I hope one day I could play this too.

Well, I haven't been blogging a proper post on blogger ;~; Sozz. Poh says I must start typing in paragraphs so I shall. Anyway, my mundane life basically revolves around fandom and me going on webs like Twitter, Tumblr, Soompi. I still open blogger everyday, just to see that pretty boi up there. Or else known as my boyfran. (Delusional)

Then, I've been visiting random sites and creeping up on people. I've got to read up on BPD syndrome lately. I think I might suffer from mild one. (choychoy) I tend to imagine all the negative thoughts people might have on me. Because sometimes they behave like they are annoyed/irritated by me. Then I get all sad myself and wonder to myself how to make it up. What the hell right? So absurd. And most of the times, I do find out that actually they could care less, they weren't bothered by anything. I was doing all that stupid thinking myself and worry the shit out of myself.
Well, the purpose of typing this chunk is to act as a reminder for myself to stop this habit, or whatever syndrome it could be. It's unhealthy and might get worse.

I picked up my guitar again! And I renamed it LEE. Hehe, you can have all the time to guess what it means. For me to know, for you to find out. I've tried to strum love love love. Can't do. So I've been practising Rocketeer these two days. I hope one day I could actually play and sing without any background music. My fingertips hurt like crap now that I've started strumming again, since all the dead skin had exfoliated.
Then again, Dad passed me his photography book, which I hardly touched. Not making any advancement sighs. I need to learn more about the camera, not photography Dad.

Tmr I'll be starting work!!! It's fast-paced, tough, long hours, but seems fun. I hope I'll be able to withstand everything. I hope I have good working mates to help me along. When the money starts rolling in, it means shopping :3

내닐시작 우리 끝나다(?) 안녕내 사랑사랑사랑~

Labels: cover, F.T Island, guitar, Lee Hong Ki, photography, work

Woke up at 7am.
Toss around in bed for half an hour!
So I decided to make use of the time to study a little on chemistry.
By the time I finish like two chapters?
I felt so damn sleepy all of a sudden.
SO the best, natural insomnia pills are in actual fact, books! :D

Okay so I overslept and snoozed two alarm of mine.
Until rachel called me.
Thanks so much<3
Jumped since I got startled but the sudden Love Ya LOL.
Anw chatted for a bit before I rushed bathing and out of the house!
Was late, and we went causeway point for each-a-cup!

They played abit of mario and we spam guitar.
So noisy, I wonder if alvin's house had sound-proof walls LOL!!
He talk cock, never teach me Alan Rambert's!
Back to cck, and shopping for a bit.
Tried finding suitable stuffs for people while I get my own.
I got something for poh!!

I've got a skull print myself :D
Tired after days of slight insomnia -_-

Labels: guitar

Ought to join dad for swimming, lose some fats.
But again, still recovering from my cold.

Please ask me out next week? :D
Although I supposed to be studying, but yeeeee.
Hopefully some jammmin' session next week again!
Alvin's gna teach me how to pray Alan Rambert's.
Though I'm not really interested huh.
I soooooooo wna learn how to play Flower Rock.
But get me an electric guitar first huh.
It sounded so weird on my acoustic baby )x
But again, I got all excited when I heard the similarity!!
I've got scores for G-Dragon's Heartbreaker too!!
Lalalala, now I've got to focus on how to strum and sing FarAway!

Somebody sponser me an Ibanez? :D

Labels: guitar

I hungered for your touch.
A long, lonely time~

I want this ):

Labels: guitar, I fucking want this

Omg, can I get a Music Man Electric Guitar?
They are all sooooo pretty!
But one cost a bomb.

Wonbin had Music Man Sub 1.
I don't know how much it cost. USD400++?
Jonghun has Ibanez Jem, white.
I heard it increased from $1700 to $4700.
Like wts?!

I want a Music Man JP!
Ibanez Jem's chio too. ):


Omg, maybe I should get the Yellow Ibanez!



More affordable lehhhh!!
Please wait for me to go and buy you home at the end of this year!

Edited @ 8:43PM,
OMG THE YELLOW IS LIMITED EDITION!!!! ):

How about some kind souls get it for my 2011 birthday! :DDDD

Labels: Choi Jong Hun, guitar, I fucking want this, Oh Won Bin

Almost late today.
Cause of traffic accident, again :o
So many people concerned about me being late :D
So nice of you all! LOL.

Felt so tired
And I had some weird feeling today.
Maybe it's because of the Chemistry SPA.
It was the first ever time we weren't the first class.
Nor was it early in the morning.
So I was worrying until the last period.

Easy peasy.
But cannot confirm full marks!
Then after school went cck.
Had ice cream, dark chocolate!
Not bad.
Then we walked around aimlessly with the guys LOL.
Until they finally decided to leave.
Guitar lesson!
I ended up not trying the bass ><
Moo taught us this cool song!!
By Guns N' Roses
I got so excited when I know it was this band's song hohoho.
Lemme go find out the name.

Sweet Child O' Mine.


Then we had dinner.
And I realised I had so much bottled up past!
Some were the good days :o
But I realised god's pretty kind on me this year, compared to the rest.
To the guy above heavens, I love you!
Sleepy.

I'll miss moo alot.
I'll miss the electric guitar alot alot.
I promise myself to get one after O'levels.
And I need to finish learning Far Away by Nickelback yo!

All the trust I've lost in humans after all those years.

Labels: guitar, Guns N' Roses

It's impossible to learn this song.
Just look at the way he's playing it!!
They don't call him guitar prodigy for nothing.

I feel nauseous and dizzy.
Ugh.

You know when I was young, I used to think what will happen when I wake up finding myself another person.
Would life have been better?
Hah, all the naive thoughts!
Quite freaking too.
Imagine you wake up with some deformities,
Or from a 16 year old teen, to some dying 99 year old lady.
Choy!
Anw, I'm still tired with life.

Labels: guitar, Jung Sung Ha, youtube

After constantly chanting for Udders, I finally got to eat today!
Had Choc Marsh thanks to chocolate cravings this week.
Then we trained to cck to catch Alice in Wonderland.

Was tad late when we bought the tickets and went in.
Front row were the only ones empty!
Then gwen wasted her box of nachos.
Did I tell you I wore UGGS?
Made my feet warm and comfy!
Ate early dinner after that.
Late for guitar lesson.
Anw today was watching of videos.
We got to know a cool young korean zzang acoustic guitarist!
Only freaking 14 years old.


동생야, 느진짜좋다!!

Then we also heard canon rock.
I want Canon in D as my wedding song can? :D
If cannot then, funeral song.
Lol choy.
Shall ask moo to teach us to play it soon!

Ah, then we browsed at hair dyes after lesson.
I want orange/red hair!!

I was wrong wrong wrong
Your words were so, so, so sweet that
I didn't realize you were playing me, me, me
with your words, words, words everyday

Baby do you really wanna hurt me?
Why are you doing this to me? why?

Tears fall inside, instead of outside.

Labels: 2AM, guitar, Jung Sung Ha, lyrics