us: "Bogoshipo!!!!" Hongki: "Awww, we miss you tooo~!"
During Flower Rock, the song was at its climax so Hongki just told everyone to sit down LOL. Even the people in the moshpit. He was going like "Everybardy, sit daun. Sit daun." Like 5 times! And he said "Everybardy jump. At once. Okay? Jump, at once."
Before Sunshine Girl, Seunghyun was adjusting his guitar. So Jaejin asked "Why? Are you okay?" Then Hongki said, "Hey stupid~!" LOLOLOL.
I think it was Don Quixote. When it first started out, Hongki was like playing air guitar. He was frigging high lol. He just strummed the air and refused to sing! So everyone stopped playing their instruments and Jaejin asked, "Hyung, what are you doing?" Hongki replied, "Playing the guitar!" Jaejin was like "Why! You. Singing! Okay!" Then Hongki replied, "Uh... okay~" In a little sad voice kekekekeke.
He said "I love you, Singaporeeee!!!! \m/"
Then they said byebye :(
But we shouted for encore!!! And they reappeared!
For their encore, they sang Lovesick, Bad woman and Like the Birds... A few of my favourites ;~~~; Unfortunately the security decided to cockblock me half way through the concert and I wasn't able to video everything. Sigh... My memory's really bad, that's why I always always always film the performances so that I can playback when I want to. I got shone by the securities so much, they gave me a last warning before Primadonna :< He was singing Lovesick and after the first line, everyone shouted "LEE HONG KI" since it was the fanchant and he burst out laughing kekekeke. You cutie. Didn't expect us to do the fanchant, did you? What was even more fantastic was that, FT Island used English throughout the whole concert. Except for the times where they were sing... DUH~ Sighhhhh, especially hongbb. He did an awesome job, hosting the whole concert with limited vocabulary. But you did great, and shouldn't be afraid to speak in English kekeke. Even though he had weird accent and pronunciation. I finally attended a full-fledged concert, and it was with FT Island ^_______^ I'm glad, because I had tons of fun! Tbh, it was too short, only 1.5 hours :< It was only when it came out in the papers, had I realised Hongki actually went to a local hospital for a flu jab before the concert :< My poor bb... - - - 16th January - Fansign Day
We were there at 10am, waited till 6.30pm for the fansign to start~~~ He was swaying to the music when I went up... Then as he saw me coming, he looked up, gave the cute derp look, waved and said "Hello~~~"
Then I quickly gave him my card, and he looked at it. Then he exclaimed like "Oh wow~ And maybe kamsahamnida?"
He placed the card at his left while looking, then i think he saw my name on the little post-it I wrote, and he pointed at me asking, "your name?" But stupid enough I didn't process his question. I was too eager to accomplish what I wanted to do, so I asked "하트 그려세요..." and I drew one with my hand, in case he didn't hear me. So he replied "Ah….~" And started signing like a little kid kekekekekeke, seems like he signed with lots of effort, and a heart beside the signature T___T He signed in slow and steadily. First time I'm observing someone signing so slowly keke.
Then he looked up again, I nodded really contentedly, smiled ^______^ and stuck out my hand and he held his to take mine and shake T_T~ His hand was kinda long and slender, not the huge kind I imagined it to be… A little rough, not really warm as well (he had flu~) Apparently I saw the security by the side of my eyes, he was trying to grab my poster away already, since I was spending a long time in front of Hongki. So I just grabbed my poster and ran off... Without saying thank you or bye bye to him T_______T But, apparently, he did a brief wave to say bye to me... I didn't get to ask him to take care of his health too...
Well, from the fancam, I got to know that my card was left on the table for quite some time... The staff didn't take it, Hongki didn't pass it to them as well. ;~~~~~~~~~~~~; It was by his side for a long while... I love you baby. Then stupid Choi Jonghun tested his marker on my card... That bitch. It's my fucking card you're dabbing on T_T Huhuhu, and Hongki didn't see what he did there.
Then we rushed to Manna, via mrt and like a 15 minutes walk because we kinda got lost and we depended on iPhone's GPRS lol. We were drenched in sweat when we reached there! And we waited for another 30-45 minutes before they came out. It was worthwhile though, since I got to see him the very last time and wave him farewell... Lol the tall Seunghyun bang his head on the top of the van while trying to get in. Then I kept waving my board and hand at the tinted window, hoping he will be looking from inside. I don't know... He might have been resting since he was really sick. Then Jonghun(?) I supposed, waved at us with his phone~
Then they set off to the airport... Sigh. I miss him alot.
Rushed to meet Pinky right after my last lesson, then we headed to the stadium to meet the other two ^^ So we camped at Koufu to watch the red carpet, instead of going to the real one lol since they restricted it to 400 people. Mm hmm, so we watched almost the whole red carpet just to see Hyun Joong walking it... But till the very last 30 minutes, he wasn't appearing. Even SNSD and 2NE1 walked across the carpet already... So we gave up and walked to the stadium for entrance ^^
Anyway I could only say MAMA 2011 was awesome.
Tbh, I was a little mad at Hyun Joong ever since those stupid news articles of his interview on SS501 came up… Yet, he reignited my love for him when I saw him real life again ystd. He did his best dancing to “Lucky Guy” on MAMA 2011. We all saw it, he danced so hard that we got worried that he’ll fall any time. But it was the nicest, best performance for Lucky Guy, that could not be compared to those I’ve seen on music shows. So it was my very first time screaming for him like a stupid bitch. So much so that the girl sitting in front of me, turned back and stared at me for awhile.
Well, so my point is that, I then realised, no matter what any of the SS501 member does, I cannot ignore them or stop loving them. If someone just ask me to stop supporting them, I can’t. If someone asks me to stop fangirling, I can’t, as long as they are still in the Korean industry, I can’t. Lol.
That’s one thing. There’s another thing that touched me and my friends when we’re at the stadium. I was trying to spot for green lightsticks everywhere, everytime. Yes, the number of green lightsticks were…. disappointing. But what was touching was that, not all of them (including me) were only Hyun Joong’s bias. We were there as Triple S, not just Henecians… T_______T
Heehee, so I love my boys, and my fandom♡
Now for my FT ISLAND story… I was really excited to scream for them when they come out on the nominees’ list. I was telling my Twitter list that I’m done with screaming (for HyunJoong), except when FTI is shown as one of the nominees for Best Band Performance. Then I realised CNBLUE won. It was after CNBLUE was shown on the screen had I realise, omfg so you mean FTI didn’t win the best band performance award?
What was more disappointing was, they didn’t list the nominees. They deprived me from the chance for screaming for them. And they even removed FTI and HyunJoong from the nominees list for Song/Artist of the Year. So, how could one not get mad?
Last but not least, I’ve something to say about Super Junior. Even though I’m not a fan of theirs. They were really really touched when they’ve won the Album of the Year. Really. I felt their sincerity, and my heart ached at that moment. Not to mention they are a famous male group, and I thought of my SS501 boys too.
So when MAMA ended, this was what only the audience at the stadium saw… Some of the SJ members ran to the extension of the stage, held hands and bowed to the audience for like 30 seconds (which I thought was fucking long) Then they gave lots of fan service, for example, Eun Hyuk blowing flying kisses to all 3 directions. The rest of the members waved and bowed more. Then, as they retreated backstage, Eunhyuk ran to the other side of the backstage to thank the staffs hiding behind as I saw him shaking their hands and bowing slightly, before he ran to the other side to join the rest of the members. Behind all the jokes and laughters these guys, especially this joker hyuk, are actually very sincere members.
If i've the time i'd come back to elaborate this in further details aite? It's an awesome experience that those who weren't there, wouldn't understand.
Hay wussup. Tryna' twirl all the sticky spider webs that's on my blog... Anyway today was a fucking insane day, I would name it. So yesterday was hell, because OnePdtion decided to release a bomb telling us that FTISLAND PLAY! CONCERT tickets will start selling today. Online sales at 9am, and counters/telephone sales at 10am.
So we kinda had it all planned out. To hell with credit cards, because we didn't have any to begin with. Lucky enough, my nice Triple S mate agreed to help me with the online sales ^___^ But still we were worried about the system crashing... and people holding on to more seats than they needed. So Jolene and I discussed that we should rush down to the nearest sistic counter at the same time!!! Lucky there was Jolene who wanted to go to the concert with me. Well... I don't have any close Primadonna friends who wanted to invite me along with them. So... /shrugs///////
Uh huh, so I woke up last night, in the midst of dawn, and couldn't get back to sleep because I started thinking about the tickets :(((( So I went for lecture at 8am, and both of us rushed out of the hall at 9am, where everyone turned back to look at us, wondering what's up. Yep so we bus'ed down and the counter was still closed. Surprisingly, there weren't any queue. What the fuck even? Where did all the west Primas went to? Meanwhile, my Triple S mate was trying to get us good seats and I thank her so much for her patience and everything. She must have felt so pressurized, trying to get good seats for me and worrying that I'll feel upset and stuff. Yep we couldn't get front rows at all, the blocks we wanted were fucking fully blocked. I was really upset. I wonder who the fuck blocked/held them, because we entered the system on the dot at 9am and they weren't available already!!! Except for the last 7 rows or so? Diu diu diu. :((((
Yep so when the counter was open, we tried asking as well. The lady boss there was really pretty and helpful. I asked her about the time difference and she explained to me that the system at the counters are exactly the same as how we book the tickets online. There is no fucking way we could choose the fucking preferred seats and all. Fuck. It's all randomly assigned by the system, the so called best seats! So this lady at the counter told us that the block we wanted, was left with single seats. So we fucked it and just told my friend to get me whatever she got on hand at that time. Anyway it was the block we wished for, just that we're in the really back rows... :((((( But she tried her best and I really love her alot for that. She didn't push me to make payment and stuff either ^___^
So feeling rather sad, Jolene and I went back to school for our next tutorial which we were luckily on time. Mm hmm. The day was fine because I calmed down and felt that my tickets weren't that bad after all ^___^ We don't have to queue unlike the situation if we had bought the PENS tickets, neither do we have to squeeze and smell people's BO and smelly pits. Yep.
After school we rushed to bugis, wanting to print some stickers. But I totally forgot the shops at Bras Basah close damn early. Dang it. So we didn't reach there in time. We just strolled around and stuff like that. Then I collected my tickets from my friend and I paid her ^___^
I'm satisfied right now, and I can't wait for January to come!!!! Diu y'all who got rows 1-5. Diu diu diu. Now to ponder if I should try smuggling my DSLR in. Hmm.
Alright since I was there let me share with you what was not seen on the live broadcast. But first let me just enumerate for you who were the idols who performed : Davinchi, FT Island, B.E.G., Infinite, Boyfriend, Simon D, Huk Gak, Whee Sung, Cho PD, C Real and more. Not all actually sang live, some where pre-recorded and just gave us some fan service. But Kyu Jong, B.E.G., Infinite and a few more peformed live. Super Junior wasn't there so not even fan service was given.
When it's already Kyu Jong' stage, when he went up the stage he was looking so radiant. While waiting for the cue for him to start, he was dancing to the music of the singer just before him (sorry couldn't remember who). He was so cute. As the start of the cue, he was all business on stage. There were quite a number of Kyu Jong fans who attended and I am quite surprise. They're so dedicated. From the time I was here I always see them giving full support to him. Just so amazing. After his performance, Kyu bowed and went backstage.
When the winner is to be announced, everyone once again went back to the main stage while the show is showing Super Junior's A-cha. As everyone was lining up Kyu Jong was standing at the left side (fronting audience) as he settles himself, he was dancing to A-cha! So cute and charming. Fans were delighted for that cute treat. ^^ On stage, Kyu Jong would bow and greet some of the artists on stage. Saw him talk to FT Island boys and Davinchi in particular. Also seems to be looking at his fans with green penlight and waving while flasing his sweet smile.
When Lee Hong Ki saw him he asked Kyu Jong to stand near him. While still not on air, Hong Ki and Kyu Jong were talking. Hong Ki looked at the rings on Kyu Jong's fingers (sorry forgot to give this details earlier until I saw the photo above) and Hong Ki did the suspender dance which gave Kyu Jong a big smile. When the show went on air again, Kyu Jong stepped back a little. While the winner is being announced Kyu Jong was listening attentively. The FT Island boys were already covering up their ears as they're already preparing for the confetti and fireworks to come out. Kyu Jong saw them and also covered his ears and smile so cutely. When winner was announced he didn't left the stage right away but let almost everyone leave then congratulated the winner. He kept on clapping and bowing. I was looking at him all throughout while on stage with other artists. Some may feel sad looking at him all alone there as others are with their members, but I feel so proud of him standing on stage, successfully proving that he can do solo activities.
Btw, amongst all the idols on stage, Kyu Jong shines the most for me on the stage. So tall, handsome, nicely dressed, well mannered and looking confident.
Well, I haven't been blogging a proper post on blogger ;~; Sozz. Poh says I must start typing in paragraphs so I shall. Anyway, my mundane life basically revolves around fandom and me going on webs like Twitter, Tumblr, Soompi. I still open blogger everyday, just to see that pretty boi up there. Or else known as my boyfran. (Delusional)
Then, I've been visiting random sites and creeping up on people. I've got to read up on BPD syndrome lately. I think I might suffer from mild one. (choychoy) I tend to imagine all the negative thoughts people might have on me. Because sometimes they behave like they are annoyed/irritated by me. Then I get all sad myself and wonder to myself how to make it up. What the hell right? So absurd. And most of the times, I do find out that actually they could care less, they weren't bothered by anything. I was doing all that stupid thinking myself and worry the shit out of myself. Well, the purpose of typing this chunk is to act as a reminder for myself to stop this habit, or whatever syndrome it could be. It's unhealthy and might get worse.
I picked up my guitar again! And I renamed it LEE. Hehe, you can have all the time to guess what it means. For me to know, for you to find out. I've tried to strum love love love. Can't do. So I've been practising Rocketeer these two days. I hope one day I could actually play and sing without any background music. My fingertips hurt like crap now that I've started strumming again, since all the dead skin had exfoliated. Then again, Dad passed me his photography book, which I hardly touched. Not making any advancement sighs. I need to learn more about the camera, not photography Dad.
Tmr I'll be starting work!!! It's fast-paced, tough, long hours, but seems fun. I hope I'll be able to withstand everything. I hope I have good working mates to help me along. When the money starts rolling in, it means shopping :3
Last week have been a busy week down at chinatown helping out. Then I went to work at Cadbury on tuesday, it was like my official start for work teehee. Stood for like 13hours, finally felt how the workers there have been slogging their asses off. Cause i brought back aches and only aches! Worked like some machines at some godly speed (imo) But it was fun nevertheless!
Today was eve and we went back to NHHS for some heartwarming talk teehee. Tho the JC-ers were excitedly sharing their orientation stories. Lmao. Glad to see them after somewhile~
Helllllllo. Had a bad dream this morning. Bad as in not scary yet scary in a sense like i was cursing someone >: I don't mean for it, really!! But they say dreams come in an opposite form, so yeah ^o^
Monday, went to bugis with ching and xiujing! Bought like two pairs of shorts when i was determined not to spend any money.... Then i got the faceshop membership for free hahaahah, thanks to ching.
Tuesday, was a fun day at sentosa with the kids. Tho there was nothing much. We just played in water, played with sand and frisbee!
Hehe so funny i could watch this umpteen times and still laugh the hell out of it!
Ogaaay so today we went to raffles city! I drank Gong Cha for the first time, woohoo not bad, I like! Cannot find a unique iPhone cover... So we walked and we walked and walked. Cool dresses, but didn't buy any yet!
And then i collected my tickets! Can't believe i was so lucky hehe, got goosebumps okay. Thank you KTO!
Hope i can find a nice outfit for prom D: Today was a no spending day ahahaha.
<3 i wanna get the DVD when it comes out. SS is over! My freedom's here! Soon... Hehe, then i'll start shopping for clothes. Prom, Chalet, Work, Chasing idols.
Ytd was fun. It's been like a month since I wore my heels? And it killed me ytd. So I went 313 with fam. Wanted to have shoyu ramen, in the end I was simply too full for dinner!! Anw, I bought a really cool white top and a red fedora at 7$. So cheap please! (last night i dreamt we saw a fedora for 2$ after that wtf -_______-) Oh the f21 staffs scared me with their halloween makeup.
Okay it's time for me to act be hardworking! Will be sharing gifs on tumblr after o's yay yay!! I've a schedule for after examinations ^^
Really want you to take care of your voice, okay? Anyway it's been a week of O'levels! Days past faster than I expected, which is a good thing isn't it?
English was okay. Emaths was okay. Amaths was disastrous, Paper1 was too easy, Paper2 was damned... Chemistry Paper2 was okay. It was easy so I'm kinda worried for a difficult paper1. Dayum.
God bless all of us for the next two weeks ^^
Important dates next month: 3nov, 6&7nov!
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Yes, extremely minute. Videos are solely for keepingsake, but this had the butt shake so I'm sharing ^^
They rocked my night. Focused on him the whole night, not worth it, but worth it. He was in total good mood, butt shake for Bingx3. There was still a "ONE MORE TIME~" LOL. It wasn't live, but the performances thereafter were ^^ Total of four songs, Bing Bing Bing, I Hope, Love Love Love and Flower Rock. "ARE YOU READAYEEEEEEEEE?"
The rest of the videos are verryy shaky, cause I was waving the lightstick along with the beat woohoo. So I'm keeping it private. Hongki is a bad boy, I don't encourage you to use whatever you've learnt. Lol.
Longer and naggy post on livejournal. Yes, private. You better take care of yourself bb, see you again soon!
I need to say, Taemin did a FANTASTIC job in covering jjong parts ^^
Today was unexpectedly fun! I wasn't late hurray. So we bought KOI while waiting for the rest, took turns to carry. What I hated was the stupid weather. My day started out bad cause the bus felt like a furnace, the aircon was blowing warm air _l_
Bought cup noodles! Best, most epic thing was, 6 of us squeezed at the back seat. With Valerie and Aloysius sitting on laps LOL. Hilarious. Wouldn't say it was productive, neither was it NOT. Was an interesting day, we made Mr Tan laugh alot too! LOL, chunxian ordered pizzas for the guys. Apparently they know Mr Tan's number, or they were able to track idek... And he made the receiver wait on the phone for minutes LOL. Wallic made the antique chair collapse. The chairs scared all of us. Be it armchair, chair...chair.
Then we went for F&C for dinner woosh. My tummy's coming out! It was like a one-day chalet all in all. Thank you Mr Tan~
Can't wait!!!! Look at the amazing, awesome, handsome guy. Honestly, FTI's Japanese songs were the first Jsongs I've ever liked. Seldom do I hear much of them... They have shorter lifespans than that Korean songs or western's.
Anw! I love that bb hairstyle ^^ Rlly tired after the whole week, seeya. Click click, help to increase the amount of views okay? DON'T REUPLOAD PLEASE!
hai people, it's a day out today again. Kinda overslept. I woke at 9plus, thinking I should prolly wake up and catch up with subbed MK before heading out. But then I fell back to sleep, cause I was srsly too tired mehhh. So I bolted up when there was doorbell. Uhm, then I checked my phone and it was 1230. Supposed to meet the girls at 1300. Freaked out, dashed to the bathroom, and struggled with my contacts bwahahaha. I wore both and realised something's blurry. Got freaked out for the second time, thinking what's wrong with the lenses. Then I realised the left side dropped on the floor orz. Fail max.
Mmm, so we ate pasta for lunch. I had fun talking with them ^^ Especially since we had common interests yaya. Felt so paiseh telling my age, 'cause it seemed so... immature. D: Met up with rachel after that and we had more chats!